Cruel intentions chapter 2

Dear journal, Last night I told Jeremy that I'm in love with him. Surprisingly he actually said it back, who would have ever thought Jeremy would ever love me. All he wants is for me to tell Matt, which is a small price to pay, I would do anything for him if he asked me to stand in front of city hall and scream that I love him at the top of my lungs I would. Hell I would even

I closed my journal when I spotted Matt walking up the bleachers toward me. He sat down next to me turning to face me "You said you need to talk, does this mean you going to tell me who you have been sneaking around with"? Stuttering I answered "Yes I am but there is something else I need to tell you first and I have no idea how you going to take it so please just promise me that you'll let finish before you say anything"? Matt looked me over for a second before nodding in agreement and added that whatever it was he would try to help me. "Matt, I know this may not be what you planned on but I hope that you will still be my friend when I tell you this. I'm gay and I know it is not normal or something you should have to deal with but I am". He quickly cut me off "That's you're big secret that you're gay? Tyler there isn't anything wrong with being gay, your just like me only you happen to like men, it's not a big deal. I mean how closed minded do you think I am that I would have a problem with it"? Shaking my head stunned I answered "I didn't think you were closed mind, it's just that I'm used to hearing everyone say such hateful things that I assumed the worsted. I'm sorry about that, forgive me"? Matt laughed "Ya I forgive you, so are you going to tell me who the lucky guy is"? Looking away from him I whispered "It's Jeremy, Jeremy Gilbert and before you say anything about me hurting him, I really love him". Matt took a minute to think before he said anything "I guess all that constant fighting with him makes sense now". "So you're really ok with all this?" Matt's face became serious "It is a little weird that you're dating Jeremy but as long as you're happy, then I'm good".

He moved and inch closer and hugged me wrapping both arms tightly around me "This isn't making you hot is it, cause no matter how gay or hot you are I'm not going there." laughing as he said it making it clear he was joking. Joking I responded "Give me five minutes" he laughed and so did I. This turned out so much better than I'd ever hoped for, I'm super lucky lately not only do I get the guy I'm in love with buy I get my best friend too.

After talking with Matt I realized that I shouldn't be hiding who I am or who I love. That the moment I see him, I'm going to grab him and kiss him.

Jeremy's POV

Secretly I watched him with Matt; I knew Tyler was telling him everything. Matt hugged him putting his arms tightly around him, it made me angry he shouldn't be touching him. It bothered me more than it should it was kind of making me jealous but I shouldn't feel that. I'm only in this to hurt him. Still I wanted to rip his hands off him, and put mine around him. Oh crap I'm falling for him.

I rushed off as fast as I could I needed time to think, to process all this, sort through what I'm feeling.

After hours of sorting through all this, I realized that at some point in this whole thing I'd developed real feelings for him. So I decided to give us a real shot, to stop with the plan and just through myself into this relationship. Walking down the hall I spot him with some blonde whore touching him and him laughing, that son of a bitch. I was in raged I wanted to shove her away from him and tell her not to touch him that he is mine and to punch him for flirting with someone else. Of course he would he is jerk after all and just like that my plan was back on.

Tyler's POV

I just told Sarah the head of the gay straight alliance that I'm gay and want to join. She was giving me the whole we support you think, that the group is there to help if I need it, when I spotted him walking. Ignoring her completely I walked right up to him grabbed him by the waist, dipped him and kissed him passionately in front of everyone. The type of kiss you always see in dumb chick flick films that every girl wants. When I pulled him up I could see the surprise and shock on his face.

"Jere, I love you and want everyone to know." He leaned forward and kissed me then told me "Tyler I can't believe you just did that, what if your parents find out"? I touched his face when I answered "I don't give a fuck what they think I love you and that is all that matters".

I brought him home with me, something I usually don't do. I've always gone to his place or at least waited until my parents would be gone for a few days to bring him there. I kissed him and told him again that I love him before we climbed in bed. Normally we would just go at it for hours but tonight I just wanted to hold him nothing else just hold him. By the middle of the night we had taken our cloths off leaving nothing but are boxers on, and climbed back in bed. He was resting his head on my chest and I was talking about our future it was so peaceful I didn't hear my parents come home or my dad my bedroom door opening the door.