Authors note: I always thought it was Jamine and Marcco, maybe my spelling is off..Im not sure. But just go with the flow!
Another a/n: Luka's second flash back wasn't expected to go the way it did....but it did! lol! Hope you ff-ers dont think its too terrible
Tick tick tick.... the sound of rain aganist a window....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*Knock knock*
Luka groaned, "What is it Jasmine?"
"Daddy it's storming!" Luka looked over at his wife, sounld asleep. He stood up and walked over to the door.
"Jasmine, its a small storm it wont hurt you," he squated down in front of her and took her hands in his.
"But I dont like storms daddy!"
Luka sighed,"If you be quiet you can stay with me okay, but be quiet your mother hasnt been feeling well."
Jasmine smiled big and ran and jumped into the bed.
"Jasmine!" he whispered loudly "what did I say?"
"Sorry, sorry," she layed down
Luka got back into bed, trying not to disturb Danijella. She was pregnat, again; another accident. But they weren't going to tell Jasmine, not until she was second trimester. He took Jasmine in his arms. "I love you angel." Luka waited for a responce, he looked down at her; already asleep. With her head on his chest and her small arm reaching around him, Luka smiled and kissed her forehead. And fell into a dreamless sleep....
~*~*~*~
"So Luka how long are you planning on staying here?"
He looked over at his older sister...Janie. She was whitty, smart and a pain in the ass.
"A few days, I missed it here," Luka responded.
"Well your cousin sure missed you," Janie replied.
Luka rolled his eyes, "You never even called me and told me he was sick!"
"I shouldn't have to! We're still your family with all that money you get you think you can afford a trip home once a year," She was just about screaming it.
Luka just rolled his eyes and grabbed another peice of bread, ignoring his sister. He learned that when he was younger when she got mad the best thing to do was to ignore her. "This is really good mom, I never have time to make Croatian food, and if I do, it never tastes like this."
Luka's mom smiled and eyed Janie for a second, "Thanks, do you have the recipie?"
"Yes I think I do," He smiled and continued to eat.
Janie was mad at Luka for dodging her questions. She didn't have a family so she wouldn't understand what it would be like to lose them.
Zarco walked back in the room. Now he had a family, a big one. His wife Brigita, and his four kids. Anica was 13. Her and Jasmine were best friends. It's only been five years. And its hard to imange that his baby girl would be a teenager. And would be wearing make-up and talking about boys. His other son Josip was 10. Jure was 8. The same age as Marko. And Tihana was 2. So, Zarco understood Luka. He understood why he didn't come home often. If it would have happened to him...he would never be able to come to here. Zarco could feel the tension in the room. "What did Janie do now?" He took a seat next to Luka.
Janie eyed Zarco. They never got along well. Janie being so serious and Zarco joking contantly.
"Seriously Janie, give the guy a rest. He had to fly for what 14 hours and now he has to deal with you? Don't depress the guy!"
Luka laughed. And it felt great, him smiling and laughing. "Actullay Zarco is right about one thing, I am tired. Good night Janie, ma, Zarco."
Luka walked to the attic room, he layed down on the twin size bed and laughed wondering how him and Danijella pregnat fit on this bed...it was close, but nice. Luka smiled and rolled over on his side. He smelt the pillow but sadly he only smelt the pillow cloth. It didn't even feel comforting, just cold and alone. And once again he closed his eyes and went to back to the place of comfort...
*~*~*~*~
Danijella has never looked more beautiful. That was for sure, her hair was up in her veil with a few peices hanging around her ears, Luka couldn't get enough of her. She was wearing her wedding dress, long, white, flowing...and roses spread all throught the bottom. She gazed at him and smiled. Luka couldn't help but smile back....there she was, HIS wife!
He stood up from the bed and placed his hands on her hips and smiled into her eyes before he leaned in for a kiss. And that simple kiss had turned into much more. Her hands were running through his hair and he could feel her fingernails as they brushed agaist his scalp. His hands, which have moved from her hips were now rubbing all over her slender back.
And just then it hit Luka, she was his. This exact moment he had been dreaming about since they were high school sweethearts was going to happen...tonight. As he was rubbing her back he felt a little metal clasp, the zipper. Slowly he took it with his two fingers and pulled it down. The familiar sound of a zipper had turned into much more. Still star struck, by the feeling of what was going to happen.
Danijella pulled away from Luka's kiss and looked at him in the eyes as he finished the zipper. He once again grinned at her. Taking his hands on her now, bare shoulders he pulled the dress in front of her shoulders, and then watched it as it fell onto the floor. Looking up from the dress and over his wife instintaly turned him on. He leant back in for her sweet kisses. She was remoiving his tux peice by peice. And Luka was taking off her veil. Her long dark hair fell to her shoulders. And just when he thought she couldn't look more beatiful, again he proved him wrong.
He tossed her hair away from her neck so he could take his turn with it. Smelling her, and kissing her hard on her neck and her shoulders was increible. His hands fell down her back and he removed the teddy as fast as he possibly could. Luka lifted Danijella off of her feet, she wrapped his legs around his waist. He layed her on the bed and his kisses from his neck were now becoming lower, and lower. He couldn't help it. She was so beautful, every single part of her he had to kiss her. His kisses were intreupted with a feeling of cloth. Her pantihose.
He asked her with his eyes if he could remove them. She smiled and blushed and nodded. He took them off her perfect slender legs, slowly, enjoying every moment of this, and his mind was blown for what was about to be become. After those were off Danijella sat up, and took his boxers off and tossed them onto the floor. Luka was still too much turned on by her to say anything. He pinned her down, and removed the very last portion of clothing that was left. "This," he had desiced to himself. "is the most beatiful she has ever looked."
And with those last few thoughts he spread her legs apart and kissed her, causing her to moan and squeel. She was saying over and over, "Luka, Luka!" And with those words and sounds he knew that if he didnt have her know he would die. He kissed his way up her stomach, onto her chest, on her neck and once again on those tender lips. And for the first time, they made love.
*~*~*~*~
Luka was awaken in a cold sweat. He sighed, he would stay in that dream forever if he could. But he couldn't, so once again these painful thoughts and dreams were pointless. Luka threw the covers off of him and stood up. He dressed into warm clothes and headed out the door. The second he was outside he could feel a cool draft as it chilled him down to his spine. He shivered, keeping his hands tight in his pockets he began to take a walk. Not o to any specfic place, and he couldn't escape any thoughts. So his mind wandered back to his home in America.
Him and Abby were together for a year, it was a good year. But nothing compared to five minutes with Danijella. And Nicole, what a mistake that was. When she told him she was pregnat, to be honest he was happy. He loved kids, and loved being a father. That was the only thing she made him happy about...kids. Other than that she was just another girl. Once he found out the truth, she was.
He continued to walk and he saw small snowflakes fall onto the ground. He sighed, almost feeling like he was back home in Chicago until he began to take a dirt road. He wasn't sure where it led to or why it looked so fimialr, but something told him to continue walking. So he did. His walking came to a complete stop when he saw what this road was taking him to.
There in front of him layed a tall iron gate. He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. He stared at the gate and what layed past the gate. On top of the hill he could see the three graves. They didn't have any flowers compared to all the other graves. And they were excluded from everybody else's. Or so it seemed anyhow, that they stuck out.
After standing there for a second staring at the gate and slightly glancing at the graves he turned around to walk back home. As he began to walk, shuffling his feet on the dirt road, he closed his eyes and felt another wet drop roll down his face. This wasn't a raindrop or a melted snowflake. He was crying for the first time in along time. And for some reason his feet wouldn't move.
"I can't." Sighed Luka as he slowly turned his head around and the three stones stuck out at him. "No...." He looked up into the sky and knew that he couldn't move because of someone.. "No Danijella I can't!" He yelled into the now, sun rising sky as snowflakes danced around falling from the sky where his family seemed to be....without him. "I...." He gulped continued to call to his dead wife. "Danijella please I just-" He stoped suddenly when he heard the faint sound of Jasmine's laughter in his head, which only caused more tears. "Okay." he said reluctlany as his feet finally allowed him to move. He opened the gate and started to look at all the other graves, wondering if they were wives or children of some other man. Wondering how they moved on when he for sure couldn't. The graves were becoming closer. He didn't feel his feet moving, he just saw them as they appeared closer and closer. When they finally became close enough to see:
Danijella Kovac Jasmine Kovac Marcco Kovac
1967-1997 1990-1997 1994-1997
tbc guys!! i guess you can all imange what the next flash backs are going to be about! Thanks to everyone who helped me because I do really need it.(Jules for rpging with me and helping me along in some boffing areas lol! and mini i only put you second because thats the way the alphebet goes, but thanks for spell checking and proof reading! i really owe you a big basket of brownies) Hope you liked it (or didn't like it) enough to review!
Another a/n: Luka's second flash back wasn't expected to go the way it did....but it did! lol! Hope you ff-ers dont think its too terrible
Tick tick tick.... the sound of rain aganist a window....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*Knock knock*
Luka groaned, "What is it Jasmine?"
"Daddy it's storming!" Luka looked over at his wife, sounld asleep. He stood up and walked over to the door.
"Jasmine, its a small storm it wont hurt you," he squated down in front of her and took her hands in his.
"But I dont like storms daddy!"
Luka sighed,"If you be quiet you can stay with me okay, but be quiet your mother hasnt been feeling well."
Jasmine smiled big and ran and jumped into the bed.
"Jasmine!" he whispered loudly "what did I say?"
"Sorry, sorry," she layed down
Luka got back into bed, trying not to disturb Danijella. She was pregnat, again; another accident. But they weren't going to tell Jasmine, not until she was second trimester. He took Jasmine in his arms. "I love you angel." Luka waited for a responce, he looked down at her; already asleep. With her head on his chest and her small arm reaching around him, Luka smiled and kissed her forehead. And fell into a dreamless sleep....
~*~*~*~
"So Luka how long are you planning on staying here?"
He looked over at his older sister...Janie. She was whitty, smart and a pain in the ass.
"A few days, I missed it here," Luka responded.
"Well your cousin sure missed you," Janie replied.
Luka rolled his eyes, "You never even called me and told me he was sick!"
"I shouldn't have to! We're still your family with all that money you get you think you can afford a trip home once a year," She was just about screaming it.
Luka just rolled his eyes and grabbed another peice of bread, ignoring his sister. He learned that when he was younger when she got mad the best thing to do was to ignore her. "This is really good mom, I never have time to make Croatian food, and if I do, it never tastes like this."
Luka's mom smiled and eyed Janie for a second, "Thanks, do you have the recipie?"
"Yes I think I do," He smiled and continued to eat.
Janie was mad at Luka for dodging her questions. She didn't have a family so she wouldn't understand what it would be like to lose them.
Zarco walked back in the room. Now he had a family, a big one. His wife Brigita, and his four kids. Anica was 13. Her and Jasmine were best friends. It's only been five years. And its hard to imange that his baby girl would be a teenager. And would be wearing make-up and talking about boys. His other son Josip was 10. Jure was 8. The same age as Marko. And Tihana was 2. So, Zarco understood Luka. He understood why he didn't come home often. If it would have happened to him...he would never be able to come to here. Zarco could feel the tension in the room. "What did Janie do now?" He took a seat next to Luka.
Janie eyed Zarco. They never got along well. Janie being so serious and Zarco joking contantly.
"Seriously Janie, give the guy a rest. He had to fly for what 14 hours and now he has to deal with you? Don't depress the guy!"
Luka laughed. And it felt great, him smiling and laughing. "Actullay Zarco is right about one thing, I am tired. Good night Janie, ma, Zarco."
Luka walked to the attic room, he layed down on the twin size bed and laughed wondering how him and Danijella pregnat fit on this bed...it was close, but nice. Luka smiled and rolled over on his side. He smelt the pillow but sadly he only smelt the pillow cloth. It didn't even feel comforting, just cold and alone. And once again he closed his eyes and went to back to the place of comfort...
*~*~*~*~
Danijella has never looked more beautiful. That was for sure, her hair was up in her veil with a few peices hanging around her ears, Luka couldn't get enough of her. She was wearing her wedding dress, long, white, flowing...and roses spread all throught the bottom. She gazed at him and smiled. Luka couldn't help but smile back....there she was, HIS wife!
He stood up from the bed and placed his hands on her hips and smiled into her eyes before he leaned in for a kiss. And that simple kiss had turned into much more. Her hands were running through his hair and he could feel her fingernails as they brushed agaist his scalp. His hands, which have moved from her hips were now rubbing all over her slender back.
And just then it hit Luka, she was his. This exact moment he had been dreaming about since they were high school sweethearts was going to happen...tonight. As he was rubbing her back he felt a little metal clasp, the zipper. Slowly he took it with his two fingers and pulled it down. The familiar sound of a zipper had turned into much more. Still star struck, by the feeling of what was going to happen.
Danijella pulled away from Luka's kiss and looked at him in the eyes as he finished the zipper. He once again grinned at her. Taking his hands on her now, bare shoulders he pulled the dress in front of her shoulders, and then watched it as it fell onto the floor. Looking up from the dress and over his wife instintaly turned him on. He leant back in for her sweet kisses. She was remoiving his tux peice by peice. And Luka was taking off her veil. Her long dark hair fell to her shoulders. And just when he thought she couldn't look more beatiful, again he proved him wrong.
He tossed her hair away from her neck so he could take his turn with it. Smelling her, and kissing her hard on her neck and her shoulders was increible. His hands fell down her back and he removed the teddy as fast as he possibly could. Luka lifted Danijella off of her feet, she wrapped his legs around his waist. He layed her on the bed and his kisses from his neck were now becoming lower, and lower. He couldn't help it. She was so beautful, every single part of her he had to kiss her. His kisses were intreupted with a feeling of cloth. Her pantihose.
He asked her with his eyes if he could remove them. She smiled and blushed and nodded. He took them off her perfect slender legs, slowly, enjoying every moment of this, and his mind was blown for what was about to be become. After those were off Danijella sat up, and took his boxers off and tossed them onto the floor. Luka was still too much turned on by her to say anything. He pinned her down, and removed the very last portion of clothing that was left. "This," he had desiced to himself. "is the most beatiful she has ever looked."
And with those last few thoughts he spread her legs apart and kissed her, causing her to moan and squeel. She was saying over and over, "Luka, Luka!" And with those words and sounds he knew that if he didnt have her know he would die. He kissed his way up her stomach, onto her chest, on her neck and once again on those tender lips. And for the first time, they made love.
*~*~*~*~
Luka was awaken in a cold sweat. He sighed, he would stay in that dream forever if he could. But he couldn't, so once again these painful thoughts and dreams were pointless. Luka threw the covers off of him and stood up. He dressed into warm clothes and headed out the door. The second he was outside he could feel a cool draft as it chilled him down to his spine. He shivered, keeping his hands tight in his pockets he began to take a walk. Not o to any specfic place, and he couldn't escape any thoughts. So his mind wandered back to his home in America.
Him and Abby were together for a year, it was a good year. But nothing compared to five minutes with Danijella. And Nicole, what a mistake that was. When she told him she was pregnat, to be honest he was happy. He loved kids, and loved being a father. That was the only thing she made him happy about...kids. Other than that she was just another girl. Once he found out the truth, she was.
He continued to walk and he saw small snowflakes fall onto the ground. He sighed, almost feeling like he was back home in Chicago until he began to take a dirt road. He wasn't sure where it led to or why it looked so fimialr, but something told him to continue walking. So he did. His walking came to a complete stop when he saw what this road was taking him to.
There in front of him layed a tall iron gate. He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. He stared at the gate and what layed past the gate. On top of the hill he could see the three graves. They didn't have any flowers compared to all the other graves. And they were excluded from everybody else's. Or so it seemed anyhow, that they stuck out.
After standing there for a second staring at the gate and slightly glancing at the graves he turned around to walk back home. As he began to walk, shuffling his feet on the dirt road, he closed his eyes and felt another wet drop roll down his face. This wasn't a raindrop or a melted snowflake. He was crying for the first time in along time. And for some reason his feet wouldn't move.
"I can't." Sighed Luka as he slowly turned his head around and the three stones stuck out at him. "No...." He looked up into the sky and knew that he couldn't move because of someone.. "No Danijella I can't!" He yelled into the now, sun rising sky as snowflakes danced around falling from the sky where his family seemed to be....without him. "I...." He gulped continued to call to his dead wife. "Danijella please I just-" He stoped suddenly when he heard the faint sound of Jasmine's laughter in his head, which only caused more tears. "Okay." he said reluctlany as his feet finally allowed him to move. He opened the gate and started to look at all the other graves, wondering if they were wives or children of some other man. Wondering how they moved on when he for sure couldn't. The graves were becoming closer. He didn't feel his feet moving, he just saw them as they appeared closer and closer. When they finally became close enough to see:
Danijella Kovac Jasmine Kovac Marcco Kovac
1967-1997 1990-1997 1994-1997
tbc guys!! i guess you can all imange what the next flash backs are going to be about! Thanks to everyone who helped me because I do really need it.(Jules for rpging with me and helping me along in some boffing areas lol! and mini i only put you second because thats the way the alphebet goes, but thanks for spell checking and proof reading! i really owe you a big basket of brownies) Hope you liked it (or didn't like it) enough to review!