"Oh my god." Sonny couldn't fully comprehend the picture that was in front of her. The man that she loved was in front of her doing drugs. Drugs! Her and Chad have talked many times about how useless and stupid doing drugs are and here he is in front of her doing them.

"Sonny…" Chad was speechless. This was something that he never wanted her to have to see. For the first time in his life Chad Dylan Cooper felt ashamed. He had never intended on it getting this far. It was supposed to be a one time thing and he was never going to touch the stuff again. The stress of work and being engaged got to him and the cocaine seemed to make all of that disappear.

"How-what-I just don't understand Chad. Why?" This didn't make sense to Sonny at all. She thought that he was better than this. She never imagined him becoming one of those celebrities that turn to drugs as a coping method.

"Sonny I never meant for it to get this far, you have to believe me. I-I just couldn't handle all of the stress and it seemed to make everything better." The truth was he didn't really a good answer.

"If you were that stressed Chad why didn't you just come to me? I would have been there for you and you know that. Instead you turn to drugs, something you swore that you would never touch because of all the negative effects. Yet here I find you getting ready to snort cocaine." She couldn't help but be angry at him. She wanted to sympathize with him but she couldn't. He knew very well how much she hated drugs and that they were the reason that her dad was no longer living.

As if he could read her mind, "I know how much you hate drugs and I know you had to watch your father battle his addiction with them. You have to believe when I tell you that I never wanted it to reach this point Sonny. It just happened." Chad was trying to get her to understand.

Those last three words hit a nerve within Sonny Munroe, "It just happened? No Chad it does not just happen. You had a choice in the matter and instead of being man enough and saying no you took the cowards way and decided to use drugs as a way to deal with your problems. I can't believe you. I thought you were better than this." Sure her life was stressful at times but she never dreamed of resorting to something as low as doing drugs.

"I'm sorry Sonny. I truly am. I understand why you're so upset and I want you to know that I want to get help. I don't want be like this anymore. I have put you through so much these last few months and you'll never understand how unbelievably guilty I feel. You never deserved any of this." Chad was trying his best to hide it but there were tears in his eyes ready to reveal just how emotional he was.

Sonny could see how upset Chad was and her first instinct was to run to him and wrap her arms around him. She was so angry though that she wasn't sure if she was to touch him that she could stop her hands from trying to strangle him. She was debating about what she should do when she looked up at Chad and saw tears running down his face. That was the moment she noticed that her own were spilling from her eyes.

"Sonny..I need you." Chad choked out. That was all it took for her heart to melt and she ran to him throwing her arms around him. She wanted to be mad but it broke her heart to see him so broken and fragile. She never thought she would see the day where she described Chad Dylan Cooper with those two words. "I'm so sorry Sonny." Chad sobbed into her neck. He had never felt so low in his entire life. He had hurt the one person in the world that meant everything to him. The one person he would die for.

"Shhh Chad its okay, I'm here and I promise you I'm not going anywhere." As bad as Sonny wanted to remain angry and leave him it just wasn't in her. She was too much of a loving and caring person to leave someone she loved when they were at their worst. She would stand by his side through this and make sure that he got the professional help he needed.

Chad pulled back from the hug and looked into Sonny's deep brown eyes. They were red from crying and he could see just how badly he had hurt her. He hated himself. He honest to god hated himself. The conceited Chad Dylan Cooper who thought that he could do no wrong, who thought he stood ten feet tall felt about as big as an ant in that moment. He had hurt the only girl that had ever really mattered to him. He grabbed her face, "Sonny I understand if this is too much for you to handle and if you want to walk out that door and never come back. I wouldn't blame you." Chad didn't think that she could honestly forgive him for this.

"Chad I'm not going anywhere. I love you too much to just walk out on you when you need me the most. Were going to get through this….together." Sonny gave him a small kiss on the lips and then enveloped him into another hug. If it was the last thing she ever did Sonny Munroe was going to make sure Chad got through this and never touched another drug in his life.