Me: did every one enjoy the part last time? Well this is set a year before that bit so Rin is 16! I hope you like it

Disclaimer: I only own Rin Shiro nothing else but I wish I did own Shinji (so I could tie him up in my room) and Bleach then I could die happy! :'(

Shinji: Ren maybe I should get you checked out your starting to scare me….

Chapter 1- Meeting him starts a roller-coaster

(A year before Rin aged 16)

I walked in to the school holding my books to my chest

I'm just a normal high school student

I live in a care home since my family were killed when I was 5

I can see ghosts but I don't think that doesn't make me normal

"Hello Rin it's nice to see you how are you feeling today?"

I look round to Uryū hes one of my only friends since we are both high learning students we get on really well "oh good morning Uryū I didn't walk past you did i?" "No I just got in myself how was your summer?" he asked smiling

It's the first day back from summer break "oh I didn't do much how about you?" "I want to see some family" I nodded as we walk to class he looks at me "did you find a foster family yet?" "No not yet I think I'll never get adopted" "don't look down on yourself" "maybe it's this whole ghost thing that puts people off" I mumble he stopped I look round "are you all right Uryū?" I asked blinking "you just said ghosts" "oh it's nothing really I" "Rin can you see ghosts?" "Em well yeah but it's no big deal it's just something I have been able to do since as long as I can remember" I said poking my fingers together why looking at them

"you know doing that with your fingers is a shy habit" "why wouldn't I be shy and don't tell anyone you're the only person I told" he walks past stopping to put a hand on my shoulder "Rin you're not alone I'm a lot like you" he walked in to class I blinked wait does that mean he can see ghosts to "Uryū wait can you explain that to me" I said walking in but I blinked when was he friends with Chad and Ichigo? I take my seat when miss comes in "right class we have a new student joining us today!" I blinked a new student I wonder who he is? "All right you can come in now"

I look back at my desk not really caring I hear writing on the bored and looked up "my name is Shinji Hirako" I blinked wasn't his name written the wrong way round "Shinji you wrote it backwards" everyone starting giggling "I know backwards weighting happens to be a skill of mine" "ok let's just pick where you sit" "miss I wanna sit next to a cute girl" the class just get worse I rolled my eyes "why don't we just have you sit there" I look to where shes pointing its next to Ichigo the poor kids going to be gone in a week "hey looks like where class mates I hope we can be friends Ichigo" I blinked how did he know his name?

At lunch I rush out the class and bump in to someone my books and papers go everywhere "oh no I'm so sorry" I said bowing and then going to pick up my papers "no it's my fault here let me help" I see the boy pick them up I blush and stand going to take them when my blush got worse he looked so cute blond hair that came down to his chin such cute brown eyes and he looked really good with a tie on "what is there something on my face" "oh I'm sorry I just wanted to get a good look at you your new right what was it Hirako is that right" "yeah but call me Shinji oh here's your books" I take them blushing "thank you Shinji I'm Rin Shiro and since were going by first names call me Rin" he smiled I blushed worse "would you like to eat lunch with me since your new and all" I asked "I would be grateful thanks" I blushed worse again what was it about this boy!

At the end of school I am putting my stuff away in my bag I shied as I walk home I see Shinji talking to himself "this is such a pain why do I have to do this" maybe he has to go shopping for his family or something wow he must be luck to know what it's like to have a family and a home

As I walk past the warehouses that are before my care home I hear a good noise I look round oh no not again this monster with these black eyes that white mask and the whole in its chest I back away "seems I found dinner" I go to run but it grabs my leg I scream and try to get free

This is it

This was how my mother died

My father

My brothers

Everyone I loved

They was eaten

By these monsters!

I waited for death but then I heard the thing scream I didn't want to look round I didn't want to look in to death I didn't move until I felt a hand on my shoulder "Rin are you all right" I sit up and look to see "Shinji what happened how did" "it's all right you fell over are you all right?" "Where did it go couldn't you see that monster?" "Rin I think you hit your head maybe we should get you to a doctor" "I know what I saw I have seen them before that monster with its white mask and its whole in its chest couldn't you see it?" he blinked he looked shocked that I knew what I had saw "I guess you're like everyone else you think I'm a freak" I get up and then gasp my leg hurt I saw a mark from where the thing grabbed me

"wait don't walk you will only hurt yourself more" he said helping me stand "you don't think I'm" "I didn't wanna say anything in case you had the idea I was" I blinked he puts my arm around his neck and then picks me up I didn't think he would be this strong "I'll take you home where do you live" "just up there but Shinji could you see that thing?" he started to walk carrying me he wasn't looking at me at all "yeah I can see them" "how about ghosts" "those things are ghosts" I blinked how did he know maybe he can tell "oh I didn't know" "how long" I blinked "what do you mean" "how long have you been able to see ghosts" "since I can remember my family they were eaten by one of those things" "so you live on your own" "no I live in a care home but what about you" "I live with some friends don't really have a family but Rin why didn't you run the moment you saw it?" "I froze to the stop what happened to the thing did you see what happened" he shook his head "it was holding you to the ground so I run out to try and help when I got out you was lying on the ground"

He takes me in the care home and to my room "thanks" I mumble "no problem I hope your leg gets better" with that he left I look out the window did Shinji know things I didn't and why did I feel like he was lying to me about what happened to that monster

I walk in to school the next day my leg still a little pain full "Rin what happened to your leg?" Uryū asked looking worried I saw that Ichigo was looking at the mark two when Uryū said about it "it was nothing I fell over its all right" "Oh good morning Ichigo" Orihime said smiling and waving Shinji came in "Morning Ichigo" I blinked is he coping Orihime? "oh morning Shinji" "You remembered my name" he hugged her "WHAT hey let go of her you pervert" "if Orihime had a problem with it she would have done something like hit me with her book bag but she didn't so that means she didn't mind it" "err Shinji could you let go" Ichigo suddenly got up and grabbed Shinji's shirt dragging him outside "HEY WAIT A MIMNET" I blinked what's going on oh no Ichigo's going to scare him off but Shinji hes the only one who under stand

In class I see Shinji looks really bored and doesn't seem to have taken whatever Ichigo did to heart and he didn't look hurt thank god hes all right the bell goes to end classes for the day I get up and be for Ichigo can get up I walk to Shinji I blush deeply as i ask "Shinji could you walk me home" he got up and smiled "sure I would be happy to and is your leg all right now" "it's a lot better I think If I had walked on it last night I wouldn't be fine now so its thanks to you I'm ok" "I couldn't leave you there it's the kind hearted guy I am" I blushed even deeper but I saw the look Ichigo gave Shinji out of the corner of my eyes as if he would kill him and all so as if he knew something I didn't

As we start to walk back Shinji shied "what's wrong" I asked "school is so hard it just annoys me" "if you wanted I could totter you" "no there really isn't any need" I then see a girl run over and kick him from behind I gasp "Shinji" I said running over he sits up and growls "WHAT WAS THAT FOR HIYORI" the small girl grabbed his head "I SEND YOU TO DO ONE THING WHATS TAKING YOU SO LONG" she hit Shinji in the face "wait please stop you're going to hurt him" I said she rounded on me "oh yeah and who are you" "I'm Rin Shiro" I mumble he looked at me "and what burnishes is it to you if I beat up Shinji" "it's just you could badly hurt him and well" "speak up girly" she shouts I full over and hit my leg right on the mark I gasp "now look what you did Hiyori" Shinji snaps he comes over "I'm so silly I landed on my leg but don't worry I'll be fine" "boy shes a wimp I didn't even touch her" "shut up Hiyori Rin is it all right if I have a look?" "Oh but" I take a quit look to Hiyori standing there arms crossed over her chest a sword on her back I gulp "Hiyori she is like me don't worry" "WHAT YOU TOLD HER?" "SHUT UP" I blinked Shinji moved my leg the moment Hiyori saw it she blinked "how did you get that?" "she was attacked last night right outside the warehouse I carried her home after helping her up you made her whack it again" "well I'm sorry I didn't know" "I keep quiet about the whole seeing ghost thing and I think I'll be fine don't worry" he helped me up I wince when I stand on my leg

"I wouldn't walk on that if I where you" Hiyori said walking off she stopped and looked back "and if you're going to take her home Shinji then you can give another crack at the job I told you to do and force him if you have to" "but Hiyori" she glared at him and left "what is she talking about" I asked as he picked me up again I am blushing deep red "nothing home stuff" "can every one you live with see ghosts" he nodded "yeah but only a had full of people get the gift" "you talk like it's something good" "if you couldn't see ghosts do you think you would be alive now?" "I guess not hey Shinji I wanted to ask you what happened to your family?" "I never knew them it was a long time ago" "sorry I asked" "no its fine I can tell for you it's the same for all of us it is most people who can see ghosts have lot someone to them"

"so do you know anyone else at school that can see ghosts" "no not really" "what did Ichigo do to you this morning" "just yell at me a bit" he said as we walked in the gates "don't make this a normal thing by the way" I blushed he put me on my bed again "well get better and take it easy" "Shinji wait" he stopped I wrote my number down for him and handed it to him "if there is anything you ever wanna talk about I'll listen" he smiled and took it "thanks I'll remember that"

I got to school the next day to find Shinji didn't show up it was the same for the next few days and every one acted like he was never there

My leg has only just healed after a week I was even starting to question if he was real I walk past the warehouse of the attack I see a door open "all right Hiyori I'll go get the food why can't you lot go get off your lazy butts" I blinked its Shinji so he was real then why couldn't anyone remember him? He turned around and saw me he blinked "Shinji" I said running over I hugged him he blinked "why haven't you been at school why doesn't anyone remember you" "what you" I let go "what happened Shinji?" I asked worried "but why do you remember we wiped your minds every ones minds how" I blinked he wanted me to forget him but "why Shinji I wasn't we friends"

He looked shocked my eyes water "you was the only person who under stood and didn't make fun of me or leave me alone" "I'm sorry but I had to Rin its better if you don't remember I can't explain it to you I'm sorry" I slap him he blinked looking shocked I burst in to tears and run off he didn't care nobody ever cares!

I didn't eat dinner that night or go to school the next day or eat at all I stayed in my room there is a knock on my bed room door "go away" "Rin you have a guest" "leave me alone" "shes all ways like she just go in you most likely know the moods she can get in" I hear her walk off the and door open and then close "I wanna be left alone just go away" "why should I go away" I have never heard this girls voice before I look round trying to stop my tears "who are you and why are you" "my names Lisa I wanna know what you did to Shinji?" I blinked my eyes going burly coz of my tears "what did to him he did this to mean I trusted him and he just wanted me to forget I felt like he was the first person who cared but he left and no one remembers him and the way he acted it was like he didn't want me to as well" I want in to harder sobs Lisa blinked "oh I see that's what happened you're the girl that Hiyori talked about the one that can see ghosts" I didn't say anything I just turned away "listen Shinji was only doing a job it was planned that once it was done he would leave school and every kid would forget about him"

I didn't say anything "I'm sorry but I have to ask you to stay away from Shinji and the rest of us" she left shutting the door I want in to harder sobs

Lisa's p.o.v

As I walk back after leaving that girls room I was shocked at the state she was in

This girl affected Shinji somehow the two days he want to that school after it he was really happy and cheer full but the day he want to get food when Hiyori was shouting at him he didn't even get it he just came right back in his cheek red with a slap mark he slammed the door and just walked passed all of us like we wasn't there and when I want up to bed I heard him crying

What happened between them?

I walk back in "so did you find her?" Hiyori asked looking round "she was in the same state that Shinji's in the care worker said she didn't go to school that day" "wonder what happened between those two" Rose said looking up for him music player "most likely Shinji was kind to her I mean she can see ghosts and that" Love said not looking up at all "she had a bruise of a hollow on her leg" Hiyori said thinking "WHAT WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US SOONER" Kensei snaps "I only just remembered dumb ass and what does it matter I bet Shinji only helped her out and was feeling sorry for her"

We hear footsteps coming from the corridor with our bed rooms we look round to Shinji we all blinked "hey Shinji" Rose want to go on but stopped when Shinji didn't even seem to hear us he walked up to the top floor and out on to the roof "we have to find out what she did to him look at him" "I haven't heard any Jazz music playing since before yesterday he normally plays it when hes feeling sad but" "the guys most likely hurt he might have had something in common with the girl and her doing that must have hurt"

"Well one thing for sure we better keep her away from him!"

Rin's p.o.v

My phone rang but I didn't bother to move off the bed to get it its most likely just one of them prank calls I get them a lot it keeps ringing for an hour and then it stopped I see a voice mail was left

I press the button for the voice mail not really caring what it says

"Rin hey please pick up the phone" it was Shinji!

I sit up why did he call me didn't he not wanna know me anymore?

"I know right now you most likely don't wanna talk to me but I knew you would listen"

I pick up my phone just listening to the recording

"I'm sorry I didn't want to do it but I had to I wanna explain but I can't I'm sorry I left you alone and I'm sorry I said those things to you" I hear him take a breath his breathing is shuddering like hes trying not to cry "I don't know what's wrong with me since yesterday I haven't been myself, everybody is starting to worry you see here we are all pretty close and I guess one of them came over to see you I'm sorry for anything they said I just want you to know that I understand the pain you have gone through and I'm sorry I did that to you"

His voice is shaking so much now I blinked a tear rolling out my eye "I just wanna talk to you again please just forgive me"

The recording ended there I blinked as a tear drops from my face is that what Lisa had meant did I do that to Shinji?

Kensei's p.o.v

I walk up to Shinji's door the next morning I go to knock "go away" I shied and opened the door "Shinji what's wrong with you" I walk in shutting the door hes under his bedding as if hiding from every one the only light is coming from the window "look at yourself Shinji your copped up in here why don't you come down with everyone else?" he still didn't say a word to me "oh come on Shinji are you going to sulk like this forever what the heck did she do to you" "Kensei" I blinked "yeah what" "would you mind just leaving me alone" I blinked what? Did he just ask me to "what the heck is wrong with you I'm not leaving until you tell me" he pulled the blankets up higher but I got nothing else out of him "Kensei just leave him alone let him sulk it doesn't bother us if hes acted like a baby" Lisa snaps behind me putting a plate of food on the table in here I see she takes the old plate that doesn't look like it's been touched and she drags me out "what the hell Is that his" she covered my mouth and walked me out of ear shoot from him "shut up will you" I blinked

"yes that's the food I left him yesterday he isn't eating but just leave him he won't say much back to you so you won't get anything out of him and the girls no better they won't let me see her any more saying she isn't well" "Lisa look at him you can't say your all right with that" "I'm not and I am not saying I am I know I'm normally the one who wants to knows but for once I don't wanna hurt him" "what do you mean hurt him" she looked around then shied "I spoke to him yesterday saying if he doesn't eat I was going to slap him round the head and stuff I didn't get anything back but when I said her name I heard him sob under the blankets I want to move them but he just told me to go away and never to talk about her again" I look back to his door and shied I want to talk to Lisa but she stopped me I blinked then I heard it sobs that sound like there trying to be kept quite are coming from his room "what the heck has that girl done to him"