Come back to me
Chapter 2
Cloud walked aimlessly through the forest that surrounded the border of the town. The Oaks stood proudly as they blocked out the moon's mocking glare. He sighed. What was the point to his life? His love was dead, no planet needed saving, and no calamities were threatening to fall from the sky. He was tired of life. That was obvious.
And than a thought stuck his mind like a brick. If he ended his life and returned to the life stream, would he see Seph?
A tingling sensation raced through his body. The very thought was tempting.
But another thought hit him. What about his friends? He couldn't just kill himself and expect them to accept it.
That was dumb. But the problem was that he wanted it, so badly it hurt. Any chance to see his lover he would take. But this option was just too hard, for everyone. The opportunity didn't frighten him, in fact he was sort of excited. But this was another thing he didn't do because of his friends.
Again he had to choose
between the right choice between the solution he desired.
He
frowned. All he wanted to do was have Seph back. Was that so hard to
ask for?
His heart began to pulse with the acid of his hatred and agony.
Why? Why did this have to happen to him?
He was about to cry for the umpteenth time that night. But he didn't care. Cloud would probably drown the world with all the tears he's shed.
He stopped his random walking and plopped down on a soft patch of grass. He laid his head against the lively grass beneath him. His pale face was directed at the midnight sky. His eyes glazed over with the happy times from before returning. He smiled as thick streams of precipitation made it down his cheeks. He was being pleasured, and yet tortured at the same time.
Memory Flood-
It was in the middle of the night once again, the only time where Seph and himself could meet up with eachother. He was resting in Cid's airship along with everyone else and he was laying in his bed. Of course in his own separate room.
He checked the time. 12:38.
A few minutes before Seph came and swept him off his feet with his passionate loving. He wanted to feel the warmth that they're two bodies made with every in synced motion as Seph entered him.
He heard the window to his room open slowly. "Seph!?" He whispered excitedly. He turned around expectantly, but frowned as he saw no one. "Are you that excited to see me?" He turned around and saw Seph on his bed, leaning on his elbows as his liquid silver hair spilled over his shoulders and onto his bed.
Cloud blushed.
"Shut up."
He sat next to his god and looked into the eyes of the person that could end, or spare his life whenever he wished. He could give him pleasure or pain. Love or hate.
It was his choice.
"Are you ordering me?" Sephiroth said with a stern voice. He pinned Cloud under him and kissed him roughly.
"Bastard." Cloud growled half heartily as he returned the kiss eagerly.
Seph bit Cloud's lips harshly and made sure blood leaked from the fresh wound. "Ngh…" Cloud grunted.
Sephiroth lapped at the blood, enjoying the whimpers of pain that came from his love. "Yes, cry out." He smirked.
He moved his skilled mouth to Cloud's neck and bit with force. A deep wound imprinted on Cloud's skin. Dark colored blood ran down Cloud, leaving trails of pain and sick pleasure down himself.
"Seph!" He hissed. He tried to keep the volume down since the other's might hear his cries of ecstasy.
"Hmm, you called?" He said with a smug look on his face. He stopped his pleasuring and laid back down on the bed, pulling Cloud down with him. "Not tonight Cloud, let's sleep tonight."
Cloud whined angrily. "Why would you tease me like that and then decide that you're tired. You're a demon." Cloud scolded.
"So I've heard from a certain blonde screaming before." He said giving Cloud a seductive look. Cloud's face turned crimson.
"Do you feel like talking?" He asked. Seph nodded. "I don't mind." He replied pulling the blonde closer.
"Okay than, what do you think about the moon?" He asked. Seph gave him a questioning look. "Where'd you get a question like that from?" Cloud shook his head.
"You can't answer a question with another question."
"Fine, I'll tell you." He said seriously.
Cloud sat up attentively. "Go on."
"To me, the moon is just another thing people try to shoot for. A mocking symbol showing that no matter how hard you try, some things you just can't do. No matter how may times you try." Cloud grimaced at the depressing explanation.
"What's the matter?" Seph asked, finally noticing Cloud's change of moods. "What you said is really depressing. But I still like you're opinion." He stated.
"I've told you my opinion, now tell me yours." Seph ordered. Cloud blushed and began his speech.
"Well, to me the moon is beautiful. It shines so brightly and it reminds me of someone special." He said. Seph gave a knowing "0h" and whispered into Cloud's ear.
"You were so shy that you had to make a fake conversation to compliment me. That's really stupid." He scolded.
Cloud was deeply hurt by the words Seph had said and scooted himself away form him.
Sephiroth pulled him back. "But so sweet that my teeth are rotting." He kissed Cloud and rested happily with his love. "You're in an affectionate mood tonight." Cloud remarked.
"Mmm…indeed." Sephiroth mumbled as he rubbed his face into Cloud's soft golden hair. He sighed. Cloud's scent to him was intoxicating. It was a mix between after rain and a hint of honey. He smelled so sweet.
Cloud inhaled largely and his eyes flickered in pleasure. To him, Seph had a natural musk for his scent. It made him feel light headed. "I love you." He stated, clearly on cloud nine, (giggle).
"As do I." Seph replied. The ex-soldier frowned. "What?" Seph asked with an arched brow.
"I want you to say it. Say you love me." He demanded with a stern voice. "As you wish. I love you." He growled in Cloud's ear, causing him to shiver.
And for that moment, the moon did not dare to mock the two. It instead created a settling mood for the two. No one could ruin the moment.
Except for the sick, merciless thing called "fate".
Cloud sighed. Those were some of the greatest memories in his opinion. For once his heart felt completed, and his body felt warm. Not dead with misery.
His cheeks flushed and he hugged himself. Imagining Seph's strong arms entwined around his waist.
"Cloud?" He heard a feminine voice from behind him.
He turned around abruptly and gazed at the woman behind him. "Tifa?" He said with a tone of surprise and embarrassment. "I know that you've been leaving at night." She said seriously. Cloud turned cold.
"We're going to talk, whether you like it or not. Everyone's waiting, come on." She informed, walking ahead.