Ashley's P.O.V
If I was nervous b4 hearing her voice took all that I away. I quicky rushed into the room but what I saw broke my heart. Spencer my Spence was lying in a hospital bed looking very fragile with a million tubes sticking out of her body I let a tear slide down my check as I walked to her bed
Ashley: Spence omg I was sooo worried about u r u ok
Spence: (lets out a small smile) ash im fine
I reach out and grab her hand Spence you u just got shot in the lung and the leg u are sooo not fine Spence im ur girlfriend I have a right to b worried about u
Spence: you sure about that
Ashley: sure about what spencer what are you talking about I started to panic what if she wanted to break up with me she must have seen the look in my eyes because she let out a small laugh b4 she spoke
Spence: im not breaking up with you ash, but we do need to talk
Ashley: I chose u Spence there never was a choice he just caught me off guard the whole time when the shots were going off I was thinking about u I only yelled out aidens name so he would protect u I kept talking I had to make her understand that she was my first and only choice Spence can we just b happy, let go of the drama, just for a little bit
I looked at her face she looked like she was deep in thought
Ashley: Spence I sed cautiously
Spence: ash…I love you I always will and im going to trust you but we are going to talk about this later when im bet..
I cut her off with a kiss yes she was still mine and no one was going to change that I deepened the kiss as I wrapped my arm around her waist and dug my other hand in her hair it was then that I realized that she wasn't touching me I pulled
Ashley: Spence .. di-did I do sumthing wrong wh-why aren't you holding me too I was panicking I looked in her eyes to see that she was crying what's wrong spencer your scaring me
Spence: Ashley I have to tell you something
If I was panicking b4 1 was completely flipping out now
Chelsea's P.O.V
Tick tick tick damn clock!!! Why wont it stop tormenting me!! Wasn't it enough that my boyfriend, my babys daddy, the love of my life to be on his death bed? Damn clock! You know what I cant take this I stood up to leave but was stopped by a doctor
Doctor: is any1 here for clay carlin
I nearly jumped out of my skin I was so anxious I opened my mouth to speak but mr carlin beat me to it
Aurther: yes we are, im his dad, this is his brother he said pointing to glen and this is his girlfrind Chelsea
I looked at the doctor expectantly ugggg y do they always draw out the silences just tell me what the hell is going on with my man
Doctor: well I have some good news, clay is going to be fine, he's just going to need to stay in hospital for another week but other than that hes awake and you can go into to see him but only 1 at a time he needs his rest
Yes he was ok hes ok I was so busy celebrating in my head that I didn't realize that mr carlin had offered to let me go first until I was pushed into his room
Chelsea: Clay!!! I yelled happily wrapping him in a hug careful to avioid his arm I love you so much
Clay: I love you too Chelsea I don't know what I would have done if something happened to you but im glad you and the baby our baby is ok
I just looked at him as he reached out and touched my belly, the baby kicked I couldn't help but smile the baby kicked for their daddy that's when I decided to keep the baby me and clay could still go to school with this baby it was gonna be a little hard but we could do it I decided to let clay in on my revalation
Chelsea: clay I wanna keep this baby and b4 u say n e thing its not just because u want me to, I really wanna start a family with u and give this a shot
Clay: baby r u sure, I mean what about art school
Chelsea: we'll figure it out when the time comes clay but right now I just want to b with you
Clay: ok baby
With that said I leaned in and gave him a lingring kiss and crawled into the bed with him wrapping myself in his arms
Spencer's P.O.V
Spencer: Ashley calm down its just tears started to roll uncontrollably down my cheek its just I cant move my left arm or my legs they saw that the legs are just because of the morphine but..(sniff sniff sniff) omg I cant say it out loud that makes it real well ash they don't know if ill ever be able to move my arm or feel in it again
Ashley: oh spencer, you know if I could I would trade places with you without a second though come here
I watched her lean in and hug and cried harder at the fact that I couldn't touch her back
Ashley: it'll be ok Spence.. I ll be here for u ok
Spence: ok ash I trust you I watched as she climbed into the bed and started to absently rub my "numb" arm ash that feels good
Ashley: what feels good Spence I watched as realization dawned on both of us
Try to move it Spence I looked at my arm and tried in vain to move
Spence: i-I cant it was frustrating well at least I can feel it now
(im just gonna start wrinting the first letter or two of the people's names who are talking cuz im getting tired of typing them out, im lazy)
A: yeah at least u can feel with it
I gasped at the double meaning of her words and reached over and slapped her arm playfully I took 1 look at her face and was instantly confused y did she look surprised that I hit her?
A: Spence do that again
S: what hit u like this I reaced over with my left hand omg I can move it and with that I grabbed Ashley and pulled her into a deep kiss she started wrapping her arms around me and began to position herself ontop of me but as always some1 had to walk in and wouldn't you know it was kyla
K: I have GOT to start knocking when I come into rooms with your too
I groaned with Ashley
A: what do u want ky
K: well Spence ur mom told me to tell u that clays up and can have visitors and that if you call a nurse she can put u in a wheel chari to go see him
S: yeah that would be great ash can you get me a nurse she leaned into me
A: cant we just stay here she whispered in my ear
S: not in a hospital ash!!
K: sister in the room!!
A: u kno u can leave whenever u want sooner would be better, unless u want to watch….
K&S: ASH I just stared at her
S: just go get me a nurse
A: fine, y r people always tryin to cockblock I laughed at that I don't think I was supposed to hear that
K: finally she's gone so u guys are…she trailed off
S: together I finished for her yeah
K: well heads up aiden is up and don't b surprised if ash want to go see him
S: that's weird she didn't mention aiden
K: yeah I kno that is soooo not lik ash
S: yeah I kno but secrets r her thing
K: yeah
A: whats not lik me and whats all this talk about secrets I looked up startled at the voice
S: h-how long have you been there?
A: long enough, well n e way I didn't tell u about aiden because 1 I really don't wanna see him right now and 2 I didn't want to upset u, we were havin a good time so if u 2 r dun talking bout me the nurse is on her way with the wheel chair
S: ash u kno … she cut me off
A: I didn't mean it yeah watevs Spence I don't wanna fight
S: k ash as soon as I said that the nurse came in
Nurse: ok im gonna need both of u two to leave while I get mrs. Carlin dressed
I quickly interrupted S: no ash can stay the nurse gave me a look
Nurse: u do kno im gonna have to take all of ur clothes off, ur gonna b naked
S: its nothing she hasn't seen b4 the looks on Ashley, kyla, and the nurses faces were priceless I laughed and ash soon joined in kyla rolled her eyes and left the room
A: so lets get naked
S: so not appropriate ash, not appropriate
Nurse: ur 1 to talk mrs. Carlin I just laughed with ash again as the nures closed the door and helped me get ready to see clay
Ashley's P.O.V
A: wow Spence that was fun I wud have soooo dun u right there in that room if the nurse wasn't there I looked at her waitng for her response first was the blush the the light smack on the arm as she sed my name
S: ash!!
A: chill Spence im just joking or not I thought any way here we are I pushed her wheelchair up to the door and lightly knocked on the door, when no 1 anwsered I lightly pushed the door open to see Chelsea and clay curled up on the bed sleeping
S: aww they look so cute
A: yeah almost as cute as us
S: yeah…um ash
i looked at her slightly worried by her tone
A: yeah
S: I wanna go see aiden
I just looked at her shocked A: wha-what u wanna go see aiden I couldn't hide my surprise
S: yeah if u kno that's ok with u
A: yeah sure, um whatever makes you happy Spence I put on a brave face for her as I started pushing her down the hall to the nurses station to find out what room he was in
S: are u sure cuz we don't have to…
A: no no its fine I smiled at her but I was panicking, what did we have to do this now, couldn't we wait why was she so eager for this confrontation when we were all so fragile I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard spencer asking where aidens room was
Nurse: um aiden dennison he's in room 289 I nodded and walked toward the elevetor as we climbed in spencer grabbed my hand
S: its gonna b ok ash
God how I wished that could be true
