Okay so this is a veeeerrry short chapter and I didn't mean it to be…. I promise in the future they will get longer… starting with the reviews on this chapter I will be giving shout outs to reviewers… disclaimer I don't own anything you recognize. disclaimer i dont own anything but my characters and my plot twists

I jolted awake. I looked around. I was laying in the grass on the side of the road. Where the hell was I?

"Well you are not in Kansas anymore. Is that how that phrase is constructed?" an unfamiliar voice said. I looked behind me to see some guy in a suit.

"Who're you?" I asked the strange man.

"I'm the angel Castiel." he answered. I stared at him skeptically. He smiled down at me.

"I can prove it." he said as two white wings sprouted from his back.

"Ok so you're an angel. That would mean I'm in Heaven? Right?" I asked cautiously.

"Yes, that is correct."

"Why? I mean don't get me wrong it's better then the alternative…." I flinched. Castiel gave me a sympathetic look.

"I am truly sorry for your loss. Now I am here to tell you that you need to follow this road. Someone is waiting to meet you a little way up it. I will see you in the future. Goodbye , Roxanne Winchester." I flinched again. Then he was gone.

"Balls!" I exclaimed. I stood up and did as Castiel instructed. After a few minutes I came to… my house?

"Okay seriously… What the hell?" I walked up to the house and went inside. I looked around and didn't see anyone. I looked out the front window, I saw the impala and my motor cycle. So this must be before I was 18. I turned when I heard a crashing. What I saw made me realize what this was. There was a 16 year old me and a 17 year old Dean in a very heated make out. I was laid back on the table while he was over me. I'm gonna refer to the other me as her so I don't get us mixed up.

"Dean I am not doing this with you on my table." she said.

"I wasn't planning on it anyway." he then picked her up and carried her upstairs. I smiled to myself. It was my first time. I walked out of the house and back to the road. I started walking again. Soon I came to a motel.

"I wonder what memory this is." I said to myself only to find out seconds later. An 18 year old me came storming out of one of the rooms followed by a 19 year old Dean. Damn did he look good. This was the day we broke up, for what I thought was for good.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" he yelled at her.

"Far fucking away from you! I'm fucking done with your bull shit. I wasn't flirting with that guy Dean! I'm done with all you jealous shit. I don't flip like this when you flirt and you do it all the time. What were you doing before you flipped on me? Flirting with that bartender. I'm just done with you." she yelled throwing her bags in the truck.

"You are blowing this way out of proportion. No you're just being you're normal pissy, drama-y, attention queen whore that you always are." he yelled standing a step away from her. She pulled her arm back and let it snap forward successfully braking his nose.

"Nice punch." I giggled through the tears.

"You promised you would never let anything hurt me Dean Winchester. But the thing that hurts me the most and worst is you. This is me saving myself from that hurt. Tell my mom I'll see her at home." she said in a deadly calm voice. Then climbed in the truck and drove away. I wiped away the tear. I thought there wasn't supposed to be crying in heaven.

"Well different people have different heavens. Most choose only to re-live or watch happy memories." another unfamiliar voice said.

"Well I guess I'm just not like everyone else." I said turning around to greet the stranger.

"Definitely not. I'm Michael." he introduced.

"Wait like the Archangel that cast Lucifer out of Heaven?" I asked astounded.

"Yes that's me." he said smiling.

"Ok I just wanted to clarify." I smiled back. I couldn't believe it I was smiling. I don't know what it is about Michael but he reminded me of Dean.

"That's because he is my true vessel. But I thought changing into his form would cause you despair, and that is the last thing I want." he told me.

"Oh yeah? Why is that?" I asked curiously.

"Well because you are my vessels soul-mate which makes you mine also." he said simply as if it was something you heard everyday.

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