I can never go back, they must hate me for my betrayal and you have properly moved on with your life. A tear is streaming down my cheek by the thought of you forgetting me. I know you had to let go on me, but you tried to keep me home. I was to alone to see, but with you I saw clearer.
'Did you ever feelt like breaking down? Did you ever feelt out of place, like somehow you just didn´t belong and no one understood you? Did you wanna be somebody else? Did you ever wanna run away? Did you lock yourself in your room with the radio turned up so loud that no one heard your scream?
No, you don't know what it´s like when nothing feels right. Even if you try to understand you don't know what it´s like to be me. To be hurt, and lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you´re down, and being pushed around. To be on the edge of braking down and no one is there to save you?
No… you don't know what that´s like, but welcome to my life. I was desperate to find something more, before my life was over. And that I did in you. I was stuck inside my own world hatred and sick of their big fat smiles and stupid lies.
I have lied you straight to the face and stabbed you in the back. For that I am so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you, but I needed you to understand my pain.'
My whole body is sore, I didn't want to live the soft and comfortable hospital bed, but I knew sooner or later they would start asking questions. And how do you exactly explain that your dad is a greek God, you have been dead for how long… and coming back to life? No, that would just get me locked up and put on medication.
I didn´t have any place to go to… but go I had to. This is a chance to have a normal life. No one really noticed me leaving, I guess they have enough to think about to notice a half dead guy walking past them. I felt alone looking up upon the full moon, but knowing that we stand under the same light gives me hope, I´m not all alone anymore. I have my echo. I have you.
I found a place in the nearby pack and fell asleep. Now I really was on my own, you all know my story about running away together with Thelia, and I could really need a friend like her now.
The day after sinking out the hospital I wandered the streets like a zombie, until a read headed girl bombed in to me "Hey watch were you… LUKE!" barded out. One of her rich kid friends whispered to one another "I didn´t know she knew any hot guys, beside Percy."
"You're the girl with the blue plastic hair brush… Rachel right?" I asked, she blushed a little and said "You really remember?"
"Yaaaer you hit my bratty hard" whit out realizing I rubbed the place she hit me and her friends giggled. She turned to her friends "I´m going to catch up with you later guys, me and Luke have to talk a little." After they had drifted away she spoke."I don't know if it's a good thing your back, but let's go and have some food. I know your demigods always ready for a snack, never know which one is you last." I know that it was supposed to be a joke, but after actually being dead it didn't sound funny at all.
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