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Lilith vowed that she would take care of her as a daughter. I felt my heart swell with something that I couldn't explain. The next vision was of her following a younger version of my mother. I could tell it was when Renee and Charlie were trying to get pregnant. They never told anyone but they had a hard time conceiving me. It took them about three years before Lilith came and gave them me.
She told them what and who she was and they agreed that they would give me a life that I needed. I felt so much love to Lilith because she gave my parent something they wanted. I had to remember when I woke to go see my father. I wanted to see my mother but I would see charlie first. Suddenly I wondered if Charlie and Renee knew about vampires since I had been going with Edward.
Then another question came to mind. Did Edward know? Did Alice? What about the others?
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-o0Victoria's Pov0o-
It was now close to time that mother will be reborn. I have gotten some blood for her that are in some bags. I ran to the Cullens house to see if they were still there but they were not. Of course I would have had a fight if they were but I needed blood and not animal. Her powers were to great to deal with the blood of an animal. From what I could remember each life her powers changed.
She had lived about 5 lives before this one. She is on her sixth life. Why mother had decided to be born again I can not understand. The last time I spoke to her she was very secretive about some of her powers.
~Flash Back~(3rd Pov)
A taller and older version of Bella with light brown hair with red streaks was sitting across from a newborn Victoria. There was a glint in her eyes that some would say spelled death to any of those who crossed her path yet even though she was a killer by natural she was a protector of those she called family or friends.
"I will see you again soon, Vic." She gave Victoria a sad smile. "Though I will be human." She giggled.
Victoria shook her head. "Who can you be so thrilled that you are going to be reborn again." She frowned looking at Izabelle. "You were so happy til a few months ago. What happened, Iza?"
Iza sighed and looked sadly into the fires. "My mate is near yet he is not ready and will not be ready for sometime." She grinned as she looked at Victoria. "However when I go I will be reborn into a body that will be better than the one I have now."
Victoria nodded. "Even though I don't understand I will look for you." She gave Iza a hug. "You are like my sister and I only hope that you will be my friend again."
Iza chuckled. "Just look for my brown eyes." She pulled back and smiled at her friend/sister. "I always have eyes of chocolate brown." She told her with a wink Izabelle was gone.
Victoria sunk to the ground and dry sobbed. She was now alone.
~End of Flash Back~
It was only a few months later that I met James. Then we meet Laurent. Sighing I turned my gaze to mother. She would awaken soon. I pray that she remembers me.
-o0Jasper's Pov0o-
I had just received a call from Eleazar asking if I could come over. I was the only one at home. Even Alice had been distant since I almost tried to kill Bella. That brought a sharp pain to my dead heart. Yes I cared about her but she was part of the family. Sighing I walked up to his study door. We had moved to Alaska for a little while.
I knocked on the door and shortly after I knocked Eleazar opened the door and ushered me in. I went to the chair on the other side of his desk that was at one end of the long room. A small sitting room was at the other end. With about four chairs in front of a fire place. Eleazar moved over and took the seat behind the desk and just looked at me.
I cleared my throat. "Was there something you needed?" I asked as nicely as I could. I really had no idea why he needed to see me. I knew of his power but I already knew that I was an empath so I had no need to speak with him.
"I wanted to talk to you about how strong you power is." Eleazar started. I was rather shocked. I just nodded for him to continue. "I did not want to speak to you in front of the others because you have quite a strong power." He said to me with a straight face.
"My power isn't as strong as Edwards or Alice's." I tried to argue but Eleazar just shook his head.
"You are wrong on that account." He told me. "Yes they have a more desired power yet your power is stronger than both Edwards and Alice's power. You can control people just by pushing enough emotion at them to make them leave. You can calm people down when they are about to fight. I have seen it." He grinned knowingly at me.
If I could blush I knew I would be. "I never thought of that." I frowned. "With Maria I could keep the newborns under control but it came natural." I finished with a shake of my head. I didn't want to see all those old memories that still haunted me.
"It's quite alright." Eleazar told me. He knew of my past since he was part of the Volturi guard. "We all do things that we are not proud of. Now I know you are thinking about leaving." He looked at me expectantly.
I couldn't believe he would have found out. I haven't been planning anything. "How did you know?" I was rather glad that Eleazar's room was sound proof.
Eleazar grinned. "Alice hasn't seen you in any of her visions in quite some time." He told me straight out.
"What does that have to do with anything?" I snapped. I didn't like others knowing my business.
Eleazar held his hands up in surrender. "I was only pointing out that you must not be planning something." He raised a brow to me. I just shook my head.
"Alice has been distant since..." I trailed off not wanting to say anything.
Everyone here could tell how upset everyone was about leaving Bella. The only one who understood was Kate, Eleazar and Carmen. The other two had no tolerance for mixing with humans unless it was for sex or food. Since they can feed from humans they have sex with them for fun. Kate, Irina and Tanya were succubus' after all.
-o0Bella's(Iza) Pov0o-
I knew I was burning since I could think around the pain. Lilith told me that I would awaken soon and meet my companion. She told me that it was someone she had met and befriended before I was born. I was able to see glimpses of my past lives along with who my mate had been. It was rather terrifying to watch Jasper or should I say The Major kill whole armies of newborns or humans by himself.
I could also see that he was lonely even though he had all that power he wished for something more. It was watching a movie play out in front of me. There were times I would cry for what he had lost and other times I was worried for who he would have become if he stayed on such a dangerous path. I was thrilled when Peter and Charlotte took him away from all the fighting and war.
I had watched my other selves wander the world with no home or family to miss me. I found that I had only two powers in this life I had many other lives where I had more. The most was when the Volturi and Romanians were at war. I had about 6 powers at that time. However I was invisible and almost destroyed the world. I was taken down by Aro himself. He along with his two brothers were my only children besides two others. Of course they are dead.
My first power was two types. Mental and Physical Shields. My mental shield was the strongest however my physical shield depended on my emotions. So in a way you could say that I have three powers. My other power was to control any metal. I was rather surprised when I found this power I had never heard of such a thing before among the vampires. I believe I would keep that power a secret since many know of my name, both of my names.
When the fire started to recede from my limbs I knew it was almost time for me to reawaken to the world I once was apart of. Lilith was rather excited about becoming a vampire again. The first thing I will do though would speak to Charlie along with the wolves on the rez. I do not wish to be a problem because I still am Bella just new and improved. I heard Victoria voice which could only mean that she will be my new companion. As the fire cooled in my arm, legs, head and everything else except for my heart I knew it was only a matter of time.
"Iza I am here my sister." Victoria's voice calmed me through the fire burning me alive. "When you wake we will talk. I promise."
I could feel a cool hand wipe across my brow. I knew she was wiping my forehead. Did she do so in affection? She cared for me? I thought her, James and Laurent wanted to kill me? They were lying to me, the Cullens? Victoria's words soothed me like a sisters would. Was this the same red eyed vampire Victoria that tried to kill me? If so why would she tell me that everything would be ok?
I knew all my answers would be answered shortly because my heart took off like a helicopter. I felt my back arch from the pain and heat then I heard something like a scream and cry coming from somewhere close by. Suddenly I realized that it was me that was screaming out my pain. Just as fast as the pain came it went. My back went back to the bed and my mouth closed, quiet. There was no breathing, no heart beat, nothing.
I knew Victoria was in the room yet I didn't want to open my eyes. "Open your eyes, please." She asked in a soft voice as not to frighten me.
I opened my eyes for the first time and gasped at the world before me. Even though I had seen it in my visions that Lilith gave me while I was burning I never expected it to be this beautiful.
~I told you so~ Came a familiar voice from the back of my mind. I grinned and shook my head slightly.
When a new scent hit my nose I looked around the room to where it came from. Victoria stepped away from a small table in the room where some blood bags were laying. I had no idea where they came from but it was better than killing someone. I crossed the distance without much thought and picked them up sinking my razor sharp teeth into the bag. The warm liquid flood through my mouth as it slid down my throat. I knew that the Cullen's would be upset that I drank human blood but I knew I needed it with the powers I had gained.
I needed to find a middle ground. There were bad people in the world so maybe I will just help the humans with the murders, rapist and others that needed to be taken out. Yes I would be passing judgment but yet I was cast out of heaven. Oh yes I remember that as well. My first Life, as some would call it. I was right next to God along with Michael and Gabriel. Until Lucifer ruined it all. I was also cast out onto the earth to rot my days away like a mortal however I found a key ingredient in the humans blood.
It keeps me alive as long as I drink. I know some can feed from animals however I am not given that Lucifer, if you will. That is my sin for all eternity.
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Author note – Like I said in the beginning this story is not meant to offend anyone or their views. If you are I am sorry but it was just apart of my story and I mean nothing by it. This story reflects none of my beliefs. If you like this story please review! If not then you don't have to I understand. Til next time...
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