This is Logan's side of the story after Kendall's death.

Disclaimer: I don't own Kogan.


I never thought he'd take it this far.

I was on my bed crying ever since I got the call. I couldn't believe he actually killed himself.

He was my angel, the love of my life. And now he's gone.

I shouldn't have ignored him at school, I should've been there to stop him.

He was bullied a lot. He was beaten by his dad, but I let it happen. I watched as each day went by. I saw his new and old bruises, but said nothing.

It's all my fault. Everything. He didn't deserve this, None of it.

I should've held him close and told him I loved him, but now it's to late.

I was crying away the pain, but It wasn't going anywhere.

I'm scared and alone. I just want to see my baby again.

Why couldn't I have saved him, All I wanted was him, and I failed him.

I sat on my ass and watched him slowly kill himself.

I sat up on my bed and pulled my knife out, Kendall didn't deserve the pain. I do.

Placing the knife to my neck, I looked out my window.

The world was so peaceful at night, and so quiet.

It honestly drove my insane, I wanted to scream. I wanted to vanish.

It was time to see my Kendall again.

Slicing the knife across my neck, I fell backward onto my bed.

This was it, this was my time to see my love again. And this time, I wont let him go.


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It's short but that's because I wasn't planning on doing a second chapter, but I hope you enjoyed.

Thanks,

~Kaycee.