This story follows my other Story Letters To You. This chapter goes with Chapter 2.
Here is the second chapter of my story. It has been written in a similar way to the story Letters To You. At the moment, I am looking at only the days they have written the letters on, but if you've read the letters you know that things change and when they do, when I write my chapters will also change, I will start writing it as a day to day story..
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
This story in no way relates to You Give Me The Wings To Fly.
For the letters they write please see my other story Letters To You.
23.12.10
Kurt had had a long and busy few days. He'd spent them helping out his Dad and Geoff in the garage.
He'd been and done his Christmas shopping and found the perfect gift for Blaine! When he saw the add he thought it was an amazing idea and bought them immediately!
When he wasn't shopping or seeing the New Directions he would be in the Kitchen baking. He had always been in charge of baking on the holidays and he was happy to see that hadn't changed since Carole and Finn had moved in. Yesterday he had made his famous holiday candy. It was called Holiday Candy because Kurt could never find a name he was happy with, so it became know as Kurt's Holiday Candy. He had made four large containers full and hidden them around the house, he knew what his Dad and Finn were like. He left one in the fridge, hid one in his bedroom, one in the drinks cupboard and the last container was hidden behind the cereal in the top left hand cupboard. Where neither man would think to look.
Today Kurt was making Christmas Cupcakes! He had all the ingredients out and he had his holiday apron on as he got started. His iPod plugged in and he was listening to A Katy Perry playlist he'd put together. Katy Perry was Blaine's favourite singer so Kurt had started listening to her. She was actually a really good singer and her lyrics were amazing. He could understand why Blaine loved her so much. She was fun and crazy but had that other side to her that was full of compassion and emotion. She was exactly like Blaine.
Kurt spent the morning singing alongside Katy Perry and dancing around the kitchen whilst mixing all the ingredients together in Carole's Christmas mixing bowl.
He heard his phone go off but decided he'd answer it in a minute..
He was stood mixing when Teenage Dream came on and his thoughts wandered to the boy he'd been trying to forget about all morning. It wasn't because he hated Blaine he didn't want to think about him, it was because he loved him. Blaine had been in his thoughts ever since the day they met on that Dalton staircase.
Whatever Kurt tried, he couldn't get him out, he couldn't stop thinking about him. It was as if he had been etched into his brain, a permanent reminder of the first boy he truly loved. He let out a sigh as he placed the mixing bowl down and went searching for the cupcake cases he'd bought, wondering where Carole would have put them. He was In love with Blaine. Kurt's mind started screaming that fact at him which led to him slamming the cupboard door in Finn's shocked face.
"Woah Dude. Chill out! You okay? What you cooking?"
"I'm fine Finn," he snapped "How many times do I have to tell you! Don't call me dude!" he growled as he took his cases out of the cupboard under the sink. What were they doing there?
"You sure Kurt, you seemed really stressed.."
Finn waited for an answer but didn't get one, Kurt was too busy placing the cases in the cake tray.
"Look, I know I'm not smart, but I can listen and I'll do what I can to help.."
Kurt let out a sigh, it was a sort of happy and irritated sigh. It was nice to know Finn cared but would he really be ready to talk about boys with him? Well, there's only one way to find out..
"It's Blaine."
"Oh..."
"Just the reaction I expected. It's fine Finn, I know it isn't easy for you." he said sighing sadly.
"No, no, no! It's fine Kurt, seriously. What about Blaine?" his tone was nice, genuinely interested. "Wait, what has he done?" and then it turned forceful and hard in a second. Kurt smiled at how protective his big brother was.
"He hasn't done anything!" he quickly defended his best friend.
"Oh, okay then. Good. Me and the Guys would make him regret it if he did! So, what's up with Blaine?" Finn said, as casually as if he hadn't just threatened Blaine to Kurt.
Kurt let out a sigh as he placed the last cup cake casing on the tray and turned around, leaning against the side and facing Finn who was sat on the end of the table closest to him. He looked at Finn unsure of what to say..
"I, Umm, I. Well, you see, I.. I'm.."
"In love with him."
Kurt looked at his brother shocked. It wasn't a question but a statement. Was it really that obvious?
"You talk about him all the time Dude, I'm pretty sure everyone knows you're in love with him."
Kurt crossed his arms and stood there confused. Was he really that obvious, was he really that transparent?
"Look, dude if you're having trouble telling him how you feel or whatever, write it down. I mean when ever Rachel has something to say to me she writes a letter and drops it into my locker. It's like passing notes in secrecy!"
Kurt let out a soft giggle at his strange brother. He was right though, if he couldn't tell Blaine how he felt to his face he could write it in a letter! He didn't have to send it, but he would probably feel so much better once he'd written his feelings down.
"You know what Frankenteen, that's an amazing idea. Thank you."
Finn glared at him..
"You're welcome dude but Frankenteen? Come on, really?"
"Really. Until you stop calling me dude."
Kurt turned back to his mixture and started splitting it up into the Many cap cake cases. He had a range of different sized cases and had made enough mixture to make four batches. Kurt was always a step ahead. He could hear Finn moaning about being called Frankenteen as he grabbed himself a coke from the fridge and made his way back up to his room.
Kurt started to think about how much Blaine meant to him, back to that first day on the staircase. To the first time Blaine held his hand, to the first time he heard Blaine sing to him. He didn't like to admit it, but he knew that Blaine had sung Teenage Dream to him that night, he knew it was the truth and the thought always gave him butterflies.
To stop himself thinking about Blaine he decided to check his phone. Yeah, it was no way to stop thinking about Blaine as it was he who had text him.
'Hey Kurt, how's it going? Up to much today? Do you remember when we were in The Lima Bean and you made that Swan out of the receipt and gave it to me? I just found it! It's now sat on to of my TV! It's so cute! I've named it Won Won!'
Kurt coudn't help but laugh at his adorable best friend. He remembered that swan, he was going through a phase of origami and would make animals out of anything. He was shocked and surprised to hear that Blaine still had it, even if he had lost it at some point. And naming it Won Won, after Ron in the sixth Harry Potter? That boy has some serious issues he thought as he typed out a reply.
'Hey Blaine, I am okay thank you! What about you? I am spending the day baking my famous Christmas Cupcakes! What about you? Anything exciting planned today? Wow, you still have that? Why would you keep it? It's just an old receipt. Won Won? Are you serious Blaine?'
He sent the text and started thinking about how Blaine had been there for him in every situation he's found himself in over the past four/five months. Blaine had been the rock and support system when Kurt needed him the most and he was forever grateful.
He was grateful for the series of unfortunate events that led him to Dalton that day.
Because they also led him to Blaine.
Kurt had just finished putting the first two trays of cup cakes in the oven, he set the timer for half an hour and hung his apron back where it belonged on the back of the door. He put the kettle on and made his way upstairs to find his notepad, an envelope, his favourite pen and the memory box he kept hidden under his bed.
He placed all of his bits on the kitchen table and then continued making his coffee before he sat down and made a start on this letter to Blaine.
He put everything into this letter, he had never thought about writing a letter to Blaine, he'd written Journal entries about him but never thought of writing anything to him, directly.
Everything Kurt had ever felt towards Blaine was written in this letter, he asked him questions that he'd thought about asking him for weeks. He told him some of his deepest thoughts.
He and Blaine had shared many memorable moments since they became best friends but one of Kurt's favourites would have to be when they performed Baby It's Cold Outside only two weeks ago. He spoke about the thought's that ran through his mind throughout out the performance and what he wanted from Blaine.
He was almost done with his letter when Finn returned to the kitchen, obviously smelling the almost cooked Cup Cakes.
"How's the love letter doing bro?" Finn said reaching into the fridge for another drink.
"It's not a love letter" Kurt said stubbornly. "It's just a, a, a.."
"..Love letter. Yeah I know."
"Ugh! Okay it might be a love letter, but he's never going to see it so it doesn't count."
"It still counts" Finn said teasing him, "So, do you feel better now?"
Kurt nodded as he looked down at the letter "Yeah I do."
"Aren't I a genius!" Finn yelled putting his hand out for a high five.
Kurt couldn't help but smile as he stuck out his and allowed his brother to high five him, with a lot of force he might add. "You have your moments."
"That's good enough for me!" Finn said making his way over to the oven..
Kurt's attention turned back to his unfinished letter as he wondered what his parting few paragraphs should be.. "Don't even think about it Finn!"
"What?" Finn said, his voice sounding dumbstruck.
"You know what, now, leave. They are not ready."
"Ugh! Kurt you're so unfair!" He yelled before heading back upstairs to play some more xbox.
Kurt finished off his letter talking about the things he done yesterday and the one thing he wanted for Christmas, and that was Blaine.
The parting line made him laugh every time. He wondered what Blaine would think if he actually read this letter. He knew he should send it. He knew he shouldn't. They were friends. He didn't want to ruin what they had..
Once the letter was finished he signed it and placed it in the envelope, he sealed it shut and wrote Blaine's address on the front in his cute, child like, yet neat handwriting. Before kissing the envelope and shutting it away in his memory box.
Kurt felt so much better for expressing his feelings, even if it was to a single piece of paper. He felt like he was no longer keeping things to himself, he felt, he felt free and at peace. He smiled as he grabbed the oven mitt and took the first tray out of oven and placed it on the side to cool, he then did the same with the second before putting the third and forth batch into cook.
Once all four batches had been cooked and they had cooled down he spent the entire afternoon listening to Katy Perry, (Mostly Teenage Dream, it had been on repeat for at least an hour now,) and decorating his 40 christmas cupcakes.
He was in a great mood, and he couldn't wait to talk to Blaine on the phone tonight.
I dunno what you guys think of this but I hope you like it, I will probably keep going with this story anyway because I am enjoy writing it. I just hope you guys enjoy reading it..
Reviews would be most welcome, even if it's just one! :)
Kaylee x
