YAY! This is my second portion of this lovely story. Well I would like to start off by thanking the good people who reviewed the story. I thank you very much for your suggestions and comments. For I love them all. Anyway I won't go into a big detail about stuff, so I'll let you read it already.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation (even though I wish I did)

How to Make Heaven Your Home

Chapter 2: Dreaming or Reality

To Yuki he knew it was going to be a long day, and he wanted to start it off in a some what good way.

After going to lunch with Tahoma, Yuki heads back home tired and beat."Damn Tahoma messing up my quiet day again." He sits on the couch and places his head back. Yuki felt the cold empty house, thinking to himself as he did so. He had his little wishes and wants, and maybe a few needs too. He was lonely and he was tired of it too. He got up and walked to the kitchen, making his way to the freezer. He takes out a beer and opens it up right in the kitchen. Leaning on the counter he drinks over half of the beer.

For some reason he starts to shiver, thinking it was just the coldness of the beer. He heads to his room to take the days load off. Passing the living room, he notices something is not right. The window was wide open and letting in the cold air. Thinking it was just his mistake; he closes it and heads to bed. "I'm loosing my mind now; I can't even remember when I'm doing things."

Getting ready for bed he heads to the bathroom, leaving the room as it was. Not looking at the mirror he, begins to brush his teeth. He closes his eyes and daydreams about his Shuichi. The way Shuichi got ready for bed still lingered in his head.

"Yuki come on let's bathe together tonight please!!"

"No, I have a deadline to finish and I'm going to finish it tonight!"

"But...But...But Yukiii!!!

"Baka! No I'm busy so just be quiet!"

"Yuki, Yuki, Yuki" Ringed on and on in his head as Yuki washed his faced. He scratched his head and wondered. "Where did I put that damn shampoo?" He looked everywhere for it. He looked all in the shower, then in the bath closet. It was gone and he didn't know just where. "Yeah, maybe I just need some sleep, I'm loosing it again." He turns around and out of nowhere the bottle appears on the side of him.

"Where...did this come from?" looking at the bottle like it was an alien of some kind. He cocked and eyebrow and sat down. He got into the shower and washed off, but he forgot a towel. Yuki moaned at the thought of getting out and having to get a towel. He reached out to get a towel off of the rack, but there was none there. Placing his hand back in the shower, he moans again.

He turns the shower off and gets ready to get out. But this time a towel was waiting for him, Yuki didn't notice it but placed it on anyway. Drying off he walks to his room to see that his bed as neatly fixed. Yuki got a puzzled look on his face and decided to put his night cloths on. After doing so, he heads back to the kitchen. Thinking it was Tahoma making small jokes around the house." Hay Tahoma this little game of hide and seek isn't really funny!"

No one answered and the house was eerie quiet. The only sound you could here was the window once again open. "Okay this is just not my day." Getting tired of all this he ignores the window and heads for bed. "Maybe I'm just really tired…." He lies down for the day and closes his eyes.Yuki's amazing day was over or to him it was.

Yuki's Dream

This place is all white and nothing hurts anymore. I feel kind of happy and sad at the same time. What's going on here and where am I? I can't see and it's very bright. I look around and light and softness surrounds me. I just don't know where it's coming from.

"Yuki! Hay Yuki! Come on Yuki let's play!

I hear a sound that is familiar, but who is this voice and where is it?

"Yuki come on! I wanted to play with you today!"

I think I know, no wait I know this voice. How could I ever miss it? I look up and see that smile I know all to well. It was my one and only, my day and night. The one I could, rather never want to forget. It was my Shuichi Shindou alright, and he was here with me.

"Shuichi are you really here, or is it just my wanting to be with you getting to me?"

"No Yuki, it's really me. I'm here to love you up my YUKI!!!!"

I grab him in my arms and kiss him passionately, for it was my Shuichi. I couldn't help but to smile, knowing it would make his day. For him I would do anything, but some things I just had to keep to myself. I couldn't say I missed him all this time. My pride was too great for that, which I hate myself for it. I know he loves me, I just hope he knows that I love him back.

We walked in this beautiful garden, which he told me that it was his personal place. I could smell the roses and lilies all around us. Which I didn't know, there really was roses and lilies to my surprise. The gazebo was in the middle of all this, with little blossoms surrounding it. There was a light purple and gold path way to the nice gazebo, I might add. The tiles were arranged in a music form of fashion. And to my surprise once more, there were musical notes on each tile. I believe it was from one of shuichi's songs, but I couldn't remember at the moment. From where you would stand you could see a faint blue lake in the background, I just looked like I wasn't interested in it. I saw Shuichi run in front of me to the lake, which I followed my pink haired lover. He picked up a small sliver pebble and threw it in the lake, watching it skip across it. I looked at that deep blue, and saw so many different fish. I felt my eye brow cock itself at the little fish, which seemed to enjoy themselves. Looking down I saw Shuichi latching himself to me. With those amethyst eyes and soft face, you could fall in love with, is when he asked me.

"Yuki, will you do me a favor?"

"What is it baka?"

"Will you come and visit me more often, until I get to see you?"

I didn't know how to answer that question, for I didn't want to hurt him. I knew he was dead, but I didn't know rather he knew or not. I just closed my eyes and kissed his soft forehead. Holding him tightly in my arms I spoke again.

"Sure, I'll come and visit you…"

"Thank you Yuki, just wait I'm going to earn my wings and come and see you forever! You just wait Yuki! I'm going to protect you or something, and become your guardian of some sort! I'm going to be your guardian angel!"

I smirked and looked at the ski and closed my eyes again. The wind was blowing faintly as we stood there holding each other. I didn't want to leave this heaven, no not now, or ever. I wanted to stay with him, and in my mind I was. It was all perfect and wonderful, but something wasn't right, it started to rain. I looked down to see my sunshine and joy, but he was gone. I looked to the left and the flowers were dead and gone. Same went for the flowers on the right. I didn't know what happened, and most of all I didn't know where was my lovely Shuichi was.

I ran to the gazebo and let my cloths drip wet, yelling Shuichi's name out loud. Hoping just hoping to see him again, but I didn't. I wiped my face and I saw blood on my hands. Everything that was around me was red, and black. I didn't like it here, I wanted to leave, but not without my Shuichi. Just when I was about to give up I saw him. I saw my guardian angel hovering over me. The words he spoke ringed in my head once more.

"I'm going to protect you or something, and become your guardian of some sort! I'm going to be your guardian angel!"

With that in mind I closed my eyes and let him hold me, but when I looked back up it was all over…

End of Dream

Yuki woke up from his dream and placed his hands on his head. He opened his eyes and blinked a couple of times before he sat up. He looked around the room and saw the same old thing. Looking down at his hands and then the sheets, he saw no blood and nothing else. "That was a weird dream to have, and now of all times. He got out of bed and headed to the restroom, to do his daily things in there.

He came out his room refreshed and full of cloths. Walking to the kitchen to fix some coffee he looked at the couch. He frowned to see a doll sitting there all nicely. Cocking his eyebrow he picked it up and looked at it. It had angel wings and soft pink hair, looking in its eyes they were amethyst and sweet. It had its hands out like for a hug, and a 'hug me' sign on its tummy. Yuki just looked around the empty room and looked down. He smirked at it and hugged it.

"Yuki I love you!"

Yuki jolted just a bit and stared at the doll for a minute. He thought about his dream and then looked back at the doll. He hugged it again but tighter this time.

"Yuki I'm going to be your guardian angel!"

Yuki placed the doll on his bed in his room, and grabbed his coat. He saw outside it was snowing and he didn't want to get sick. He looked at the Shuichi angel doll for the last time and left out the door. He went to his favorite car and drove out the condominium garage; he was off for the day. To get to a meeting of some sort, but he didn't feel like it. He was going to come back soon anyway, come back to his angel Shuichi…