"In the forest of my mind,

There life beings only of my kind."

"Is she going to be alright?"

"Mrs. And Mr. Carrose, it's really hard for me to tell you this... but your daughter sadly passed away just after we got her to the emergency room.."

For my family it was a reall strugle now. They didn't know when I was going to wake up, or if I was ever going wake up... That's sad isn't it? One day everything is normal and the next one? It's hell. It's like everything you have is just disappearing. You can cry, beg, all you want but nothing is going to change what happened, nothing is going to turn back time. So what about me then? Sleeping in my bed peacefully? Not really... that day everything just began. The sadness, joy, love, hate, it was just the beginning of something big and at the same time it can be an end of my own sanity... The dream of my life.

It was dark, there was nothing. I just felt like I wasn't breathing anymore, a void of blackness. It's cold and I'm alone, it's such an awful feeling. I tried to open my eyes but it felt like someone was closing them for me, like I couldn't do anything myself. I tried to scream, cry, beg someone to help but there's just... no one. It's just me, my mind and the darkness. I always kept hoping for something, or rather someone to help me.

And just one split second I feel warm, just like someone, somehow is holding my hand. A small action of assurance.

I try to open my eyes but still nothing. Every time I tried hope slipped away from I just want to see what it is!

Try! Sol, just try again! Again and again and again. How much time did pass? How long am I here already? I want to see my family! I want to go back! Please! Someone...

I can feel our fingers entwining, I feel it but can't see it. It's like a ghost, it's there but at the same time it doesn't feel like there is really someone.

Then there is another hand touching my face, just like that my eyes shot open just to see a flying orb of energy in front of me. I can't make out what it is... I don't really know what to think about that either..

The orb let's out a small flicker of light and there's a flashback of a fight, no, no, it's war going out there! There are people... the military... and there are robots? There are so many of them,

I can't even follow them with my eyes, they're just fighting too quickly for me to catch up with my slugish movements.

I blink my eyes once and the scene changes. I see myself standing next to a desk, looking at a picture. I try to creep closer to see it but success only halfway, just to take a glimpse of it.

There in the middle, I stand with a man that is in his early twenties, holding his hand. There are militay men all around us, and in the back... there are big metalic creatures.

Who are they? Or rather what are they...?

Once more, I blink. I see my mother and father sitting on the couch, both of them, they're crying... my mother looks so broken, I nevers saw her in such a state. And my father? He holds her close, silent tears rolling down his face.

Just what happened..?

The third time I blink, everything around me turns black. The orb in front of me, it makes a small whine, a sad one, it feels desperate, it wants something.

Slowly I stretch my hand out to it. Just a small touch... It's getting warmer and warmer..

The blue orb makes one last sound of distress and vanishes, leaving me all alone once more in the darkness.

Please... no...

"Under a tree at quarter three, I had some hope in me.

But life was taken from me, but I did not feel

I made a vow within my gown that love will come to me but then he came and seemingly I had been found

What will become of my dear friend? Where will his actions lead us then?

What is this, a painful twist, is this a bitter kiss? There's so much life left in his eyes, it should not end like this

My dreams were slain, my face was stained with memories of my pain.

But peace still came, I'll give him the same and I will be okay

And will we ever

end up together?

No, I think not, it's never to become

For I am not the one."

AN: Hello guys! It may not be a long chapter but hey, it's there! And I want to thank QueenOfTheSilver98, CrackleShot-the-Sparkeater and Don't judge me I'm a Fangirl for the nice reviews! And of course those who followed or favourited this story, It really means a lot to Me I'm sorry for the errors though again (I think I'll be sorry for that in every chapter) See you next time! Big loves!Sephi out!