Note: Thank you to Envy-pride'ed for reviewing and pointing out a few mistakes/things I could fix!
I'm sorry if I confused a few of my readers with the little time skip at the beginning of the first chapter! I added a timeskip note and fixed it up, so it should be less confusing now! Sorry!
Chapter Warnings: Fapping action, bad language, remembering naughty dreams. (Just... in the opposite order.)
Chapter o2 – Stains
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"Envy!" he gasped, and instead of feeling the anger and rage well up on him like it normally would have, the images of last night's dream flashed in his head. Envy, naked, and above him, his legs between his own, and a hand resting beside his head. One hand was trailing down his chest, and he could suddenly feel it again. He could even smell it. He nearly gasped out another time, and was horrified to realize he was half hard already.
"Hello, Edward," Envy said cheerfully, as though he hadn't just killed something or like he wasn't dealing with this stupid shrimp.
"W-what are you doing here?!" Ed tried to control his runaway mind and to force horrible and gross thoughts into it instead of the ones there to help him stop growing any harder, and possibly kill it. Please, GO DOWN! He couldn't let Envy see it! Ed hoped the wrinkles in his pants hid any odd lumps. Ugly thoughts! Ugly thoughts! What were ugly thoughts? Hohenheim! Armstrong! Scar! Anything to make it go DOWN!
"Hm?" Envy raised an eyebrow. Did he just stutter? "Why, I'm here to remind you of your place, shrimp. You're getting a little too nosey again."
That worked. Well, it worked to stop those perverse thoughts, but it didn't make his cock go down. Hearing that voice, even if it was insulting him, was keeping him hard, though luckily it wasn't growing anymore.
"I am NOT a small, insignificant, microscopic SHRIMP!" Ed raged at the other seemingly teenaged homunculus. And oh god, don't look at me like that, it's making it worse! He could feel his face heating up as he continued glaring at the other.
Envy kept his eyebrow raised and crossed his arms. If he could, he would have switched off and raised the other eyebrow, but, unfortunately for this situation, he was only capable of working that one brow. "Has anyone ever told you that you have an overactive imagination, brat? Listen, I don't have time for this, okay? Father's told me to put you back in your place and to keep your nose out of things that don't concern you. Have you forgotten that we know where that little bitch of yours lives?"
"Why you…" Ed clenched his fists and gritted his teeth. He wanted to rip the homunculus apart, and teach him of his place. If it weren't for the truth behind his words, the fact that one of his best friends, Winry, was in trouble…
"So! Now that the little rumor about this place has been fixed, thanks to me—" Envy said this with an emphasizing hand placed on his chest, "—you have no more reason to be here, do you Fullmetal bean?"
"Fuck you, Ugly!" Ed yelled, putting the emphasis on the ugly part, to make it seem like a play off of Envy.
For a second, nothing happened, then a big, fat vein popped up beside Envy's eye, "You little bitch! You puny, itty-bitty, pitiful excuse of an alchemist bitch! How dare you call Envy ugly?!"
"Ha! Well, I just did, you stupid cow!" Ed was starting to have his own veins pop up on him too, and although his hard-on wasn't completely gone, it was mostly forgotten at that point. Did that bastard just call him a puny, itty-bitty, pitiful, extremely miniature excuse of an alchemist?! Why, he was going to kick Envy's ass!
Insults flew between them, each saying something nastier than the other. And, with each insult, they unwittingly took a step nearer each other. Without even realizing it, the two were getting closer, and before they knew it, there was only 10 feet between them, and it was closing fast.
"Chibi!" Step.
"Palm tree!" Step.
A few more colorful insults later, along with a few more steps, and they were face to face, yelling at each other. After a particularly hurtful comment, Envy grabbed Ed's collar, pulling him up off his feet a bit and yelling back at him.
"Listen you, I don't really want to start anything, but if you don't shut that stupid little mouth of yours, I'll be forced to make you lose another arm, runt!"
Ed had been ready to supply a comeback, to retaliate in kind to the stupid homunculus, but then Envy grabbed him, and for a split second, while Envy's hand made contact with his skin, even with the shirt in the way, all he could think of was the past night's dream. Hands on him, lips over him; touching.
Envy's yelling brought him out of his daze, only to make him more aware of their situation. He could feel Envy's breathe on his face, and he could smell him now. It was still musky, probably because of his true form, but it smelt different than he dreamt. It was more heady and a little less pleasant, but nevertheless it still made his cock jump to attention.
"ED!" at the sound of his name, Ed snapped out of it and finally paid attention to what Envy was saying, "HEY! Are you listening to me in there?!" He felt a couple of rough knocks on his head and tried to move away from it. He pushed a hand out to shove Envy away.
The shove caught Envy by surprise, and caused him to lose his balance. He took a step back, tripped over his own foot, and started taking a plummeting trip to the floor. Unfortunately for Edward, Envy didn't let go while on his little trip, and he was brought down along with him. The next moment, Ed was on top of Envy, his legs spread on either side of the homunculus', and his hands and arms on either side of him too.
The first thing Ed noticed was the heat. He felt like he was lying on a heated bed! One that was both soft and firm at the same time, full of muscles and exposed skin. Of Envy's muscles and exposed skin. He immediately wished he wasn't wearing a shirt, so he could feel the exposed midriff, and just as quickly felt appalled by his own thoughts. He wanted what now?! There was no way he wanted to feel Envy's skin! Or those hands… or those lips… or something else either. And there was no way he was getting off on the smell of the guy below him, or the feel of his breath brushing right next to his ear. There was no way he was getting harder from the feel of his legs spread and the other's between them.
Wait. He was hard?! S-shit! He should get up. Right now. Get up, get away from Envy, and leave. Do as the bastard was saying and go. Never come back to this blasted hell hole, either! He should of… but the feel was so enticing, even if he hated it, that his whole body refused to listen to his screaming mind. It was sending all these images and feelings, and his mind was trying to push them all aside with common sense. Envy would notice at any moment, damn it!
Envy, though, was a bit too busy recollecting his thoughts to notice anything besides the pain on the back of his head. He had taken a pretty rough fall, and while his body did heal quickly, it didn't always erase the pain right away. He reached up to rub it with his right hand, but it was trapped under something heavy. That was strange, was something on him?
Suddenly he came back to his full senses and realized something, or someone, was on him. He could feel warmth against his exposed skin, and hear and feel a quickened breathing against his ear. It was definitely a someone. And with a moment's thought, Envy recalled where he was, and who he was with, and that the only person that could be on top of him was none other than Edward Elric. Opening his eyes, Envy confirmed this fact and glared at the golden mass of hair right next to his face.
"What the fuck, shrimp?! Get off me!" Envy snapped and shifted as though to push the teen off, but that was when he felt it. There was something there, pressed against his leg. Something hard, like some sort of lump. And something about it made his heartbeat quicken and him start to sweat. Ed's legs where on either side of him, and that sure as hell didn't feel like anything metallic, or whatever the hell that kid or any normal person might have in their pockets. And besides, with the way his legs were positioned… it had to be his dick. Oh god, the Fullmetal brat was sporting a boner against his leg!
Wait... did this mean he was hard for him?
Just as the thought was formed, there was a whirl of blond, a flash of red and black, and he suddenly felt cold, exposed, and a bit lighter. Finally that bean had gotten off him, but that didn't change the fact that he had just felt the boy's boner against his leg! Or the fact that it made Envy feel a little flushed and possibly a little hot and bothered himself. But that was only a normal reaction, right? Just because he was a homunculus didn't mean he couldn't get horny, and just because he was Envy, didn't mean he couldn't feel lust or any other emotion. And anyone who felt that against him would react the same!
Ed didn't say anything, he simply stood there, blushing and panting, and not all of it entirely from struggling to get up so fast. There was something in the look of Envy's eye that made him believe Envy knew; that he had felt it. And as the homunculus sat there, he gave a quick downward glance, and Ed suddenly knew he knew. It took every ounce of his will not to shove his hands in front of his crotch, because that would make it even more obvious, right? He didn't want to add more attention to his situation than there already was!
After a few moments of nothing, Envy got up and the two continued staring at each other. Ed, to try and figure out the homunculus' reaction, to know if he was going to call him out for it, tease him, or attack him, and Envy because he was trying to understand what the hell had gotten the alchemist horny in the first place. Maybe he was just desperate? Been too long since his last fuck or something. Had he ever fucked? Was the brat a virgin?
The thought almost made Envy grin. He may not have had any real interest in Ed, but he was definitely evil all the way around, and things like that made him want to laugh. He would have too, but he was still a bit too shocked and confused to react properly.
He had never thought about the shrimp in that way, and now how could he not? He had gotten a boner on his leg! Envy almost shivered at the thought. He'd had sex before, of course, but that didn't mean he didn't react to it. Right now it was a mixture of being dumbfounded, stunned, confused, and slightly aroused. He was probably a little red in the face too. Fuck, Envy didn't GET red in the face! Unless it was with rage. That was understandable.
He just didn't get this, though!
Envy had to get out of there. He realized that if he stayed he would probably do something he shouldn't. He didn't understand what exactly this all meant, but he knew he didn't want to stay and find out. He could figure it out on his own later on. Right now, though, he really needed to hightail it out of there.
"Stop snooping around, shrimp. If you don't, we'll make sure to pay that girl a little visit, and she may end up resembling you in the limbs department, got it?" And with that said, Envy turn and ran. He didn't make it look like he was running away, simply like he had someplace way more important to be then there, and he had to run to get there. He didn't want to be near that twit anymore, and needed some time to sort through what the fuck just happened. Hopefully the idiot would get it through his thick skull this time around to stay out of trouble.
He better, because Envy didn't feel like making anymore trips to visit.
Ed stared dumbly as Envy turn and ran, quickly and gracefully leaving the room, and probably heading back to that Father-guy's headquarters. After a while, he snapped out of his daze and cursed to himself.
Shit! He had just gotten hard on Envy's leg! Like a fucking dog! Just… minus the humping! But oh god, he had gotten so close to doing that... Ed then realized what he was just thinking and smacked himself in the face. Damn it, that wasn't supposed to happen! They should have yelled, fought, maybe beat each other up a bit, but then go their own separate ways to deal with each other later on. That was what was supposed to happen! They both knew it, and that's what they both had expected, so why the hell did Ed have to go and get majorly boned! And then rub it all on Envy?! The thought suddenly brought on a load of perverted images and he gasped and fought himself not to grasp his dick through his pants. He was so hard it almost hurt! And now he couldn't get the pictures of him and Envy, naked, together, and rubbing up along each others bodies, out of his head!
Ed groaned out at the thoughts and near painful erection he was sporting. God, his pants were so tight… maybe if he just loosened them a bit, then his dick wouldn't feel so damn confined! Ed fumbled with his belt, desperate to give his dick some breathing room to possibly cool it down a little, but as soon as his heated cock met the cool air around him, it only made things ten times worse. He gasped out, and his left hand, which was already loosely on his cock to get it out, tightened, causing his gasp to turn into a long desperate moan.
He stood there, his hand clenched to his dick and breathing raggedly, trying to will his hand off of himself. He did not want to touch himself to the thought of Envy. Envy was the enemy! He wasn't even human! He started the Ishibalan war! He was the reason behind Scar, behind Winry almost becoming a killer! He killed Hughes! He had caused so much trouble in Ed's life! He could not allow himself to think about him like that! It would practically make him a traitor!
And yet… even though he had removed has hand from himself, he could still see it there, twitching and desperate to grab himself, and his dick was so swollen with need and lust that just looking at it hurt. Even after listing all the horrible things Envy had done, images of things he hadn't done, but dreamt, filtered through. He could picture Envy, and feel him, and smell him, and taste him. It made his senses go haywire, and even though he knew he shouldn't, even though he hated that he did, he wanted him. It crushed a part of his heart to know he wanted—that he lusted—over the enemy. It was, in a sense, a betrayal to the people, to his friends, to the ones he had promised to protect. It was a betrayal to his mother. Yet he still wanted him. He still wanted everything he had experienced in that dream, and he wanted to touch himself so bad, he could nearly feel tears prickling at the corners of his eyes in his desperation.
Maybe this once, if he indulged in his forbidden desires, it would wash them away. Maybe it would get it out of his mind, and he could continue on with his life. Ed knew he had done a lot of wrong and bad things in his life so far, and if there was a hell, he knew he was being sent there already, so… why not one more bad thing?
With a shaky metal hand, Ed removed his white glove from the other and then reached back down with the gloveless hand and lightly brushed his fingers along his penis, feeling the soft velvety skin and the light veins under it. His breath hitched at the simple touch, and he did it again, trailing his fingertips to the head, before grasping it with the tips of his fingers and rubbing his thumb against the slit. Ed moaned out, and felt his knees wobble. He rubbed it again, pushing the tip deeper into the small opening and moaning louder.
Without even realizing, Ed had shakily wobbled his way to the nearest section of exposed wall, and used it to support him. He placed his automail hand, still clenched and holding onto the left's white glove, against the wall and leaned forward to the point where his head was almost against it too. He brushed his fingers along his cock, having a light grasp on it, and moaned out once more. He imagined Envy was standing behind him, leaning in and whispering sexual and degrading things into his ear while just barely toying with him. He asked Ed to beg, and he did.
"O-oh god, Envy! P-please! Touch me! T-take my cock in your hand and j-jerk me off!" Ed could feel the blush forming on his cheeks from saying such naughty things and just as though Envy was finally giving in, he took his cock fully in his hand and squeezed, rubbing his thumb against the skin as he recovered from the sudden warmth embracing his dick. Deep inside, he knew he would never say such things to Envy or anyone. Words like that would be too embarrassing, and he would never give another man the pleasure of hearing him beg, let alone Envy. This moment was simply one of pure raw passion. It was Ed's secret fantasy, one of the types you always thought about in the privacy of your own mind, but would never actually act upon. This moment, this fall from his set path, was only meant for him. No one else would ever have to know, and no one else would ever have to see it.
Ed continued picturing Envy behind him. He could feel the older teenaged-looking homunculus against his back and pressing against him. Ed could imagine that he could feel the other's cock even, hard and pushing against the dip between his butt cheeks. He let out a long, low groan when he started moving his hand with a purposely slow and torturous pace, just like he knew Envy would. Envy would get impatient after a while, but he knew the homunculus would want to draw out Ed's pain, even if it was a pleasurable one, as long as he possibly could. After a while Ed picked up the pace, causing him to gasp and moan at every jerk of the hand.
A few minutes later, Ed felt his balls contracting and then the waves of his climax hitting. He cried out at the first wave of it and his whole body tensed and shivered. His cum splattered against the wall and floor while a few drops slid down his pulsing cock to his hand. With a few more upward strokes, he coaxed the rest of his cum out, and watched as it seeped down and over his fingers.
He stood there, simply panting and recovering for a moment. He couldn't remember the last time he had cum so violently. His face felt all flushed and he wanted nothing more than to take a little nap. Ed never thought fantasizing about the enemy could be so satisfying, but it was probably the best jerk-off he'd ever experienced.
He could still picture Envy there, too, behind him, holding him and nuzzling into his ear. He would whisper sweet nothings now while kissing and nipping at him. A hand would run up and under his shirt, caressing his skin, and the other would follow. The thoughts felt so personal, so silly and all too realistic, that he suddenly felt embarrassed and ashamed at himself.
Ed stared down to the white mess he had left with disgust, and wiped his hand off against the wall to get rid of any of his left over cum. He tried to ignore the few lines of quickly cooling cum on his dick and shoved it back into his pants. Still a little flushed, he pulled his glove back on and fixed his pants. Ed turned to leave, ready to find his brother and tell him there was nothing there; end of the road, but his eyes fell upon the dark puddle of crusting blood in the corner. Suddenly he remembered the poor chimera, and the reason why he was here. He could feel the disgust well up inside him, at what he had seen, what Envy had done, what had happened, and finally his own fall to another sin. The pure repulsion of it all piled together and almost made him throw up. He found himself leaning against the wall again, staring at his own pile of cum.
What had he done?
Quickly, Ed straightened himself out and fled from the room, switching off the light as he went to hide the evidence of what had happened. He ran down the hallways, quickly heading back to the meeting point. At every room he turned out the lights he had turned on, wanting to erase the vision of where he had just been and what he had just done away. He knew he was running away, but what else could he do? He couldn't tell anyone! It was bad enough that Envy knew he had gotten hard over him! If Al knew… Ed gulped, he didn't want to think what Al would say or do if he knew. Al was a very nice person, and very level headed, but once you got him angry, he could be worse than Ed.
About ten minutes later, Ed was panting and on the last hallway. He took a minute to recover. If Al saw him like this, he would ask what happened, then Ed would have to make something up, and if Al decided to say 'let's check it out' how would Ed say no? What could he say? When the panting subsided to only a lightly heavy breathing, Ed continued on, jogging to make it seemed like that was the reason behind his partial breathlessness. Al wouldn't ask if he languidly jogged there, right? Ed was almost always in a hurry.
Once he turned down the final stretch of hallway, Ed was met with the sight of his brother waiting for him at the meeting spot. In less than half a minute, the distance was closed and he was greeted by Al.
"Oh, brother! You're back!" Al waved to him, and Ed could tell by his posture, even if he was only a hunk of armor, that Al was relieved to see him.
"Yeah! And all that time and I didn't find a thing!" Ed came to a stop and shrugged with a sigh of defeat to make his lie seem truer.
"I didn't find thing either… Do you think maybe that rumor really was only a rumor? I mean, this was obviously a testing facility, but I couldn't find anything valuable at all. Not even stray documents!"
"I don't know, I guess it's possible. Maybe there was something here that we just missed? Or maybe it went somewhere else? There are lots of abandoned buildings... " Ed let his thought drop and turned it somewhere else, "I couldn't find any real information either. There were a few papers here and there, but all of it was basic things, nothing we need."
"I guess we didn't have much luck again," Al said with a sort of dejected tone.
"Nope, I guess we didn't." The two brothers stood together, silent. Both reflected on their own adventures that were as different as day and night. After a moment, Ed perked up and decided it was time to leave this dump, and never come back. "We should go, Al. Nothing seems to be here, so let's just head back."
"Yeah," Al agreed quietly.
The Elric brothers turned and left the way they came. Tomorrow they would go back to Central for a while, and maybe take some time to explore some other places that they might learn of on the way.
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Okay, Chapter o2 is up!
Not sure when Chapter o3 will be up... but I'll continue working on it. -w-
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