Ponyboy's POV
I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. I hung up the phone and walked straight out the door and well, the first thing I saw was her driving past my house. With a boy in the front seat. With bags in the backseat. OhMyGod. She's not coming back. She really left me. She barely said goodbye. Ohmygod. I have no girlfriend. Two words come to mind when I think of girlfriend. Sara Beth.
No! She's not your girlfriend anymore Pony! I mentally yelled at myself. God. I'm alone.
No! you have Soda and Darry to help you! Duh! I mentally yelled at myself once again.
"I just can't belive it." I hear my voice. It sounds like when Johnny speaks. Which he rarely does. Johnny's my friend. My other friends are Dally Winston, he goes in and outta jail regularly. Two-Bit "Keith" Matthews. Steve Randal, my brothers' best friend who hates my guts because he thinks I'm a tag along. WHICH I AM NOT. I feel my feet moving. I don't know where I'm heading. My head is in the clouds thinking about Sara Beth. God, how come this is so hard?
Because Ponyboy, you LOVE her. Idiot. You've been together 2 years. Since you were 14 years old! I mentally yelled at myself yet again.
I walked until I got where I was heading.
I walked through the doors of the café. I needed to sing. I wanted to sing. My brothers, Sodapop Curtis, That IS his real name, and Darrell Curtis, Darry, don't know that I sing. But I really don't want to tell them. I walked up to the microphone and started singing just as I did, my brothers walked right in, and stared at me and I sung while thinking about all our memories:
She was all I ever wanted
She was all I ever needed and more
She walked out my door
Yeah she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues
You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes me sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
We had fun under the sun
And when winter came she'd be my angel
We were so in love
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here singing all this blues.
Yeah
You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
Can't forget it
Wont regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
Still in love with you
I don't know what hurts more baby
Seeing you with him or being alone, on my own
I know, he doesn't love you baby
Not like I did
oh whats the point
your not listening
anyway….
You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with…
You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
I finished singing and ran out the door. I didn't stop until I got to my house. I sat on the porch thinking about her.