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Chapter 2

BPOV

Flashback

"Come on Bella, push!". I glared at her . I pushed hard as I could but the pain was killing me and that doctor was getting on my last fucking nerves,

I couldn't take it anymore so I stop and try to take deep breath.

"Bella, you can't just stop like that, come one keep going 1...2...3" but I cut her off

"I'm fucking trying, you bitch!" I yelled at her squeezing Lauren's hand harder.

Tears were streaming down my face as I start sobbing, I never want to go through this shit again.

"Okay take deep breath then you'll start pushing again"

"No, I don't want to anymore, I'm tired. Can't you just cut me open and take her?". I ask through breath.

"Bella, she's too far along, you got to push her out". the doctor said. I shook my head no to her.

"I can see the head so it's too late". she replied again. Oh shit. Lauren squeeze my knuckles , I looked at her.

"Come one Bella, you can do it" I nodded ok, too much pain to speak.

"Okay, one last push Bella, you ready?" I nodded again. "Big push Bella". I pushed and squeezing until I felt no more pain, I tilted my head back as I gasped for air.

"And we have a beautiful baby girl" the doctor announced as she handed her to the midwife. After the baby was cleaned, she handed her to me, she was really beautiful and I couldn't take my eyes of her.

"I want to keep her". I said as I look up to Lauren Bella,

"Are you sure? We talked about this". she said. I smiled at the baby while I was playing with her little fingers.

"I'm sure". I said. "I have a plan and you're going to love it".

"Okay. What will you name her?" I looked at back at the baby.

"Charlotte..Renee..Swan".

End of flashback

I stop by a Denny's restaurant, I just park on the parking turn off the engine and just sat there thinking what I should do next. Across from it was a car dealership, apparently they just got some new cars, they look nice, I taught to myself, I don't know what happened next but for some reason I found myself crossing the road and I don't know what I was thinking but when I walked inside the store I put on my serious face.

One of the guy who work there approach me while I was staring at the Range Rover.

"Is there anything I can help you with, miss?" he asked me.

" Yes, I want to bye this car." I respond. He look cute but I don't have time for this. He took a step closer, I guess he was probably trying to look professional.

"Oh, that's a good choice. Would you like to test drive it first?"." but I wasn't interesting, I really was in a hurry. I figured that I need a new good car if I going to drive where I plan on going. Beside, traveling on a plane at this time without a plan would be a risk.

"Um.. no, that would be fine". he nodded but look confused.

"It's kind of a gift for someone else". I keep looking at my watch, I was getting frustrated and it was getting weird.

"So just out of curiosity do you now when 2011 one is coming out?" I asked as keep walking, looking around some some.

"Yes, actually it just came out, Would you like to see it?" I nodded "duh" I thought.

"Just follow me please" I nodded and follow him into another room. I wasn't that surprise when though when I saw it but it did look hot.

"ok, I want to buy it". I said to him. "and can you please hurry? I'm suppose to pick up my daughter soon". I follow him to his office and he suggest that I sit down. I gave him my information of everything he need to know.

"I'm sorry miss Swan, but we're suppose to go through all the information" . Oh God. This going to take forever, but I didn't actually give him everything he wanted and I just couldn't take it any more. After he check my credit which was good of course thanks to Lauren, he smile at me and I somewhat smile back.

"Ok, your credit is perfect, and how are you willing to pay?" . He asked while he was typing some crap in his computer.

"Cash" I think I reply too quickly but it's a good thing he didn't notice.

"and how much is the car?"

"Well, it's a 100k" he reply without hesitating. "Oh I need to see your car insurance". That I don't have. Crap! I didn't really think about that, I was too busy running for my life. I reach for my hand bag and put 100k cash on his desk, you could tell that he didn't know what to say because of the way his mouth was hanging open.

"Here is the 100k" I said. I looked around to make sure that no one was watching us, I leaned on his desk to make sure no one can hear us, look back at him straight in the eyes and I said

"I need to go, I have some bad people looking for me, which means all the fucking info you're asking me don't mean shit. I'm sorry, but I have a daughter to worry about so I could take my business elsewhere or here's 10k more for your trouble".

I sat there waiting for him to do something, and to tell you the truth I thought he was going to freak out, but it was surprising when he asked me what color did I want? He got out of his seat and I follow him to an another office, I was finally getting the fuck out of there.

"Here's a the keys" he said. He was shaking and I felt bad for him, after he show me the car I thank him, the car was beautiful, (see profile). It was like being in another world, I can't wait and I feel relieved that I went through with it, this car will be really helpful.

By the time I arrive to the school it was already past two, students were already walking out into the parking lot, she usually stay after school to practice music lessons, she loves playing the piano. I had to let her know I was picking her up early and she was going to be pissed.

I walk past the front office to the music class. When I open the classroom's door, she was sitting at the piano practicing a song ,she was in deep thought so she barely notice that I was in the room with her until she open her eyes.

"Mom. What are are you doing here?". She got off the seat and came to embrace me with a kiss and hug.

"Well you're not staying after school today". I said after I hug her back. It seems like she wasn't mad about it but I was still waiting for the explosions.

"Why, mom?". She asked. I didn't know how to explain this to her, I have to find a way to make something up.

"Um...honey something happen and we have to go now, I promise I'll explain everything later". I took her bag and hoping that she'll follow without questioning. She did follow, I can tell she was worried with the expression on her face. We got out of the school walking to the parking lot, she was searching for the car but she stops when I stop in front of the Range Rover.

"Mom, where's the car?"

"I bought a new one, now come one we have to go, get in the car".

"Wow! Mom, it's beautiful! That car just came out."

"Really?" I asked with an annoying look, she roll her eyes and acted like she didn't notice. She got in the passenger seat smiling as I start the engine. She turn on the radio loud and start the singing the next song that comes on.

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard

When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard

Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6

Now I m feelin so fly like a G6

Like a G6, Like a G6

Now I m feelin so fly like a G6

Verse 1

Gimme that Mo-Moet Gimme that Cry-Crystal Ladies

love my style, at my table gettin wild Get them bottles poppin,

we get that drip and that drop Now give me 2 more bottles

cuz you know it don t stop (808) Hell Yeaa Drink it up,

drink-drink it up, When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk

They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk

When sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

Hook

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard

When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard

Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6

Now I m feelin so fly like a G6

Like a G6, Like a G6

Now I m feelin so fly like a G6

Somewhere around the song, she turn the volume low and turn to me . I didn't expect her to forget the subject,

she's not 7 anymore, soon she's going to be eleven but I do miss those days where she wanted to know something but the next minute she forgot we were having a conversation.

"What happened, Mom?" she was waiting for an answer, I couldn't think of one and it was not easy for me to lie to her. She turned back in her seat staring at the window. "And where we going?" I don't how I kept that story from her, especially when she wanted to know if she has grandparents or any other siblings and I told her no. I never plan to go back to forks, especially the way I left. Well I didn't actually left, I ran away.

"Nothing sweetheart, we're just going on a field trip?"

"What! School is not even done yet and what about my lessons?" She took a deep breath but something seems to click on her mind and I think she figured it out.

"Wait a minute! Are we ever coming back?" I shook my head no. I couldn't even look at her.

"Stop the car Mom!" I had to stop. Whether I stop or not, she would open it anyway, I do hate how she got almost everything from me especially my temper. She reminds me of when I would use that temper on my mother, and she look like me when I was twelve except her hair is longer than mine was. (see profile).

She got out and start walking back to where that leads to our house. Oh man here we go.

"Charlotte where are you going?" I asked walking after her. "Get back here Charlie?" I screamed after her. I know I surprise myself but it wasn't the first time I've said his name before.

"My name is Charlotte. Why the heck do you keep calling me Charlie?" I didn't answer.

"Yeah I Thought so. I'm going home!" she yelled. I catch up to her.

"We can't go back!" I pulled her arm to face me.

"Why not, Mom? Why won't you tell me what's going on?"

"I just think it's better if you don't know anything right now and I'm trying to protect you. So can please get in the car?". She didn't say anything, I don't want to know what was going on in that smart head of hers.

"Well I want to know". she said

"You are so stubborn." I yelled after her. while she walk back to the car. I sighed. She got in the car and slam the door ,here we go again. I got back in the car, she was waiting for me to start but I wasn't going to tell her everything.

"I used to live a bad life but I regret it. When I found out that I was pregnant with you I had something to live for so I decided to change my life. But I made some bad decisions so I think I'm paying for it now."

"What about Aunt Lauren?"

"She's safe so she'll be fine. We'll call her later."

"Mom what are we gonna do? We have nowhere to go. We have no other family?". I didn't answer and I felt guilty.

"Mom, you have that face."

"What face?" I asked and looked back at her.

"It's face that you have when you're hiding something." She know me too well.

"I'm sorry, I lie to you." she had her mouth hanging open.

"Mom, Seriously! Why wouldn't you tell me?" she was begging me.

"Well I didn't think I would ever go back there?"

"There where, Mom? she shift in her seat and turn all her attention to me.

"Back to forks. That's where your grandparents are." I just have to tell her.

"Why won't you go back? Mom, do you know that I don't anything about you except your likes or dislikes? I think she got the hint when I didn't answer.

"Ok, um..do I have any other aunts or uncles?" I smiled when I thought about Emmett.

"You have an uncle, his name is Emmett. He is the best brother anyone can have". She was smiling.

"I would love to meet them." she said to herself. It was quiet for a little while but I know there would be more questions.

"Will you ever going back, Mom?" she asked quietly.

"Yea, when it comes to protecting you, I will do anything." I barely notice how long I've been driving and I was starting to get hungry.

"Are you hungry?" she nodded. We stopped by a restaurant, I barely look at the name as I parked and the smell of the food was calling me. Charlotte got out without saying a word to me and I know something was going on with her but I kinda understood, I would be speechless myself.

We found a table in a corner by a window and as soon as we sat down a young girl I guess who's supposed to be the waitress came to to us.

"Hi, I'm Anna, I'll be serving you this evening." she look at at Charlotte and me back and forth.

"Yes, Hi I'll have the number 3 and with 2 drinks, coke and she'll have the same." after she walked away, I turned to Charlotte. She was staring at the window, she didn't say a word until now.

"Is that what we gonna do, Drive around, motel to motel? Well about school, Mom?" I thought she was about to cry and I hate to see her like that.

"No, of course not. I'll figure something out, ok I promise." she didn't believe me, I could tell but why would she start now? I started to think, I know what I will have to do, but I ought to think twice again, I can't believe I was about to do this.

"ok, I'm gonna get something in the car, stay here and and I'll be right back." I got up and walk out the door, I took a deep breath and take out the phone from my jeans pocket, I found the number of the person that I could ever trust and press dial.

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