Lily's Diary Entry a month after Potter confessed he won't ask her out anymore.
Dear Diary,
I love it. I just love it. You cannot even imagine what this first month of Hogwarts was like. It was Potter-free !I could breathe and walk down a corridor without even being bothered by Potter.
At first I had to get used to the fact that whenever I saw Potter I did not have to duck or hid or run away anymore just to avoid his asking or his smirks and grins and comments. In fact I still have the routine whenever I see him coming towards me, which is actually stupid, because he is just walking the opposite direction I am walking, so he HAS to pass me anyway, I turn around and walk in the same direction he does, so he does not have to go pass me, but then I remember that he promised me to stop annoying me and turn around again, blush of course, and walk pass him.
It is lovely. I can stay in the common room every minute, doing my homework, reading, writing letters, playing chess with Kenzie and Nikki and he does not come up to me and ask me.
I know, this all sounds natural to everyone, but when Potter was on his "Lily-wanna-go-out-with-me-trip" it was quite impossible to be alone for a second.
To be honest it is nice to be invisible to everyone. You see, when Potter was after me he gave me all the attention not only from him, but Black. Remus and Peter and the whole lot, which were standing in either the corridor, the great hall, the class room, the common room or elsewhere. But now I have my peace of mind and I am unseen.
Lily Evans the unseen and invisible. Nice huh? I like it and I still cannot imagine that I missed all these years with being terrorized by Potter and his gang! Potter owes me big time. At last he came to his mind and stopped.
But now that he stopped, the pranks went back, too. I never really see Potter hanging out with Black or Remus or Peter. He is either in his room or roaming around in the castle. He has changed quite a lot. He is quieter and more helpful with his Head Boy duties and he does his homework and he actually listens in class, which of course annoys Black. I can hear him moan whenever Potter hushes him. And then Black gives me dirty looks. Not nice at all! I mean he was never like this before and all, but those looks just shock me.
And Potter does not seem to have a girlfriend. I thought he moved on BECAUSE of a girl he met, but I guess I was wrong again. He realized I am not his type, I guess. I dunno. Anyway, I will enjoy me Sunday now with a little reading and then I guess I will go to bed and sleep. I do have school tomorrow.
I am sorry for this short chapter, but I just wanted to put this chapter in anyway, just to show you how Lily feels at the moment and all. It is rather short...I know...but review anyway...please??? puppyface Oh, but trust me the next chapter will be better and a little funnier, too.
Thank you