So I forgot the disclaimer, though I don't see why I would need one since it's very obvious Supernatural is not mine, but whateves. It does not belong to me blah blah blah ….

I also forgot to mention that I do not have a beta, mostly because I do not know of how to acquire one so if any could inform me I'd be very grateful.

Here is the next part of this story. I had the idea for this before "Dark Side of the Moon" Enjoy

When the girl comes back with our orders she places them in front of us. I take a big gulp from my mug letting the hot coffee wash down my throat, immediately making the day seem a little more tolerable.

"So how 'bout it? Anything you wanna eat?" She smiles at Cas.

"No" defeated she goes back to harassing other customers. Not that I don't like the attention from good looking girls, I smile inwardly.

"So you got a new hunt for us Sammy?"

"Um, yeah, there have been a lot of disappearances going on at a cemetery two towns over. It's something we can check out on our way to Bobby's."

"Fine. Nothing better to kill time then with a simple hunt." I smirk, taking a bite out of my burger.

" Right" Sam says. Always the downer. We eat in silence for a few minutes until Sam looks over to Castiel "Are you all right Cas?" Cas' usual calm self starts to disintegrate right infront of me when Sam asks him that. He tilts his head in his usual trademark way and in a low voice begins one of the longest speeches I've ever heard him give "No. I'm sitting here waiting to hear what you have been doing to stop this mess we've made of the world and you're going to a simple hunt? You've got bigger things to take care of. I have been looking for my Father for weeks and I see no sign of him. It seems that wherever I turn I see the traces our mistakes have caused and I can't do anything to fix it. I'm starting to worry that I'll never find my Father or even worse that if I do find him it'll be too late. What will we do if He doesn't want to help, if after what we've done he decides it's too late to ask for forgiveness, to ask for help?"

At this rare revelation of emotion Sam and I just stare at him. Pretty sure that he had kept his voice low enough that no one noticed his rant I look at Sam and he just stares back. "Look, I know how you feel. Sam knows how you feel. Believe it or not we've been feeling it most of our lives. If that plan of yours fails we'll move on. To tell you that truth we haven't been putting all our bargaining chips on your God plan. So no worries." I tried to reassure him just as three slices of pie arrived at the table by the smiling Naomi girl. Sam just glared at me realizing that what I just said might not have been the most appropriate for our new-to-human-emotions friend. I guess that's why I always left this stuff to Sam when were on jobs.

Best peach pie this side of the Mississippi my ass, this pie is freaking delicious either side of the Mississippi. I shoveled more pie into my mouth.

"Cas, what Dean means is that we should have other options. We don't … we haven't found many useful ones but … I'm sure we'll get through this."

"Yeah, we just, you know, we don't want to put all our egg in one basket as the saying goes." Sam just gave me this look that told me to stop helping. With my foot firmly inserted in my mouth I shrugged and continued with Sammy's pie. Health freak has no idea what he's missing.

I've never put much faith into someone who would let all this bad crap go on in the world. I don't know why He wouldn't try to help if He could. We mere mortals are trying why shouldn't He? I guess that's why I don't understand why Cas is so upset. I mean I understand he wants to know where his father is. Been there done that, got the scars to prove it but I can't comprehend beyond that.

Thanks for reading. Don't forget to review =] Can't wait for the next episode, soooo excited, 100th episode whoot whoot !!!!