A/N thanks for the awesome reviews. Here's chapter two.

Disclaimer I do not own h2o or twilight I just like to play with the characters I do own my plot line and original characters.

Chapter 2

To stay and wallow or live and be free?

That is the question.

Bella POV

I had frozen in shock was she serious? I couldn't just go with them to Australia all though the idea was tempting. Shut up brain I hissed mentally. I could not leave what if I left and I forgot Him, what if it started to feel as though he really never existed. Forks was the only thing keeping me from forgetting completely. I shook my head slowly before another agonizing thought hit me. What about Charlie would the red headed bitch who was hunting me hurt him if I left? Or would Victoria follow me to Australia and put the people there in danger? I shook my head again and stared at Emma the escape she was offering was tempting, but what would the consequences of leaving be? Was it really worth the risk? I knew that Jake and the pack could get hurt too. Jake was mad because I was still choosing the as he put it "bloodsuckers" over him. Yet he was still trying to take down Victoria I knew that he patrolled the area almost every night and if not him than it was Sam or Seth or Paul or another member of the pack. It went on and on because she kept evading them. If I left and she followed me then Forks would be safe, but my family would then be in danger and I could not fight Victoria I was a human that wouldn't stand a chance against the bitchy vampire who wanted my heart on a platter. I sighed and just because Emma was offering didn't mean that My aunt and uncle were as well, and of course there was Charlie to think about and school.

"Emma" I finally murmured "I don't know, I have school and my dad he'd be all alone and I m not sure Aunt Lisa and Uncle Neil will just let me live with you guys…." I trailed off, the idea to go to the beautiful and warm country was becoming more and more appealing as I thought about it but, I had too many fears and worries to even consider going out of the state let alone the country. Emma shook her head at me her soft blond ponytail bouncing as she smiled at me.

"Bella I don't think my parents will object, you need this and I think they will understand that." I stared at her how could she be so sure that this would be good for me. It's not like she knew me we hadn't seen each other in almost four years. I sighed.

"you don't understand Em' I have responsibilities here I can't just leave." she smiled at me a wicked glint in her eye.

"that's just it Bella yes you can, Charlie was on his own for how long with out you? I m sure he can handle him self. You need some thing new Bella you look like a zombie your half dead and your hurting Charlie by not even trying to get better." I stared at her I knew I was in a bad way but no one had told me it to my face. I felt the whole in my chest burst open at the thought of leaving Forks, and instinctively wrapped my arms tightly around myself. But even that wasn't enough I fell to my knees as the pain consumed me I felt the tears pouring down my face as I realized that Emma was right. I looked up as Emma rushed over to me and pulled me into my arms.

"shush Bella it's okay" she soothed as I sobbed.

"no Emma it's not okay I …" I stopped as the pain flared up.

"it just hurts so much." I continued. She rubbed my back.

"you'll be okay Bella it will get better. It wont hurt forever." I shook my head as another sob escaped my lips.

"that's just it Emma you would think it gets better but it only gets worse. The more time that passes the worse it is for me." she stroked my back.

"Bella please come back with us I can promise things will be easier with time. The sunshine and warm weather will do you good." I pulled out of her embrace. The full weight of everything that was going wrong in my life finally hitting me. I simply nodded, he left he didn't want me staying here any longer will only kill me slowly.

" I want to go." I stated simply wiping my tears on the sleeve of my shirt. Emma smiled at me kindly.

"all right." she murmured standing up. " let's go have a chat with our darling parental units."

A/N ok sorry I know that it's really short but It just couldn't be helped I've been struggling to write these past weeks. My life is just filled with so much drama and stress that it's been hard. I hope you'll stick with me though I am trying.