First off, I'm more of an Egoist fangirl. (I think Romantica was a little over-done.) But this was pretty fun to write. (And an interesting way to pass time in Study Hall) I may do more, like add an extra chapter about how Usagi meets Hiroki the next day… Awkward conversions. Ya!!
** If it seems like BS, it probably is.
"Usagi, you bastard," Misaki muttered. Usagi had gotten him hard, not that was difficult, and then left him to suffer this.
"Why don't you try do what got you all worked up earlier? Unless you don't think you're good enough…"
Misaki glared at him, but knew he had too. In this conduction he didn't have a choice. Damn Usagi.
Suddenly he kissed Usagi, who was all too willing to let Misaki touch him. He was a little shocked that Misaki was being more forceful toward him. But then again, he knew not to underestimate Misaki when he was in need.
Crap, crap, crap, Misaki couldn't help but think. He was not ready for this. But he refused to let Usagi see this doubt. It was all Usagi-san's fault he was in this situation! And if he couldn't stop now, he'd just have to do what his BL self would. He was going to punish Usagi.
He forced Usagi to roll over, expulsing his back. Misaki spread Usagi's legs out, giving him enough space to kneel between the other's legs. Then without preparing Usagi, he thrust into his lover's tight hole. Usagi practically scream under him. He'd never been on the receiving end, Misaki realized too late.
He pulled out as quickly as he'd entered. "I'm soo sorry," he began saying, without thinking. How could he have done that? Why hadn't he at least asked Usagi if he'd done this before? He was the worst.
Usagi moved to face Misaki, ignoring the pain his body was feeling. Misaki looked like he was going to start crying, which was very likely. Usagi kissed him passionately, knowing that at least he could reassure him. Secretly, he thought this forceful side of Misaki was pretty sexy. If only he'd show it more often without thinking negatively about himself.
But he also loved this sweet side of Misaki. The side that cried for him soo long ago, when he'd lost Takahiro. And probably would now if Usagi didn't convince him that it was okay.
He moved back into the position he'd been in before, as if asking Misaki to re-enter his body. And he was. Mostly to reassure him, but also because it felt pretty damn good at the moment. The neck morning was going to be a different story…
Misaki blinked at Usagi. There was no way he wanted him to do that! After what just happened, how could he? But Usagi was positioned rather submissively. And he had written about this moment soo many times before.
Misaki thrust back into him, slower than before. He was trying to be gentler, hoping not to cause Usagi too much pain. And Usagi didn't scream, even when things did speed up. And far too quickly Misaki felt the need to release again. He reached under Usagi, and forced the other boy to release at the same time.
Misaki turned onto his side to watch Usagi sleep. Their eyes met in the dark and he almost looked away. No, there was no reason to be embarrassed, he scolded himself and met the eyes staring back at him.
"This better not into one of your damn BL novels." He threatened.
"Of course not," Usagi said, "You should know by now that I wouldn't share you with the world that easily."
"Okay," Misaki said lamely. He crawled into Usagi-san's arms, onto his chest, "Hold me okay?" He really did love Usagi-san, and he needed to by close to him for a while.
Usagi-san couldn't help but smile as his lover cuddled closed to him. Did Misaki still need approval?
"Just so you know, that was really good,"
"SHUT UP!"
Tell me what you thought. I'll probably rewrite this. I fudged a lot of details because I was writing it in school and what be put through hell if someone bothered to see what I was writing.
Anyway, like it? Tell me so, I love seeing good reviews. They make me happy-dance. Hate it? Tell what you think could be improved. This is kinda my first solo-yaoi-fanfiction so be gentle.