Since I received a lot of reviews I decided to write another chapter, it's Bella's POV of what happened. Thanks a lot guys for every reviews you don't know how happy it made me!!

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Disclamer: Twilight still doesn't belong to me. Really not cool.^^

So here was the end of another shift. It was both tiring and amazing. Seeing the happiness on all these faces when you told them that they were cured. I had always loved the children, always had been able to calm them , understand them. It was easier to talk with children than with adults, children were so innocent, so free of any other hidden agenda, it was gratifying when at the end you could see the broad smile on their face just by given them a lollipop after a shot. Or when you told that all their friends could sign their cast. But there was also days like this one, where everything started good and then you didn't know why it went very very bad.

I was one of the best pediatrician at the hospital of Austin. I love children, and I love taking care of people so it was a given that I would do this job. I was one of the youngest too. It was hard for me, was a girl, a young women of 20 and not many women were doctors, even if we were going toward equality between men and women. After all we were only in 1963, and the Vietnam War was raging so people were more concerned about their soldiers that women doing men's jobs. And I could understand them completely, my father was a Colonel currently deployed at Saigon. My father was my hero, he taught me everything he knew. My mother died when I was only 3, so it has only been us two since then. I knew how to defend myself, how to identify my way in a forest,and I had taken to doing sport since I was a child. I knew I would marry a soldier too, because I had always found myself at peace in this world. Soldiers were proud, loyal, righteous men, and I had always admired them. After all, not anyone could say that they fought for their country, to keep their compatriots safe. I couldn't help myself and always felt safer if there was a soldier near me. Lucky me I had always lived in army base since I was child.

But right now, I wasn't preaching any feminism, no I was mourning the loss of a little girl that died while I was trying to save her. It was always so hard on me, to see the light leave the eye of such innocent soul. I found myself numb each and every time it happens. It was why I worked so hard in my field, researching every new cure that was found, following the progress of the science. But even with all the knowledge you had, when Death said it was time you couldn't do anything about it. Sometimes even if I was sad, I was also happy for these kids because where they went they wouldn't be stuck on a planet where all they had known since they were infants was pain of their bodies.

That what happened this night, I was doing my round when the alarm rang. I ran toward the room and I knew that I couldn't do anything this time. But I kept trying. This girl was an angel, so charming and cute, but she had leukemia. I had tried a new treatment a few months ago and it seemed to be functioning, she had her strength back, her hair was growing back, and her smile was more sunny than ever. But when I was running through the doorstep it was too pale and too weak girl that I saw. I kept pushing her heart again and again and again and again, but it wouldn't start again. A nurse had to restrain me so that I announced the time of her death. My shift ended then. I tried to drown in the shower in the locker room, but it's impossible, so I went for a walk trying to clear my head. I didn't know then that would be the last time I would be alive.

There was a wood near the hospital and thanks to my father I always found myself at home outdoor. So I went for a walk, lost in my thought. I was deep in the woods when I heard a noise. I lift my head and there was a beautiful Hispanic women. She was small, but still taller than me by a few inches, her skin was tanned a gorgeous bronze color and her hair were the color of a raven, but was her more prominent feature were her deep red eyes. It was the first time I saw someone with such a color. But even if she was gorgeous, I couldn't help feel uncomfortable and afraid of her. It was really strange since I was far too trusting for my own good, and I was a really open and caring person.

When she talked she had a slight Spanish in her words.

"Hello my niña, why does a beautiful girl like you is strolling through the wood at night? It's dangerous sabes?"

Her voice was freezing the blood in my veins and I feel like running far away.

"I'm on my way home. Do you need help Madame?"

Even if I feel such unusual feelings I couldn't ask her this question, I was after all first and foremost a doctor.

"I don't need help, but you do querida niña!"

Suddenly there was anybody in front of me, but I felt a cold breeze before everything went dark.

Fire.

Everlasting and ubiquitous, relentless fire.

Why am I burning?

So much fire.

Would it never end?

It's getting hotter and hotter.

Oh God I'm sorry I ever sinned, please stop the fire.

Fire so hot, it seemed like my skin would peel.

What was this sin so against the laws of God that I'm punished so much by the fire of Hell?

Oh God, please have mercy on me!

Lava, volcanoes.

Hell.

Please someone stops this fire.

Oh thank you Jesus, God, the fire is leaving.

Why is so slow?

Oh God my heart is going to explode.

My heart!!!

No more heart beats, no more fire. That was the first thing my mind registered after this stays in hell. I slowly opened my eyes. It was so different like I could see every details, but still see in panoramic vision. My sight could see so many colors it was dizzying. My throat was throbbing slightly before it was nothing like the pain I was in before. My ears heard a lot things, it was baffling, where were the horse that was whinning? And who was running his hand through my hair?

Slowly, my eyes made the tour of the tent I was in before making contact with an endless burgundy pair of eyes. They were accompanied by a strong jaw; blond curling hair ending just shy of the tips of the ears of the handsome man. A lock of blond hair was falling on his forehead just above his left eye. He was wearing some sort of uniform, but it looked really old and had a lot of tears in it. The fact that he was a soldier calmed me like nothing else. I concentrated solely on him, shutting off all that was outside this tent. I could feel my lips lifting up, an automatic answer to a uniform.

"I could sense you near me when I was in hell."

And that was nothing but the truth. The only moment when I could form coherent thought was when I could feel this man's hands running in my hair. It felt like the touch of someone who deeply cared, like the blurry memories of my mother taking care of me when I was an infant. It would soothe me in to sleep better than any medicament removing my pain would.

"Of course you could Angel. I will be at your side for the rest of eternity. I'm Major Jasper Whitlock and I'm going to offer you the world."

I don't know why, but these words made my so silent heart flutter like a thousand of butterflies' wings. This Major Whitlock would protect me unlike no other, he would meet any need I may have. I didn't know where this knowledge came from, but one of the things that my Dad taught me was to follow your instinct, so I would. I will trust this man, he isn't like this devil woman.

"Nice to meet you Major, I'm Bella... well doctor Isabella Swan."

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