Scruffy and Curly:
2) Theory lessons 2
I woke up almost screaming out loud. I took in my room as I breathed heavily. I looked at my phone and saw that it was just almost 10. I wiped the sweat from my face and jumped out of bed. I was not about to go back to bed after that. I was not going to risk that I would fall asleep and go back to that dream. No way.
I decided to take a shower to wash the sweat from my body. And that dirty horrible thing. I quickly got undressed and stepped under the spray. I relaxed immediately; showers had that effect on me. I closed my eyes and took calming breaths. It was just a dream. Just a dream. I let the water run down my body, loving the feeling.
A flash of his skin interrupted my relaxed state. I tried to think about something else, but then the feeling of his lips traveling down my back came back. I opened my eyes and turned the water hotter. It had no effect, the memories of the dream kept coming back. A hand running down my side, pulling me close against him. His stubble hard and sharp against my shoulder.
"For fucks sake." I cursed and took the soap from a rack hanging above my head. I looked down and saw that now I had a morning boner.
"Goddammed." I cursed again sighed. I refused to wank now, because I was not going to wank and think about the sex dream I had about driving school's teacher. And his ginger hair and blue eyes. Lips that could just… Oh wait no fuck no. I was not going that road. I stubbornly ignored my boner and went on washing my body, carefully avoiding the problem area. I turned the water freezing cold with the hopes that mini me down there would just freeze and fall off.
I had another theory lesson at five. If I spent some extra time in front of the mirror – I would never admit it to anyone. Thank god my little sister Gemma wasn't in because she would have noticed that and then I'd have to think about who I was dressing up for and my dream about that guy and that wasn't a good idea. So I just tried to get on with it as fast as possible.
I left to the school twenty five minutes before and rode my scooter in peace. I walked in nervously, not sure if Scruffy Ed was in yet. To my relief he wasn't, but I was still fifteen minutes early. I greeted the other driver teacher and sat down on one of the chairs.
Couple minutes later the door opened and Flirty Louis walked in. He was wearing jeans that I had to look a second longer to realize that they actually were jeans – they were that tight.
He spotted me and walked over, sitting down on the chair next to me.
"Well hello Harry! Where did you disappear yesterday?" he asked. I looked at him questioningly.
"Me? You were the one who ran after that…. dude yesterday." I chuckled -of course forgetting the blond guy's name.
"Oh Niall? I just went to talk to him." he said and turned his body towards me. What a flirt.
"Yeah you almost ran me up, you were going that fast." I joked and shook my head.
"Well. He seemed nice." Louis shrugged and smiled. "what's up with you then?" he asked.
"Not much. Just working and stuff. " I said.
"Where do you work?" Louis asked.
"We have a family business, we deliver add papers. Not glamorous but… I get a check every month so." I said and he smiled widely at me.
"D'you deliver mail boxes or apartment buildings? I did that for a year or so when I was younger." he said and I smiled. We had something in common.
"Both, but it's mostly apparent buildings." I said and smiled cockily.
"You must have a great figure because of that. I'd know, I have experience and all." he said I blushed.
"Ha ha. Really funny." I said and tried to hide my red face but I was sure he saw it anyway. He just winked and diverted my eyes from his.
"Hello all!" a cheery voice came from my right. I might have jumped around two meters from my chair as Scruffy Ed walked in from behind me.
"Oh sorry Harry did I scare you?" he asked.
"Uh a bit." I admitted and tried smiling.
"Well like I said yesterday, car accidents aren't the main reason that kills you here! First too funny jokes and then heart attack." he said and winked, laying his arm on my shoulder. I looked at his hand and felt the color raise in to my cheeks again. Flashes how those fingers traveled down my chest slowly and teasing, hooking a finger on my jeans... Those memories were not allowed inside my head.
"...right mate?" I heard him Ed ask. I looked up and met his blue eyes. I felt all blood rush downstairs and quickly looked away. This was going to be hell.
"Uh yea." I said, even though I had no idea what he had been talking about. My answer seemed to fit in the convo as he just smiled and told everyone to come in. I took a moment – pretending to tie my laces - and took calming breaths. When I was done, I walked in to the class room, thinking of bald kittens and lemons and old people without teeth. It seemed to the trick.
"Okay hello everyone again, I'm Ed if you already forgot. Today we'll start by doing this paper for the police, just a couple of crosses and a signature and that's it. I'll just holler your name and you can come and get your paper. Okay let's start with uh Louis Tomlinson?" Scruffy Ed said and Louis raised his hand next to me.
"Okay then Niall Horan?" he read from the paper.
"He's not here." Louis stated form next to me.
"Okay then. Emily? There you are. And then ah Harry here." he said and automatically walked over to me after reading my name.
"he remembered who I am? why did he do that? this is just our second day. you're over analyzing it you git. just because you had a dirty dirty sex dream about him, doesn't me he had one about you too." I thought to myself. I took the paper and avoided his eyes. I just got my boner under control, I wasn't about to ruin that.
"Okay don't put any markings on the paper yet, you have to use a black pen. Those blue ones aren't allowed. Yeah I know, a tad odd but that's the government's decision not mine!" Ed laughed and handed out black pens.
"I don't have one for everyone so just share okay? " he said and passed out pens for the girls on the corner. He walked over to us and asked me:
"D'you have a black pen?" He looked me in the eyes and I cursed inside my head. Those eyes. I could remember them from my dream. Dammed. I remember how they had been demanding and a touch darker because of all the want and lust.
"I uh... No I don't" I stammered, the memories coming back to me.
"Here, have this one." Scruffy Ed said and handed out a pen. I avoided by all cost that our fingers wouldn't brush.
"Okay so now we'll go through the correct driving position. " Scruffy Ed announced and walked in front of the class.
"So when you step in, you need to set the seat right, make sure you reach the pedals. So first the mirrors, then the seat. The seat has to be close enough, but not so far that you can't reach the wheel. One thing you have to remember is the head rest. It's really important, even though many people forget about it. Without it in collisions or if you speed up really fast, you head tilts backwards and that's not good." he explained and demonstrated. He twisted his head backwards to show how dangerous that can be. To me it was just like watching porn. As he tilted his head, he exposed his neck. It was white and creamy and I remember liking it in my dream. I quickly shook that thought out.
"Then when you sit behind the wheel and stretch out your hands, your wrists should land on the wheel. That's how you know that you're close enough." he went on and so did the porn show. He rose his hands up in front of him and his shirt rode up .with it.
"oh no please do not move your hands any higher okay please-" I thought but the same second he started to explain how high the seat should be.
"- so you don't want to seat to be so low that you have to reach up to the wheel." he explained and reached his arms almost past his ears. And yes, his shirt rode up and I saw the rubber of his boxers.
"Dear god." I muttered to myself.
"What?" Louis asked from next to me.
"Oh nothing. Nothing." I said, but wasn't able to tear my eyes away from the sight in front of me.
Everyone else were laughing at Ed's silly demonstrations, and I tried my hardest, but the flashes of him liking my skin and going down down down until he reached what I wanted him to reach filled my mind.
"I'm so screwed."
Well the rest of that lesson was absolute and utter nightmare. I had to watch Ed The Idiot bounce around in his stupid jeans and stupid hoodie.
At one point I had to control my laughter because when I thought about this, I have been in two of his classes and went through quite a load of emotions. First it was immediate… attraction let's call it that, then chocking, almost dying, back to attraction, then to sex dreams, embarrassment, laughter, back to sexual frustration and now hate. In two classes. And I still had a hell of a lot to go.
The class went on Ed being and idiot and me trying to control my boner.
"Okay we could take a small break now everyone." Ed announced and clapped his hands together. "there's a coffee slash hot chocolate automate in the lobby and if you're quick – and that means getting there before me – you might even get a cookie." he said and winked.
I sighed in relief for the moment of not having to watch Ed dance around in his stupid jeans.
"You want coffee?" Louis asked but I just shrugged my head. It was already way too hot in the room for me so coffee wouldn't make that any better.
"I'll go get one, I'm tired, was a rough night, if you know what I mean." Louis got up winking. It took me a moment to catch on but then I covered my ears in horror.
"Louis! I just met you and you're telling me that kind of stuff!" I exclaimed.
"What? My little sister was ill and I had to take care of her. What did you think you pervert?" he laughed and with a pat on my shoulder – that lingered – he walked out from the room.
"What was that about?" Scruffy Ed asked as he walked towards my table. His hips swung when he walked and I wondered if that was intentional or just natural.
"Oh just Louis taking a piss at me." I said and waved vaguely to the direction Louis went.
"You two known each other together long?" he asked and sat on the table like yesterday. But this time I wasn't standing a few meters from him, but just next to him and his crotch was lined up pretty perfectly lined up and this was so wrong.
"Wh-what?" Oh no we're not like that. I mean there's nothing wrong with being like that, it's awesome really, I have tried and there's nothing wrong with being like that you know like gay, like I am. And I don't even know if Louis is like that, I mean we just only met. In this course I mean. Not before, I haven't met him before and uh..." I faded off as I realized what the fuck I did. I just confessed that I'm gay. To another person who I barely knew. God my grandparents didn't even know. At this rate the cashier of the local food store knew before them.
"I meant as in friends but okay." Ed said and I looked at him my mouth open. So I just confessed that I'm gay and he didn't even ask if we were together?
"As friends?" I repeated.
"Yeah." Ed smiled. "but good to know that too." he said. He was smiling nicely and politely and I wanted to hit myself with a chair. I was not going to this course ever again. Ever.
"Excuse me; I'll just use the toilet." I said far too formally and left my seat.
"Sure thing mate." Ed said and clapped me on the shoulder. What was this clapping-Harry-in-the-shoulder thing anyways?
I didn't stay to ponder about that for too long, just excited and locked myself in the toilet as fast as I could. I thought about drowning myself in the sink, but came to the conclusion that it was too small.
…..
The rest of the class went by me trying to avoid any eye contact with Ed Who Knew I Was Gay. Louis looked at me oddly and asked if I was okay (well to be fair I was hunching my head down above the table) but I just told him that I had a headache.
"Okay that is it for today. I'll see you all tomorrow." Ed said and I was almost out of the door when he called after me.
"Hey Harry! Wait up, we need to reserve a driver lesson for you." he yelled after me. I squeezed my eyes shut for a moment before turning around.
"You were in a hurry to get your license wasn't I right?" Ed asked and I nodded.
"Everyone else can go but Harry stay with me for a moment." Ed said and I felt as my heart started beading harder. Alone? With him? No.
But still everyone left (selfish bastards) I was left alone with Ed the Guy With Amazing Timing
"So when are you free?" he asked me as he walked behind the office desk.
"Uhh... Pretty much any time." I said and he nodded.
"Let's see when we have free time… How about tomorrow at 10?" he asked and looked up at me. His eyes were all blue and shining and it was so unfair. Why couldn't he be ugly and really rude about me being gay or just as awkward as I was about the thing?
"Yea sure. " I agreed and looked at my toes.
"I'll see you then!" he said happily and I was out of the door quicker than a formula one car.