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Without realizing it's been so long~ since i updated this. I'm so really busy!

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Kaho's POV

He is an Ice Prince. My Ice Prince turned loving husband. My Len Tsukimori.

But i guess he's not mine anymore, is he?

Tears slid down my cheeks. I threw my body violently on the bed. It hurts when my shoulders bumped my diary, where today's page is wet with tears. But my heart hurts even more.

I placed my hands over my eyes and felt it wet up. My eyes are swollen from so much crying. I rolled over, grabbed my pen and opened my diary.

My fingers trembled as I struggled to hold my pen and write. My childhood best friend told me that writing or telling someone will ease up some of the pain. So i had a habit of keeping a diary since then. And this one I had since our wedding. Our wedding…

Dear Diary,

I can't believe this.

That is all i managed to write before I broke down in tears again. I cried for sometime that seemed like forever times two, until i hear a knock on my door.

'C-come in!'

The doorknob turned and my mother walked in. She sat on the edge of my bed and patted my head.

'Kaho, what happened? I know something's up and don't even try to lie to me.'

'M-mom…'

I sobbed and told her the whole story, tears washing down my guard.

'Kaho… it's your decision now. Believe it or not, forgive him or not. But one thing i know, he loves you.'

I looked up to her smiling. She continued talking.

'Remember how much an Ice Prince he was. From his concerts, his attitude, his mother. But when he came here and was introduced to us, he tried his best to be warm. Although it's awkward…'

Of course I remembered that day. It was when we were done celebrating our second year of dating. Much like an anniversary celebration, actually, when my mom called and asked me to bring him home. I did, worrying my parents would disapprove of his Ice Man personality. But he didn't show it at all. He was warm and ever-smiling.

'And that time at your engagement party rehearsal when he protected your beautiful dress from tomato ketchup?'

Ah.. sure. Our party rehearsal was ending and i tried on my dress for the last time. My cousin's two-year old son was nearby, playing with a bottle of ketchup. He started pretending it was a gun and aims it at everybody. It was cute until he was aiming it at me and accidentally squeezed on the bottle. Len stepped in front of me, and he got hit by tomato ketchup instead of me. My lips twitched up a little bit.

'And in my opinion, he can't just impregnate a woman and don't know about it. Even if he's drunk, he would remember if he had an affair with someone.'

'What if he lied, mom?'

'Remember this. Do you see surprise in his eyes? Do you see dishonesty?'

Surprise. He was tense and surprised about how I acted. About the news.

'I don't think he did impregnate that Seika girl, Kaho. He loved you very much. And he was really resistant to alcohol, remember?'

Ah, yes. His bachelor party. He came home fully consciously, despite how Ryotaro - kun had said he had 3 bottles of sake.

'And that time in high school where he rejected every girl coming up to him, and you think he's gay?'

Oh. Yes of course.

'He deserves a second chance, Kaho. Go home.'

Actually, I don't think Seika's baby is his, too. Actually, i think Seika lied. Actually, I really love him. I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.

'Yes, mom. I will.'

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