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„who is it? Your parents are still with your sister in New York, aren't they?", asked Toby. Spencer told him yes and went to open the door.

„Ezra?!", asked Spencer surprised and angry.

„I need to talk to Aria",

Spencer slapped him before he could finish talking. „How could you do this to us and Aria! Asshole!".

The others heard her shouting and went to the door. When they realized who was at the door, Aria stood still.

„What are you doing here? Do you want to see what you did to me?!", her voice got louder with every word she said.

„Please let me explain. My love for you is real. I-I love you. You are the only real thing in my life. Listen to me, please."

„I can't believe you anymore. You lied to me, the whole time. I trusted you, you are the only one, who knows everything about me. Why?", answered she furious and slapped him a lot harder than Spencer did.

Toby and Caleb kicked him out of the house. Before Arias tears could make their way out of her eyes, she told them goodbye and drove home.

She hated it if somebody saw her crying and perceive her as weak.

A week had passed and Aria didn't left her bed. Of course her parents asked questions, especially Arias mother, who visited her children in America, but Aria didn't answer them.

They were worried and even asked her friends what was going on, but they only said that somebody broke Arias heart.

Byron wasn't understanding her, but Ella did. She couldn't see her daughter suffer. It broke her heart too and the ones of her friends. Everyone was worried about her, Topy, Caleb and Paige too.

Spencer, Hanna and Emily visited her every day after school talked to her and brought her her homework. They normally left after three hours and Aria put on her music.

She needed to go to school tomorrow. She didn't wanted to go. Aria couldn't imagine sitting in her english-class without thinking about Ezra.

Somebody knocked at her door and her mother came in. In her hand was a bowl with soup. Aria only ate when someone forced her.

The next day was like hell for Aria. Just walking past Ezras room hurt too much so that she didn't go to her english-class. She spent those hour in the washroom.

She ate lunch with the girls, Caleb and Paige. They had only light conversations and watched Aria poking her lunch.

After two more weeks she was finally getting better. She had her appetite back and was able to laugh, but rare than before. Only her sickness didn't dissappeard, which wondered her, but she didn't thought about anything serious. As she wrote the dates for her next exams in her calendar, she noticed that she didn't got her period in the last two month.

She ran out of her class, luckily none of her friends had the same class as her, so that she just left a baffled teacher behind.

She went to her car and drove in the next town to buy some pregnancytests. The shop assistant was already in her late fifties, looked at her reproachfully. Aria ignored her look, payed.

She went to the restaurant across the street to make the tests. Aria stood in front of the sink with tears in her eyes. Her life could change forever in three minutes. The minutes passed like hours.

Finally the timer she made on her phone rang. She breathed deep in and out and looked at the results.

+ / pregnant

All were positive. Before Aria could break down, she took the tests and went to her car. She couldn't stop her tears as she got there.

It hit her. She was pregnant with As' baby. How could she do this? Aria knew she had to keep the baby. She couldn't kill it or give it away. It was after all the child from her first real love and soulmate.

But what would her friends and family say? What about school?

Before she could think on she drove to her OB/GYN which confirmed her pregnancy and gave her vitamins. She was in her twelveth week.

Aria had her next appointement the next day so her doctor could make an ultrasound. Her doctor was very sympatethic, not like the woman in the shop were she bought the tests.

Aria drove back to school after she applaid new make-up and washed the tears away. She made it just in time for lunch. Her friends waved her to them and Aria sat down. The clique asked her here she were and Aria lied that her physics tacher wanted to talk to her. Everyone besides Spencer seemd to buy it.

The next few days went the same way. Aria woke and stood up and put on a fake smile. She acted as if she were on her way back to the old Aria but the truth was that she fell with every day passing deeper in a dark hole without a way out of it.

Everyone besides Spencer believed her. She didn't wondered about that, because she had alway been a good liar.

In the evenings, when she she was done doing her homework and alone, she started thinking and eventually the tears came through her faced and from her desperation.

She needed to keep the child growing in her, that was sure. Aria couldn't kill it or give it away, she still loved Ezra and was sure, that sh was loving him forever, still she couldn't go back to him. He lied to her so bad, their whole relationship based on a lie.

She cried over her hopelessness,over the feeling of being used, over the unknowingness, over her rage about her own weakness, over the fear of the reactions from her family and more importantly, the ones of her friends.

She knew, she needed to protect her baby and because of that, Ezra couldn't know about it. She couldn't trust him with their child.

This is the second chapter, I hope you enjoyed it and please leave a review