~Wings of Black and White~
Don't…ahh, so rough
Not desperate yet needy
Wanting to the extent of hurting
And my own pride cast away for this
Degraded and pitiful, self pity arises
Fear creeping near
Yet unable to escape
Knowledge of the power possessed
The tricks that could be done
Undesiring more deaths
Knowing so many that have died
And complete surrender
Without remorse but with pain
Crying silently within
Pondering those words that echo,
"How I longed to touch you…"
Ignoring the truth
Believing this is merely lust
Punishment for the sins
Thought this was lunacy
Yet in actuality desiring truth
Pain, guilt, sin, all these things
Reminders of the blood spilled
Unable to fight
Yet too proud to run
Simply staring heavenwards
Imploring for forgiveness
Yet no voice replying
Frozen forever in my mind
An image I can not forget
Gently falling from above
Fragile feathers
From wings of black and white.
--Tsuzuki Asato