A/N: So chapter 2 is written by me and my new co-writer Hannah, I really hope you guys read chapter 2 and please make sure to review. 3-10 reviews for ch3. REVIEW
(Ross's Prov)
I couldn't believe that the girl I fell in love with 3 years ago, could leave so easily, without any word. I knew I have hurt her with my words, I just couldn't help it, only if people knew how much I really am suffering in the inside. Some days I want to cry but I force the smile, so others around me don't have to suffer. "It's amazing what you can hide, just by putting on a smile"-Demi Lovato. I whispered the words "how could you leave me Laura". As if the air could hear. I quickly dashed to Calum's dressing room.
"Why would she do this, did I really hurt her that much that she had to quit and leave that easily" Ross asks Calum. Ross is walking back and forth across the dressing room impatiently. "You know what I'm gonna call her, she can't be that hard to find." He dials her number and waits for it to ring. It goes straight to voice mail.
"Just leave her alone Ross, don't you understand you screwed things up with Laura bad this time?" Calum says to Ross. "Shut up Calum! I don't have time for your dumb ass remarks!" Ross shouts at Calum. Calum gets up and walks out of the room laughing hysterically at Ross.
(Laura's Prov)
I have just arrived in London, England, it was so incredibly beautiful, now I would call this place my home. I flagged down a cab, hopped in and drove off to my house that I rented a few weeks ago. I have already have been planning to move to England for quite some time now, that is what I was trying to tell Raini yesterday but stupid Ross had cut me off.
It was my plan all along, I got a job offer to do some modeling and I was thinking of forming my own band. But I couldn't shake this feeling in my heart, I really have lost Ross as a best friend. But the thing is I have always wanted to be more than friends, it's just filming, school and others projects got in the way. Both are careers were taking off in different directions.
"Maybe I should call him, and it could all be better after we both apologized" Laura thought to herself. "I'm sure he didn't mean anything he said, right? Wasn't that all just out of anger? I'm sure if I called him he'd beg me to come back." Laura called her voicemail. There was one message, and it was from Ross! She let it play.
"Hey Laura, thanks for leaving and getting all of our jobs taken away you dumb whore! I hate you and I always have! I swear to God if I ever see you again, you won't be treated like before! It will be worse. Bye Bitch!" Laura dropped her phone. She ran to her room and searched frantically for her blade.
(Ross's Prov)
I looked at my mirror, finally facing myself, I looked like some kind of monster that has been created by the devil. I then looked at my phone why? Why do I continue to hurt, the person I supposedly love? I brought my hands up to my head, grabbed my hair roughly, pulling my hair. My brain wasn't working the way I wanted it, why do I feel happy one minute but then 5 minutes later I feel, anger, rage and guilt, what was my brain trying to tell me?.
But most importantly how am I going to tell my family Laura left because of me? How are the fans going to react to me, will they hate me? All these questions I couldn't answer myself...I knew what I needed my medications.
I grabbed the bottle so angrily, and popped it open intending for one thing, to overdose. I took about 50 pills, not caring what happened. I was too crazy for anyone to handle. Laura hated me, my fans would soon hate me, and my parents wouldn't like me much more than anyone else
Suddenly I felt really tipsy, my heart beating slower and slower. It was happening, nothing mattered anymore.
I could finally feel all the pain leave away from me, for once I finally had control, and the dice was thrown in my favor.
(Laura's Prov)
For some reason I felt a gut wrenching pain in my stomach, like something bad happed, I quickly called Ross still no answer, I called Riker no answer, then finally I called Rydel.." Hey Delly, your brother is not answering me, also for some reason I'm worried can you check up on him please. "Sure thing Laura hold on a sec" I could every step creak has Rydel quickly went up them, each step quicken my heartbeat…
Then the line went dead…
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