Authors note - This is the second post of this chapter. After reading it I came to realise that I was using different views so I went back and did a little work on it.

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Chapter Two - Back Again

"Hello" The voice on the other end of the phone call. Rory froze not sure of what to say, but thought to herself that she should make it simple and speak as if there has been no time pass since the last time they had spoken.

"Hey it's me Rory, I am sorry for calling but I need your help" she said scared of the reaction that the person on the other end may have.

Meanwhile in Nikita's, Logan is talking on the phone "Hello this is Logan Hunzberger" he answered as he was so unsure of what the person on the other end wanted. The only reason he had her number in his phone was in case he ever needed to get hold of Ace and when she wouldn't answer his calls.

"Logan it's Paris, I need to talk to you, it regarding Rory" he thought to him self about the amount of time that had passed since he had declared his love to Rory and got my heart broken again and realised she must not know surely.

"Why do you want to talk about Rory? Paris I have not seen or heard from her in a year, nor do I think I would want to." He said lying through his teeth. The hurt of her rejection still fresh in his mind. He thought what is so important in her life that she can't at least give them a try?

"Logan Logan…. LOGAN" He heard his name being called on the other end of the phone.

"Oh sorry Paris what where you saying?" He said wanting to know what was so important that Rory's college best friend would ring him up after a year.

"I said I think you should talk to her and soon, like within the next two weeks. I believe she will need someone by her side that cares about her a great deal and I believe that someone should be you" Paris said sounding scared and unsure of how he would take what she had to say.

"Look Paris not to sound rude, but what makes you think I want anything to do with her? After all she did break my heart". Logan knew it was harsh but on the other hand it was true, after all she did break his heart, Twice and one of them is still very fresh just like the coffee sat in front of Logan.

"Logan, you have to talk to her this could be your last chance. She will kill me for even ringing you but you have to understand that when I got the phone call from her asking if I would come to San Francisco so I could be with her while she recovers. That's if she even makes it out of the operations and oh crap I have said too much…" A rambled Paris instantly hangs up the phone on Logan.

Across the street in Rory's car

"Rory is that you" The voice on the other end of the phone.

"Yeah Honour it's me" Rory's voice so small because she is unsure of herself.

"Wow it's been awhile. How have you been?" Honour asked but Rory could hear in her voice that is was simple pleasantries so she thought she would cut to the chase.

"Ok look Honour, I'll cut to the chase. I need to know Logan's address and before you give me the whole "he may not want to see me speech". I just had him in my office telling me that he wants to be with me, and I turned him away because I was scared and I have good reason to be but once he left I realized that if anyone could calm me down when I need to be, it its him and I don't want to lose him again because of my own fear." Rory said scared that is she didn't get it all out then she wouldn't't get it out at all.

"Rory, I don't know if I should but you sound so scared that I will just this once, but I need you to promise me this one thing. Promise me that you won't break his heart again. "Honour said. Rory released her breath not even realising she was even holding it.

"Honour thanks you so much" She says a smile across. Honour gives her Logan's address and then says goodbye.

Rory sat in her car looking at the paper that she had just written down Logan's address. Unsure of weather to go there now or leave it till tomorrow. Putting the pieces of paper in her purse Rory starts her car and drives home.

After the phone call from Paris, Logan paid for his coffee and went home thinking about what Paris said. What did she mean that this would be his last chance to talk to Rory? What did she mean that the operation could kill her? What operation? This scared Logan. He was so unsure of what to do. So he decided to call it an early night.

The next day Logan awoke to a knock at his front door. He put his pants on and went down stairs and didn't expect to find who he did at his front door, not after the way they had left things the day before.

"Rory what are you doing here" he said somewhat cold but still his heart was beating fast.

"I think we need to speak. I want to explain why I was cold yesterday. I think you deserve that much. "She said as Logan turned and walked into his flat and leaving the door open and without a second thought Rory followed him in and shut the door behind her. She found him in the kitchen waiting at the table with two coffees, one sat in front of him and one on the opposite of the table where he guessed she would sit. So she did, for the first five minutes they sat in silence until Logan broke it.

"You wanted to talk Rory. So this is your chance. Take it." He said looking at her to see her staring at her coffee which was still full and he knew that was not like her. He knew that even if she was scared, nerves, sad, and ill she would still drink her coffee. This made him scared of what she was here to tell him. Would she tell him what Paris was going on about on the phone. Would he finally find out what operation it was she was having, one could only hope?

"Logan I need you to understand that what I have to tell you isn't easy for me. In fact other than me only one person knows and that's only because I needed to talk to someone who knew what was going on with me and also had dealt with people in my situation" Rory says without taking a breath and then she has a gulp of her drink.

"Rory, I told you yesterday that I am here for you and that I am going to fight for you. Do you really think that whatever is that you have to tell me is going to send me away" Logan says whilst he stand up and move to the seat that is closer to her.

"I'm scared Logan scared. I'm scared that if I tell you. You won't be able to handle it and your walk away" Rory looks at him and he can see the fear in her eyes

"Trust me Rory whatever it is we can face it. I am not going to walk away from you now that I have found you again. Do you think that this last year has been easy for me? No… I needed someone by my side and I was scared and all I could do was wish that you would come and find me. Yes I know I could have found you but I was scared and it was only when I found out that you where in the same city as me did I have the courage to come and tell you what I have wanted to everyday for the last year." He takes her hand and makes her look at him "I'm just as scared as you Rory"

"Logan I could sit here and tell you that it's all going to be ok but the truth is I don't know where I will be in two week let alone in a year" She tells him as she let go of his hand.

"Well then let's work towards tomorrow Rory. I know that my life won't be complete unless you are in it, Unless I have you standing strong with me. You have to understand that I love you and I always will." Logan say as he takes her hand in his again only to have her to pull away.

"I want to say yes, I want to jump in your arms and have everything like it was back at college but it's never going to be the same. This I know" She said as she stands up and starts to walk towards the door when all of a sudden her head starts to hurt again. Over the last few days her head aches have been getting more frequent and more intense but for some reason this one came hard and fast and the next thing she knows is her hands are shaking and her legs buckle under her and it all goes black.

Logan sees her walking towards the door and further away from him again. He couldn't do it. He couldn't allow her to walk out of his life again. Logan gets up and starts to walk to where she seemed to have paused and then he sees her fall to the floor shaking. It seemed to be what he thought was as a seizure. Logan grabbed his phone and dials 911 and tells them what's going on. Logan goes over to her and tries and calms her down, or at least cushion her head so it doesn't hit the floor so hard. As he sits down he realizes he has put his knee into a wet patch, and come to realize that Rory has wet herself but if he remembers reading right when a person has the type of seizure Rory is having right now they are unable to have control over their own body functions. Just as Logan tries to calm her down there is a knock at the front door.

"Mr. Hunzberger it the paramedics. We got a phone call to come to this address" Logan stands up and walks toward the door scared to leave her alone. He opened the door and runs back to her side not wanting to leave her side for a second longer then he has to. The paramedic follows him into the room and asks to step back so they can get to work. They bring her down from her seizer and prepare her to go to hospital. He told them he would follow them in his car and that is what he did.