I know, I know, I give you one chapter and then disappear for 3 weeks. I could tell you that I went to Vegas, ended up drugged and left in the desert where I walked around for days until I was picked up by mobsters and forced to be a stripper until I "work off me debt", a debt to which I'm still not quiet sure about. I managed to escape and hitch back to Washington, where I am now safe and fairly unharmed-minus the I heart Johnny Knuckles tattoo on my left thigh. I know what you're thinking, yes, I made sure the tattoo needle was sterile. No Hep C for me.

Truth be told, I did actually go to Vegas, sadly it was only for a weekend, managed to fall off the curb the first 30 minutes there and hurt my foot. A foot which I walked all over Vegas on. Not a happy foot, let me tell ya. I did zip line over Freemont Street which was F^&*'n AWESOME. Oh, and went and saw a topless vampire show, where they danced to classic rock songs. So really, all I can say is life happens. I do have 5 chapters completely done and if you're nice I will post two this week.

I want to thank by BFF Kimmie for reading, proofing, and supporting my crazy mind. She is the BEST and I love her to bits. She, sadly and much to my dismay, she has only watched the first Twilight movie and really don't know the beauty of it. I have a plan to change that, she just doesn't know it yet. Also thanks to everyone that favorited my story. I was so excited and possibly squealed like a 13 year old girl seeing Justin Beiber. I do apologize again for the late update but I promise it won't happen again.

FYI- this chapter contains LEMONS. Really it's one giant lemon.

Oh and I don't own Twilight, only the voices in my head. ENJOY!

Chapter 2

His hands slowly made his way up my leg leaving a trail of electricity behind it. He stopped just above them hem of my shirt. He lifted it up slightly and started placing little soft kisses on my stomach. Fuck. That feels soooo good. I could feel him smiling as I let out a soft moan. The knot in my stomach started to get tighter and my body felt like it was on fire. A good, loinee, tingly fire. How is it possible that he can make me feel like this with a soft touch and a few kisses? He continued to kiss up my stomach, pushing my shirt farther up until my breasts were exposed to the cold air. If I wasn't already so turned on, my nips would be hard. He brought his right hand up and started cupping my breast. Then the licking and sucking started.

"Fuck," I moan. Again, I can feel him smile, gratified by my reaction.

"God, you're beautiful," he whispers in my ear before he kissing and nipping at my neck.

I let out another low moan. Dear God, he is going to kill me. If he keeps this up, I think I might just cum and we haven't even gotten to the good stuff.

I suddenly sit up in bed. My breath is heavy, my head is still quite foggy, and I am still half asleep. Part of my brain knows I am awake and it was all a dream, but on the other hand I still feel like I'm dreaming. One thing I know is, dream or no dream, my body feels like it is on fire and needs to be satisfied.

I look over and see a half-naked, half-asleep Edward looking up at me wondering what is going on.

"MB?" he whispers.

Instead of answering him with words, my eyes roam over his body, taking him in. I linger on his lips before I look into his eyes. When I finally look into his eyes, they match what I imagine mine look like. Even through a sleep-filled haze, they are black and radiating nothing but pure lust, screaming "I want you" back at me.

Without hesitating, I push him flat on his back and straddle him. I look at him one more time to give him a moment to stop me, but he doesn't. I crash my lips down onto his. He doesn't hesitate for a moment and kisses me back. He laces his fingers in my hair, pulling me even closer and deepening the kiss. I open my mouth and his tongue meets mine. Our kisses become even more heated and hungry. I can feel him getting hard so I grind my hips against him. He lets out a low throaty moan. God, I love that sound. I grind my hips again, this time making us both moan.

Not breaking our kiss, he flips me over so he's now on top of me. His warm body presses against mine, his hard cock rubbing against me. I open my legs and he slides in between them. Without even thinking, I buck my hips into him and the friction makes me moan.

"God."

He starts tugging at my shirt. I sit up a little so he can pull it over my head, not breaking our kiss until then. I lay back against the pillow, instantly missing his lips on mine. He stares at me for a moment, taking me in. That famous smirk spreads across his face. He leans down and begins to place small kisses on my stomach making his way up to my breasts, just like in my dream.

"Oh God," I moan. The sensation of his lips on my skin is going to drive me over the edge. Once he reaches them, he starts licking and sucking. My back arches and the knot inside my stomach starts to tighten.

"Fuck." His hand slowly and rather painfully travels down my body till he hits my clit.

"God, Bella, you are so wet." He begins to rub small circles in just the right spot. It didn't take very long until that knot finally snapped. A wave of pleasure washes over my body.

I arched my back farther off the bed and yell, "Fuck, Edward!"

I pull his lips to mine and kiss him hungrily. "Now. I need you now," I say against his lips, not wanting to stop.

He breaks our kiss, reaches down and pulls the rest of my clothes off.

Just like in my dream he whispers, "God, you're so fucking beautiful." His hands trace the curves of my body, leaving that now familiar trail of electricity behind. I reach down and start pulling at his boxers. He lets go of me and helps me take them off the rest of the way. His cock springs free and I couldn't keep myself from looking. Fuck, he's big. I didn't think it was possible, but his dick is just as beautiful as the rest of him.

I let out a little gasp and I looked up to see him smirk at me. Cocky? Well, he has every right to be. He has a beautiful large cock and I want it. I swear my vagina was making grabby hands. He leans over to my night stand, opens the drawer and pulls out a condom. How did he…? Fuck it. I don't care how he knows. All I care about is his penis in my vagina, fucking me five ways to Sunday.

He quickly puts it on and positions himself at my opening. Before he thrusts all the way in, he hesitates. I open my eyes to see him staring back at me. The look in his eyes says, 'God, I want you, but are you sure?' I know my eyes scream yes. Is this going to change things between us? I hope not but I am so overcome by the sensation his body makes me feel and the want – no, need – for him that I really don't give a fuck about the consequences.

One look is all it takes and he thrusts into me.

"Oh, fuck," I moan.

"Fuck, Bella. You feel so good." He starts moving slowly in and out like he is savoring every movement. God, does it feel good! I need more.

I pull him down and kiss him hard. I whisper in his ear, "Edward, I want you to fuck me. Hard." His head is buried in my neck and I hear him let out a deep growl within his chest.

"Fuck, MB." He begins to thrust harder and faster. I thought that he felt good before but this… this is fucking amazing. I don't even know some of the sounds that escape from my mouth but I don't care. My stomach tightens and my body begins to shake.

"OH, GOD! FUCK!" I scream, my eyes rolling in the back of my head. As I come down from my high, he starts to slow down bit.

"I love that sound," he says, kissing me. He flips me over so I am on all fours. His hands move over the curves of my body once more before he thrusts full force into me. I cry out in pleasure. I lean down so my face is buried in the pillow and my ass is up in the air so he can go deeper. The sound of his thighs meeting my ass is probably one of my favorite sounds.

"Fuck. That… feels… ohhhh… so… good!" Forming any sort of words are becoming harder and harder to do.

"Fuck, Bella, I want you to cum again for me."

I was already close but him saying that, in that voice, makes me cum harder than I did the first two times.

"OH… GOD, YES!" I scream into the pillow. As soon as my pussy start to contract, he starts thrusting harder and even faster than before. I know he is about to cum.

"FUCK," he growls. Now, that… that's my favorite sound. He begins to slow his pace as we both start to come down. My legs give out and he slumps on top of me. We are both breathing heavy, our chests moving together trying to compose ourselves. We lay there for a minute not moving, only breathing.

After a few minutes, he pulls out of me. My body instantly misses the feel of him. I let out a small whimper. God, what is wrong with me? That was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. I have never had sex like that, ever. Maybe it was because I'm still half asleep and my body is in this in-between state that makes everything dreamlike and magnified. Yeah, that has to be it, 'cause if it's not… I'm fucking screwed.

He lies back down behind me and pulls me close against his body. He kisses my neck and then whispers, "Fucking amazing." I smile.

"Agreed." I snuggle in closer and instantly start to fall back asleep.

**A/N Thanks so much for reading and please review. It would mean a lot.

XOZO

HB

*** HB from the future would like to thank Kmah88 for all her mighty red pen skills and making TDHIRL even better. Also, thank you to everyone who nominated and voted for this fic both times. It means the world to me.