This is Meredith' Pov. And I also corrected some mistakes in chapter one. You have to know that this story it's part of my English homework xd oh and this chapter is settle down in the past.

I have to say that I am not very satisfied with this chapter, but anyway, here it is. Thank you so much for all the follows and all the reviews, you rock!

Chapter one— the water keeps falling over my head.

His eyes are like a river. A very brighter river. He was like blue velvet. I don't know why but I feel comfortable with a stranger, even more than in my own house.- Well, that's not counting; too easy.

But that's the truth.

I sigh, looking at the sky. "You know? We should dance" I offer smiling. I love dancing, I just need a thirty seconds dance party. Forgetting about everything just for a little moment. Just thinking about the music. White mind.

He smiles jumping up the grass, he offers me his hand and I grab it. We just dance there. We met a few minutes ago, but it feels like we have been doing this since a long time.

"You are not telling me your name, right?" he asks again. For a second, I think about it, but I can't. It's better to not knowing him because it will end up worse. I don't wanna fall for him, I know I would if he tells me his name.

I shake my head moving my body against his. "Nope."

"Are you a serial killer or something?"He jokes, but something inside me is feeling just like that. Even when I haven't killed anybody. (Yet).

"It could be"

"Scary…"He raises an eyebrow"And sexy"

I laugh once again. If I try to remember, this are the firsts laughs that I share with the world in the past three years.

After a very long time dancing we fall down in the grass again he looks into my eyes. So close. So far away. "What happens… If I kiss you right now?" He whispers and I take a breath. This is not happening. This can't be real.

But the thing is, I want him to kiss me. I need it. I need his lips pressing next to mine. Just me. Just him.

"I… "I close my eyes for a while, looking for the words that I should say. And when I open my mouth to say: Don't do it, instead of that I say:

"Just try."

And he tries. His lips are soft when he kisses me.

First, it's like a Caresse. So gentile, like if my lips are about to broken because I am made of Cristal. Then, more deeper, a slow dance between our tongues. It's just me. I can feel it. I know who I am. And the world falling apart.

I feel his hand searching my back, he moans as he puts on top of me. I smile on his mouth. He just takes away all my toughs. That's what I need. Stop thinking. And I can't do it, I just can't think or breathe with his erection pressing my belly.

But suddenly, here comes the reality.

The water falls over us like when it rains, I open my eyes, pushing him away and looking around me. Someone opened the sprinklers. And I don't know if I am mad or grateful.

And, I wonder how old is him, it looks like he doesn't care about the fact that I'm almost 16 and he… 23 maybe? He just asked my name, nothing more. I have been with a lot of old guys, but they always cared about the age, they asked me and then… the thing goes on or they just stopped. But I've only shared kisses, very hot kisses but nothing more. With him… It's just different.

I leave the water falling over my head.

"You are going to catch a cold"He whispers.

"I don't care. You should try, the sensation… It's like the water could clean you"I laugh. I'm feeling great. I don't care if I get cold, the sensation it's amazing.

He just don't think about it. Now we are both under the water, "I… need to know your name"He insists and I sigh again. I should tell him after the kiss that we both shared but… Can I?

"Maybe, one day I will tell you"

"Well… That means hope"he looks at me with his McDreamy face or something like that. This is going too far, and now it's late. too late.

"Maybe"I say again.

"How old are you?" He lays down with me and I close my eyes. And this means that everything is over.

"I'm 16." I whisper truthfully. He opens his eyes widely and he sits down on the grass. He looks… Scared?, or just surprised? I don't know how to name it.

"I… I am sorry" I say. He is making me nervous with the silence."I should have told you but…" He looks at the sky, shaking his head.

"It's okay. I like you, and it isn't like if you are 13" he says sighing and then, he smiles. "I just… I don't care"

My heart beats so hard, I can't stop looking at him and I barely can control myself when he is around. "I'm 23, 24 in july"

"Oh, that's soon"

"Yeah…"

The tension has settle down between us, I bite my lip looking at the sky too, he said he likes me, I like him too, but I don't know if saying it back it's the best thing to do right now. I barely know anything about him, and I thought it was better in this way. But now I am not that sure.

He lays down next to me, I can feel his breath caressing my lips and when I am about to kiss him again my phone rings.

I read the message and I know that everything is over. If we had a chance, now we… We just haven't.

"Sorry, I have to go. "I say quickly. I can feel my heart running so hard. Tears in my eyes.

"What…why?!" He gets up trying to catch me" wait!" Suddenly, I stop my way. I can't look at him right now." Will I see you again? Just tell me your name!" He asks me. I just… I don't know.

"Maybe."

Present day.

The alarm is beeping at 6:30 am.

I hit the clock with my hand and it breaks on the ground, this is the sixth clock in a month. I hate this objects, so fragile. Or maybe it's just the hangover… anyway, who cares? I can buy another one.

but this morning I feel like death in life. I just need a cold shower because today it's going to be a very long day, and maybe, I shouldn't have drunk last night. But I needed it for ending my social life with style for today, today I'll become a real doctor. Today my life starts. I leave college and for starting my internship in Seattle.

Seattle was the place where my mother did her internship, and where she became a real doctor, her life started here, in the best surgical program of the united States, I thought it was a good idea to do the same, doing all she ever wanted for me.

I leave the bed tiredly and I walk into the bathroom to have a shower. When I finish I put on my clothes and get on my way to the hospital. (After having a very big cup of coffee). I think I may have screwed it up and I am not even starting.

The interns lockers are crowded.

"Beckett, Castle, Swan, Pope and Grant come with me" I hear a resident's voice saying. They are assigning us to our residents. I got Miranda Bailey, I heard they call her the Nazi.

"Only 6 women out of twenty!" I say for myself.

"Yeah, and one is a model. They won't respect us." I heard a voice answer. I look around and I see an Asian woman looking at me. I sigh nodding.

"With who are you?, I got the Nazi"

"Wow, I got the Nazi too…" I say smiling, I like this girl. "I am Meredith by the way. "

"Cristina."She says taking the stethoscope.

"Yang, Grey, Stevens, O'Malley over here!" That's me.

This is going to change everything.

"Grey, today you are starting with Shepherd in neuro. You have a patient, Katie Bryce. Hurry up."

if you noticed, the name of the interns are characters of my favorite TV shows!

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The next chapter is going to be like this. Divided between the past and the present.