I feel that my body is being moved, it feels somehow light and strong like never before. There is this disturbing burning of desire which flames up out of my heart. It's so strange to feel it right now, in this broken reality. I know that I'm dead, I remember the jump, the last muttered hopeless words of apology. The cold steel, which should keep the people crossing the bridge safe, ...
The shaking suddenly stopps, breaking the chain of my thoughts. It feels like a soft upholstery, to which one I'm placed down. Maybe I should continue to sleep, who cares anyways what will happen with me now.
I hear some voices muffled and unintelligible. One really familiar voice among them, one which shakes my consciousness up a little from the dizziness which still trys to cloud up my mind. The body hurts terribly while I descide to raise myself up, aching under the stiffen musculature. The vision is blurred, maybe cause of the shock, maybe cause I still can't see anything clear without my glasses, even in the afterlife.
"彼女は目を覚ましだ" (She's awake)
Japanese,.. wonder why I can understand it. The only words I know is 'neko' = cat and 'kuruse' = kill,
and who doesn't know 'ai-shiteru' :3 Let's see, there is as well 'demo' and 'Itadakimasu', ...
Caught in my thoughts like always, I didn't listen to them further. Smiling to myself of my poor vocabulary. Only after a few minutes realizing the sharp silence around me. Questioning I look up to the few figures surrounding me, even without my glasses I can feel the tension, like they are ready to jump on me on every wrong move I might make.
A blond woman speaks again.
"今、私たちは彼女を求めることができます。" (Now we can question her)
Amazing, I really understand Japanese! This must be heaven for real! Lol, but how in heaven will I be able to respond to her. That won't end good for sure -_-.
" あなた誰？" (Who are you?)
" は免除。私は私ができる時はないと思う... " (Aeeeh, I'm sorry, I don't think I'm able to...)
Holy shit of A BLOODY DOG! I speak Japanese!
Sudden with the overwhelming surprise I jump up, ignoring the sharp pain caused by it. Not caring about the tension I bred to my observers. Just amazed by the discovery of the most amazing skill I could ever dream of. Time to try speaking some cool words in Japanese!
" 猫！" (CAT!) I pause, enjoying the sound.
" 子猫 " (KITTEN!) Aww, what a cute word!
" ごろごろ、ニャーニャー、ふわふわ、集塵機のフルの完全な森！" (A FOREST FULL OF PURRING, MEOWING, FLUFFY, DUST COLLECTORS!)
Wow the pronunciation is otherwise than I had in mind, I just need to speak further English but Japanese words are blurring out instead! AWSOME!
Everyone in the room except me gets a giant drop besides they faces...
"She must have hurt her head" said the blond women surrendering. With this words she gets my attention back. Somehow she reminds me of someone. But I can't recall anyone I lost in my life to have blond hair and this... ... huge cup size. A slight disbelief crosses my mind.
With squint eyes I take a few steps towards her. Don't tell me...
With a slight annoyance she speaks up again. "What is your name girl?"
No way! Its Tsunade, from NARUTO! OH MY HOLY SHIT! ITS HER! ITS HER FOR SURE!
I stop in my tracks, completely stunned, unable to move as soon as I confirm my suspicion. A few minutes of silence, again. Good that I can't see clearly, I'm sure she has already a vein throbbing on her forehead.
"My name? Urgh.." Don't think they will buy my real name, it's not Japanese after all.
A familiar voice comes from a corner of the room, the one I didn't think about till now at all, causing a lightning running up my spine and my whirling turn to the source. "Do you remember anything at all?"
Hidden behind his mask and forehead protector I can't see his face at all from this far. But the silver hair poking out into one direction, give me more than enough clues who this might be. Full with disbelief the words fall out of my mouth before I can stop them. "You?" I stumble a few steps towards him, struggle not to fall from the stiffness which encompass my legs. "This can't be true!"
"You know each other, Kakashi?" Asks Tsunade with a rigorous tone.
My heart stopped beating for a moment, as I stare at him like a deer right before getting hit by a truck. Must be a really comical shape I'm in right now.
"Ohm, not that I know." He says, making an excusing gesture by rubbing the back of his head - still trying to remember something he obviously can't. Then he turns towards me and I get more the feeling of his change of mood, than of actually seeing it. "Do we know each other miss? Besides the case that I picked you up and brought here, after you blew the soul out of me, crashing my body to the ground out of the blue sky? Literally."
Don't laugh, I'm trying to remind me not to cause any more confusion than I already did, talking to myself like I'm used to. My head is spinning, while I try so hard figuring out what to say next. Naruto, Naruto, ... I watched enough of episodes to know why they are so stiff towards me.
"You don't trust me?" They think I might be an enemy for the village, like once happened in an episode I can't recall clearly.
"You should better start explaining yourself, if we ever want to end up there!" - Still this harsh tone from Tsunade - I can't blame her, she's surely busy and I'm nothing more than a nuisance to her.
"I know how to resolve this quickly then." - Just a try of an apology for the stolen time. There is just one strong wish burning in my mind. If this is truly real and not a complete shit which my splattered mind came along with. Ah fuck this, even if it's just a fantasy world my brain created for me. I want to touch him while I have the chance, even if this is for a split of a second.
But the confidence for my steps are just wishful thinking, I'm trembling that bad while trying to walk over to him, that I make everyone else nervous in the room, even him. Once I got close enough, my hands shake so obviously that I can only hope that he doesn't interrupt my pieced-together plan.
He stays there without a move - just because he has the ability to overpower me anytime anyway.
I reach out up to his face, to the forehead protector, which hides the Sharingan I know about and push it up, so he could see me. But still he has his left eye closed and observes me mistrusting with his other, normal one.
My voice is broken, my heart beats so loud in my chest that I have to wonder what he might think about me. "Look at me, please." Full knowing that he will see with it clearly trough me, just hoping that he won't be able to see my feelings as well. Just to convince him that I'm not a thread to the village, not a spy to deceive them. Secondarily wondering why he didn't so in the first place.
Surprisingly after I've asked him for it, he actually does it. The red eye with the three black dots piercing inside of me - trough me, causing chills and the feeling of being completely naked before him.