The Severed Bond
Chapter 2: Unworthy of Her love
PoV: Cosmo
In fact, I am nobody. A piece of dirt. Compared to the other thousand fairies that inhabited Fairy World I was always a nobody. Compared to my cousin Jorgen von Strangle, the Tooth Fairy, Big Daddy, Rip Studwell, and Cupid I don't matter. But, alone in my own little world, I try to. I try to be happy, to be respected, to be recognized, somehow me. But in reality, I know I'm nothing more than another face in the crowd.
I was unique from the beginning. I was born six months earlier than expected and somehow, I survived and now I'm healthy. Like a lot of other fairies, I was born an only child. Both my parents started working full-time jobs in order to support me. Being home alone most of the time I began to feel lonely. Even though I never had a younger brother I pretended like I did. Creating something I never had, I created an imaginary friend that I did everything with.
Ever since I was born I could never control my magic properly. When I first got my magic rattle I accidentally used it to turn Jorgen into a bomb that blew up most of Fairy World. The second I was old enough to receive my first magic wand I turned my dad into a fly, never to be seen again. Then when I was 5 my mother placed me in an art class and instead of painting, I turned my canvas into an exploding daisy that blew up half of the class. Because of the lack of control over my magic, my mom placed me into the Fairy Godparent Academy and even that didn't help. Because of how dangerous I was and after sinking Atlantis about nine times the Fairy Council had Jorgen add a new rule to Da Rules that forbid the birth of any more fairy babies. Making me the last-born fairy baby.
Because of my horrific past, nobody wanted to be around me, turning me into an outcast. Because of this, I was often picked on by everyone, including the nerds. Throughout my entire education, I never knew what it was like to have a friend. Every lunch period I sat alone, every group project I was alone. The fact that nobody wanted anything to do with me led me to slip into a deep depression.
Finally graduating with the lowest grades possible, now a full-fledged fairy I obtained a job as a full-time fairy waiter. Then one night I met the love of my life. Sitting in a nearby booth I set eyes on her swirly pink hair, her magnificent deep pink eyes that sparkled with life, and her shimmering smile that could bring life to anything. She was one of the most gorgeous women I'd ever set my eyes on. Slowly approaching the table my eyes never left her. As she began to order I found myself lost in her eyes and before I knew it we were starting to talk about various things. Once we finished talking I returned the order back to the chef and waited for the food to be cooked. Carrying the hot plate back to the table I sat it down in front of her and winked.
Once she and her friends left I went to clean up the table and found a tip and a piece of paper. Turning it over I found a note for me which read "Meet me on the boardwalk in the park on Saturday at 2:15." Soon before I knew it, it was already Saturday. Standing on the boardwalk I glanced at my watch and frowned it was 2:15 and she was nowhere to be seen. Sighing I began to walk off of the boardwalk when I heard my name being called, turning around I noticed her walking up the side ramp.
As we continued to walk down the boardwalk and onto the grass I looked deep into her eyes and knew at that moment I'd marry her. 2 years later, at that exact spot, I bent down onto my knees and asked her to marry me. Crying she hugged me tight and in-between sobs whispered "yes!" and not long after we got married and decided we wanted to become full-time fairy godparents. Together we went through the training and soon we were fully licensed godparents.
I was told I was never good enough for her and that she deserved better. I used to ignore it. But, now I see who I truly am. I've hurt her so much and I will never forgive myself for it. It's amazing how fast it can all go wrong. How you can lose everything you've come to love with a flash. It's so much different then it used to be. As I watched her pack her belongings I panicked. I knew it was over, but I couldn't come to grips to say it. Waking up every morning without her is so much different, it just reminds me how much I took for granted. It reminds me I am nothing without her.
All the memories are getting colder. All the things I want to do over. I just want to talk and laugh like we use to, to once again hold her in my arms and tell her I love her and kiss her sweet soft lips. I want her to love. No matter how much I want things to return to the way they once were, I know it's better this way. She's moved on to another guy and from the looks of it she's happy and if she's happy then so am I. I just hope he treats her better than I did because she deserves so much more than what I could give.
When I see her in my dreams at night it feels so real but I know it's all in my mind. It's like a movie playing over in my head, but I look away cause' I know how it ends. All the promises I made to you I said I wouldn't break. I can't get you back cause I don't deserve a second chance. I guess this is as good as it gets.
"Goodbye my love," Cosmo whispered.
"I hope someday you find it in your heart to forgive me," Cosmo said kissing the photo of Wanda he held.
"It's time I let you move on without me…" Cosmo said softly crying putting down the picture.
Outside the rain begin to fall and the thunder began to crash. As the rain slowly traveled down the window seal Cosmo began to hum the same song him and Wanda danced to on the day of their wedding only to softly sob himself to sleep. To once again dream of her.
A/N: Will Cosmo and Wanda ever get back together? What about Timmy? What will happen next? Find out next chapter!
A/N: Thanks for taking the time to read chapter 2!
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The Severed Bond / rE-B0oT