Hey guys so I know I didn't do a note before in the first chapter. But this like my third or forth try at doing a supernatural fanfic and I'm pretty nervous because lets face it guys I love the show and I love Dean and Sam. So that's why I'm doing this. Anyways hope you guys like it. Oh P.S I'm posting all the chapters that I have written right now because I don't have net and I'm using my cousins computer while she's away for a bit so this way I don't just leave you guys hanging so long.

Two week Dean had been gone a full two week. It had been the longest two weeks of Lexie, Sam and Bobby's lives. Especially Lexie's sure it was hard on Sam and Bobby but it was extremely hard on her. Sam didn't leave the house much when he did it was always with a bottle in his hand and it was always to go on a job to find a demon that could bring Dean back. Bobby threw himself into his work and went on jobs. Lexie mean while hardly left her room. She wouldn't eat or drink anything the only thing she did was cry. But when she did leave her room it was to only go to one place the impala. She would spend hours and hours laying in the car listening to the radio station that had been left on and crying into the drivers seat and begging Dean to come back to them.

Bobby tried everything he could to help her and Sam did the same. He'd take on her jobs with him and she seem to be alright until night would come and then she cry herself to sleep with his brother's name on her lips. Finally after a whole week of doing jobs with Sam and trying to move on from losing the one person she loved more then anything Lexie couldn't take it anymore. It was a week to the day that Dean had been killed and Lexie hadn't come out of her room yet. Bobby and Sam were downstairs in the kitchen drinking a beer and talking.

"Has she even so much as moved since you two got back last night?" Bobby asked.

"No. She... she been locked up there all day. I tried to.. I've tried talking to her but she won't answer the door." Sam said.

"She loved him. Stubborn and as hard headed as Dean was Lexie loved him." Bobby said.

"Do you think Dean knew about how she felt about him?" Sam asked.

"I don't know. Maybe he did maybe he didn't."

Sam was about to say something when they heard the front door swing open and then slam shut again. Bobby sighed as he looked out the window. There was Lexie still in her night clothes walking out to the car. Bobby looked back at Sam and motioned for him to come look. Sam got up from the table and walked over to the window. He saw Lexie getting in on Dean's side of the car and close the door.

"Maybe we should call Ellen or Jo to come talk to her. I mean they might can reach her better then we can." Sam said.

"No one is going to able to reach her son. The only person that could reach her would be Dean and his gone Sam." Bobby said.

"Then I guess it's up to me." Sam said.

"It's up to both of us. I think she'll need you more then me though." Bobby said.

"What makes you think that?" Sam asked.

"Because your Dean's brother. Your the only link she has to him. Believe me Sam she's going to need you way more then she will me." Bobby said.

"She'll barley speck to me Bobby I mean how … How can I be there for her if she won't talk to me." Sam asked.

"Son she's hurting just as much we are if not more and right now she won't want to talk anyone even me. So I say for now just go talk to her if she won't talk back then she'll at least listen. But if she does talk. Just let her talk. Let her get everything out she needs to this Sam. Other wise she's going to into a dark place just like John did and hunting will take over her life." Bobby said.

Sam didn't even have think a second longer about talking to Lexie. After Bobby said that. There was no way in hell he was going to let hunting run Lexie's life. Like it had done to him and Dean. Lexie was still young she still had her whole life a head of her. There was countless times when Sam had wished he'd never gone with Dean to work that job when he was still at Stanford. If he had gone Jesse would still be alive. He'd have gone to law school, gotten married and had kids by now. But no thanks to Yellow Eyes that didn't happen. Thanks to the demon blood running in his vanes he could never be normal. Not to mention that now hunting was the only thing he cared about. There had been a time when Sam dreamed of going back to school and getting his law degree. But he knew now that wasn't going to happen.

He walked to the car and open the passenger side door to find Lexie curled up in a ball with her face pressed to the back of the driver side. Sam couldn't help but want to cry when he saw the shape that Lexie was in. It broke his to his best friend in such a shape. He reached over and placed his hand on her arm. Which startled Lexie and she jumped up.

"Lex easy it's just me." Sam said.

"Sammy... what... what are you doing out here?" Lexie asked.

"I though we could talk about everything." Sam said.

"What is there to talk about Sam? Dean is gone and there is no way to bring him back." Lexie said.

"I know. It's just Dean wouldn't want to see you like this Lex. I mean curled up crying in his car, listening to his radio sneaking into his room at night to sleep on his bed." Sam said

"Hey I don't... okay so what if I do. I love him Sam. Nothing is every going to change that."

"I know you love him Lexie. I've been your shoes. When I lost Jess if felt my whole world had come crashing down around me. I threw myself into the job because I though if I could just kill Yellow Eyes then maybe I could get revenge for Jess. Guess what his dead but that didn't bring her back."

"You killed the cross demons and Lilith and that did work out so well. His still gone."

Sam sighed and then though for a second.

"Lexie do you blame me?" Sam asked.

"What are you talking about why would I blame you?"

"Because Dean is dead and it's all my fault." Sam said.

"Sammy.. hey look at me." Lexie said as she took Sam's face in her hands.

"You didn't asked to be stabbed that night. So no I don't blame you. I blame the person who stabbed you and the yellow eyed demon. But I could never blame you."

Sam gave her a small smile but she could see the tears prickling in his eyes clear as day. Lexie knew how much Sam blamed himself for Dean deaths. And how he felt like it was all his fault that his brother had been taken to hell all because he had turned his back on someone he though he could trust and he ended up getting stabbed. Dean had been heart broken and completely irrational. Lexie remembered hearing how he had snapped at Bobby. And then when they show'd up a few hours later back home. Bobby had taken Dean outside and yelled at him for giving his soul to the cross roads demon.

"I blame myself." Sam said suddenly snapping Lexie out of her gaze.

"What why?"

"Because if Mom hadn't died because of me. If I didn't have these dam demon blood in me then Mom, Jesse, Dad and Dean would all still be alive. I wish it had been me that died that night instead." Sam said.

"Sammy hey don't ever wish that okay. What happen to Mary that night was an accident you were a baby there was nothing you could have done. And by the way I'm glad your alive. I mean your my best friend and I don't know what I'd do without you." Lexie said.

Sam smiled at Lexie even though it didn't reach his eyes. Lexie could tell that he was still feeling the guilt about Dean going to hell. But it was in no way his fault. When Dean went to that cross roads and made the deal he wasn't thinking about himself he was thinking about Sam. Not to mention Dean hadn't wanted to loss the only family member he had left. But as Bobby told them once family doesn't end in blood. Lexie sighed as she turned around and put her hands on the steering wheel. She sighed once and then put her head down. Sam couldn't help but feel so bad for her. Dean had been her world for the longest time. Sam remembered when they had first meet Lexie she was only thirteen and still being trained to be a hunter.

She had tagged along with them when they were helping her dad James on a case. Dean hadn't been happy about it. But Lexie turned out to be a natural at it and she did a good job and even saved they're asses a few times because of knowledge of spells and things like that. Sam reached over and took her hand pulling her into a hug. They sat there for the longest until Lexie suddenly started crying into Sam's chest.

Sam did his best to try and claim her down but nothing seem to be working. They sat in the car until it was almost dark out. Lexie had finally cried herself to sleep. Bobby had come out to check on them and found Lexie fast asleep in Sam's arms. It didn't bother him at all because he knew that Sam would never hurt his god daughter but he hopped that Lexie didn't pay to much into it. Finally after hours of sitting in the car just watching Lexie sleep Sam finally woke her up.

"Lex.. hey, Lex wake up." Sam said.

"Uh... oh hey Sammy. Sorry I fell asleep." Lexie said.

"It's alright come on lets get you back in the house and to bed." Sam said.

"Yeah okay."

Lexie said giving him a soft smile. She pulled out of Sam's arms and got out on the drivers side of the car and Sam got out on the other. They walked back to the house and Sam said good night to Lexie as they headed upstairs to their own rooms. Only Lexie didn't go to her room. After she was sure Sam was fast asleep in his own room she slipped down the hall to Dean's room and curled up on his bed falling a sleep with tears in her eyes again.

The next morning Sam and Bobby were downstairs in the kitchen talking over a case. But the subject of the case quickly turned to Lexie and how she was dealing with everything. It seemed over the last two weeks that they hadn't really been able to talk about a case without the subject turning to Lexie. Even though she'd been out on jobs with Sam and Bobby both and had been a great deal of help to them she still had a hard time especially at night time.

Even though they would talk about how they were dealing and everything they always seemed to go back the subject of Lexie. They had been sitting in the kitchen talking about the case and Lexie of course when Bobby noticed she still hadn't come down stairs.

"It's almost noon. I guess Lexie is still sleeping." Bobby said.

"I'll go and see if she's still sleeping." Sam said.

Bobby nodded going back to his reading on the case they had been looking at. Sam went upstairs and knocked on Lexie's bed room door. Only he didn't he get an answer so when he popped his head inside he wasn't that surprised to not find Lexie in there. Closing the door he walked down the hall and open the door to Dean's room. When he open the door there she was curled up on the bed holding one of Dean's old shirts and crying to herself.

Sam sighed as moved across the room and sat down on the end of the bed. He couldn't stand what losing his brother was doing to this sweet girl. Lexie was one of the sweetest girls he'd ever meet and she was his best friend. Dean had been blind to Lexie's feelings for him. Maybe if he hadn't she wouldn't be so heart broken. But then again his brother had a way of breaking hearts. But seeing Lexie this heart broken just made him wish Dean was a live now so he could point out to him about how much Lexie loved him.

Just as Sam was about to leave and go back downstairs to tell Bobby that Lexie was still sleeping he heard her call out in her sleep.

"Dean … no Dean." Lexie said.

"It's alright Lexie go back to sleep." Sam said.

He sat with her for the longest time until finally Lexie had gone back to sleep fully and then he went back downstairs to the kitchen to only find Bobby in his study pondering over his books.

"She's sleeping in Dean's room again." Sam said as he went over and sat on the sofa turning on his computer.

"Was she having another nightmare? You were up there for a while." Bobby said.

"She was curled up on his bed hugging one of his shirts and crying again. And yeah she did cry his name out again." Sam said.

"Poor kid this is to much for her." Bobby said.

"Yeah it is." Sam said.

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