What he said instead really surprised me. Ichigo apologized for standing so close and backed away, then he said, "Hitsugaya-kun I need to talk to you about earlier and there is something else I need to see you about, but I am running late for my next class so please, please join me at lunch break at the roof." With that he bowed and left. It seems that Ichigo changed to the better but I can't really judge just yet, besides it could just be a trap to humiliate me.
People in this school seem quite nice. I already made a friend during English. She's the quiet and shy kinda girl. We had the second, third and fourth period together, which was a plus. Her name is Hinamori Momo. She introduced me to a bunch of her friends at lunch, there was a blonde, busty senior called Matsumoto Rangiku, a red haired junior called Abarai Renji, a raven haired freshman, like us, called Kuchiki Rukia, and finally a blond sophomore called Izuru Kira.
I liked them all, they were fun. I really enjoyed my time at school more than I ever thought possible. I enjoyed walking back home with Matsumoto-san whose house just so happened to be in the same direction as mine. She was a bit nosy at first, but she stopped when I told her that I don't want to tell her everything about me just yet. As for Ichigo, well, I just ignored him, and that is exactly what I'll continue doing from today onwards.
After the first period, I continued thinking about the earlier events. For some reason, I REALLY want to be Hitsugaya-kun's friend but he was SO cold. I just want to know what I did wrong. I know that my appearance may be very well intimidating as many have told me before, but that just CAN'T be it. There was something in his eyes as he looked at me. Something almost like dread.I can't read emotions and I'm no psychic, but that much I can tell. I guess it doesn't matter anymore; after all, I am going to talk to him during lunch.
As the bell signaled the end of this period and the beginning of lunch I packed my stuff as fast as I could, took my lunch, and raced to the roof top. I waited for him. Every time the wind blows strong enough to move the door, I turn around thinking he's there. Every time I hear voices or footsteps coming near I tell myself 'he came, he's finally here' but he didn't come. I didn't see him even once for the rest of the day. In the end, all I had was a feeling of somewhat rejection and confusion to walk home with.
When I returned home, I asked my mom about her day. She said everything will be absolutely fine but I knew from the tone of her voice that it wont. I can't really do much to help her, all I can do is have a part time job and cheer her up when she's down. That's how we always were. I will be as helpless as usual, my mother will be depressed, and I will cheer her up for one more day.
I got a part time job at some café in town, and I will start tomorrow. I am really hoping that this will take some of the weight off of my mother. Although she is better off alone, she still does her all she can do to give me the best. Whenever I think about how hard it should be for her, my admiration and respect for her increase even more. She is the best mother I could ever ask for.
I could SWEAR that the sun rises just to tease me! It's shining on my face like a fucking flashlight! "Wake up, Ichi-nii, you're gonna be late again!" shouted Yuzu from downstairs. "I AM AWAKE, YUZU!" I shouted back. I don't know why but I can never wake up early on Mondays, it's really frustrating. A week passed since I met Hitsugaya, and I still can't figure him out! When I think about it from a more logical point of view, it seems like it isn't worth it, but then again when you have a crush on someone, you don't exactly act as logically as possible towards him/her.
Yes, I just admitted to having feelings to the new kid in class. I have a crush on Hitsugaya Toushiro, someone I never met before this week in my life, and someone I know absolutely nothing about except the fact that he absolutely despises me! To top it off, he seemed to be avoiding me like the friggin' plague after only one hour of meeting me for the first time. I don't know what to do about it, but I know that I am not one to give up easily, so I wont. I will do my best to know what he sees wrong in me and be his friend, although I wouldn't mind being much, MUCH more than that.
A/N: I did my best in this chapter and I will always do my best because I do not appreciate half-heartedly done work. I am really grateful to those who reviewed and I'd like to see what they think of this chapter too, and again, constructive criticism is more than welcome! i am sorry guys! i put separation but they kinda disappeared!
I am really sorry about this but i did REALLY BAD in my math exam, and I dont think i will write anymore before the exams finish in 2 weeks...