A/N #1: Thanks everyone who reviewed or alerted this story! That gives me the courage to struggle with this!
A/N #2: like hell yeah I'm better in drabbles than I'm at this, or at least, I think drabbles are much easier (: - so sorry, but I wrote this a little like it are a couple of drabbles, hope it doesn't irritate you (:

CHAPTER 1
"Dreams, Woods and Airplanes"

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now, wish right now.."

JJ was dreaming; she knew she was. But she also heard this lines clearly coming from her Ipod. She was jogging through the woods. Aware of the abductions and murders that had taken place around her hometown, she knew the killer wasn't one of 'hers' and she also knew the killer wouldn't outsmart her in the woods. The woods she'd nearly lived in as a child, the woods she'd loved until someone, years ago, went missing inside them. But now, now she was older; she knew she wouldn't be lost in those woods. And she could outsmart everyone who tried to do something to her; she wasn't an agent because of nothing, right?

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now, wish right now.."

JJ heard those lines again and knew what was coming. She felt someone from behind, in shock she turned and before she lost conscious, she knew she couldn't have been more wrong about their unsub.

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"You know you're pretty right?" The voice said this to her, she knew.

But JJ couldn't focus on who was saying it. She kept hearing the lines she had heard from her Ipod '"I could really use a wish right now…" yeah, sure I could use a wish right now, f*cking hell. Where am I?'

'You're with me now. And you're scared. You're so pretty when you look scared…"

"..What are you doing?"

"You look so disorientated, so vulnerable. That's the way you are at your most beautiful, you know that?" With those words, JJ knew who he was. She knew the guy. He – Dean – asked her out once when they're in middle school. It's needles to say she didn't trust the guy with the creepy hair and she'd friendly dismissed him.

"You remember me, Jen?"

JJ decided this was the time she should do something different, instead of being the nice girl. "Don't call me Jen."

"Oh, all bitchy right? You'll regret it, don't you remember?" JJ did remember. She remembered it way to well, but she knew she shouldn't think about it. She just had to act in another way she did back than, she had to.

"No I don't actually, explain it to me, who'…" but before JJ could finish her sentence, she felt herself being smacked against a wall and she lost conscious.

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Slowly, JJ waked up, tho she still knew she was dreaming. She felt awkwardly bruised and she felt an abnormal weight leaning on her. She didn't really feel the pain; she just felt the cold of being naked in a abnormal dark room and she felt more exposed than that she felt the pain which the moving weight above her was causing. Opening her eyes, she didn't only felt him, but also saw him coming of with the husky words on his lips "You remember me now, huh?"

XXX

She was back, back in the woods, but now without the song, without her Ipod. Looking around, a little scared, JJ saw the woods were exactly like they're when she was a kid. She felt like a kid and seeing the way she was dressed, she knew she was a kid. And she was not alone. "Hey Dean, how're ya?"

"Hey Jen, had a nice night?" It must be the night of their dance. The dance she went to with Stephen, a handsome boy out of her class. Tho Dean had asked hér out, she said she didn't want to go with him, since they're just friends and she'd asked Stephen.

Dean was coming closer, almost to close. Taking a step back, she was saying "Yeah, it's fine, yours?"

Standing against a tree now, JJ could feel Dean's breath in his answer "It's great now."

JJ felt his lips, tried to get away but Dean and the tree wouldn't let her. She felt the distance which was left disappear and she couldn't move. "Dean, what're you doing?"

"You're gonna like it, Jen." His hands were roaming around her body, JJ could felt his dick against her leg. ".. You'll never forget me."

"Dean, don't do this, please.." JJ felt she couldn't do anything about it. She didn't felt him anymore, she didn't notice him. She just kept telling him not to do this, over and over again..

Until she also heard this familiar voice now, she knew Emily couldn't be there, she couldn't save her… No one could.. could they?

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"Don't do this, please, Dean, please!"

Emily woke up real quickly; it was not the first time she saw JJ having a dream like this. Quickly standing up, Emily walking towards JJ, wondering why they're both sleeping on a couch. "JJ, wake up hun, it's OK.. I'm here"

"Please Dean, Help me!"

Shacking JJ a bit, Emily succeeded in waking her up. JJ's morning eyes were filled with tears and she looked afraid. Locking eyes with JJ, Emily slowly hugged her "It's OK JJ, I'm here, don't be scared."

After a long pause JJ broke their hug "I'm sorry Em.."

"JJ, you know it doesn't matter. It never did and it doesn't now OK.. You just need to tell me what those dreams are about, you can't rest like this Jen, you know that."

"I know Em, just.. after breakfast, OK?"