When i finaly awoke, everything was white. My eyesight was completely gone. Things final started to come back as the color came back as well.
I was in a hospital bed, Yuki was next to me, i could here my mother crying on the other side of the door and my father trying to comfort her. Without realizing i let out a chuckle. A small hysterical laugh. Luckily nobody noticed. I couldn't believe the fact he was trying to help her. He'd left when i was five and whenever i saw him he would ignore my mother as though she did not exist anymore, as if I where more important. He started treated me that way when I lost my friend. He thought that if he didn't I'd have problem when I grew up. I always came first. My dad was also a player. He had no respect for my mom. So what I could see now, him and her together, for him to be comforting her, i was amazed it was just too unreal. It was stupid. It just made me laugh.
```Soul! Your awake! Guys get in here hes awake!``
I saw my mother run in and my father follow behind her
``Soul!```she tried to say while sobing her heart out
I stayed quiet
I wondered why i felt empty inside
seing them all gethered here didnt do anything i felt nothing
was it maybe for fact that a girl had died infront of me?
Hmmm i wonder how long i had been here?
``How long have i been here for?`` I asked as i looked out the window
``about a couple days now``Yuki said ``man you have no idea how we where worried, loosing my best friend! What a storie that would make in school.`` It turns out Yuki had just dropped by to see if I had woken up from my state. Lucky little guy. Coming at the right moment I thought to myself.
``Oh okay``I looked out the window once again.
The doctor came in and told everybody it was time to go and let me rest, after they left she explained to me i'd be released tomorrow if everything whent well and that i'd be going for some testing to find the caus of my sudden fall in the train station. She told me at first the doctors thought it was an emotianol trauma for seing a girl suicide but that after 2 days straight of me not waking up they got worried and decided they wanted to see what had happened and why I collapsed.
The next day, I was realised. The nurse had told me that they found it strange that i collapsed and was alright after. It was unknow cause they told me but they where also sure it would not happen again.
``I wonder why i collapsed?`` I told myself on my way home. I'd felt fine before that. When i arrived home i found my mother home cooking some pancakes and other stuff.
``What's the occasion?``I asked.
``Soul! You're back! I thought i would make something special for your return from the hospital. You're favorite! Pancakes!`` she said sounding all chippy and happy.
It felt weird all of a sudden. I felt like i was gonna throw up, that the weight of the world was sudddenly on my shoulders. Without realizing it I ran out of my house. Instinc i could only think. My mind was blank, I could here the faint sound of a voice calling me. When i got my sense back, I was no longer in my kitchen, nor was I in my house, instead i was standing in a empty room.