Chapter 1

Patch has found someone that he can use as a sacrifice to become human. I don't know if it's worth killing a person to do that. I really want him to be human but killing someone, I don't know.

I'm mean if I don't know this person then it shouldn't bother me so much but it does. We are talking about a human life right now, it's just not that simple. I should be telling this to Patch but I don't want to crush his dream. I told him that I will be there for him when he needs me and he would do the same for me, but this changes things a little bit.

Patch is my Guardian Angel so we are together 24/7 or at least it feels that way. I wish sometimes I could get rid of him. I need my space, I don't want him around all the time. But it's not so bad, I think I'm in love with him. Love. That's such a big word. I think the way I feel about him is love. I'm scared to tell him I Love You, I'm not sure if he feels the same way. I hope he does.

Patch and I have plans tonight. He told me he will pick me up at 7p.m. He didn't say where we are going, that it's a surprise. I never liked surprises, I hope it's nothing crazy.

Ever since I met Patch I knew there was something different about him. I found out that he once was a angel, then a fallen angel because he wanted to become human, now my Guardian Angel because he saved my life and is still trying to find a way to become human. I know Patch has a past and so many secrets come with it. There is so much I don't know about him and I am a little scared to find out about everything. But I know I need to know these things because my life is in danger because of it.

I look at my alarm clock on my night stand and see that it's 6p.m. I get off my bed and head for the closet to find something to wear. I don't even know where we are going so i have no idea what to wear. I don't think I should wear anything to fancy because I don't want to look stupid and be over dressed, yet I don't want to be under dressed either. I have no idea what to wear, I wish he would have told me wear we are going. I guess I will just figure it out when I get out of the shower. When I got out the shower I wrapped myself in my favorite pink towel and started blow drying my hair. Even though Patch doesn't care about make-up I still put on a little eye liner and lip gloss. It makes me feel better to put on a little make-up.

When i finished my hair and make - up I walked out of the bathroom, down the hall, and into my room. I went straight to my the closet. I finally decided to wear my black v-neck t-shirt and my new pair of black jeans. I swear the more I am with Patch the more he rubs off on me. I don't think he had anything in mind wear i would need to dress up more because he would have told me, well at least I hope he would.

As soon as I was done getting ready I looked at the time and it was 7:00p.m on the dot. Then I heard a knock on my room door.

"Hi Patch."

Patch has a key to my house so he can come in when ever he want's, which I don't even know how he got the key. Lucky my mom wasn't home when he got here, she would have freaked out if she found out that a stranger had a key to our house. Patch smiled at me and walked into my room.

"So are you going to tell me where we are going now?" I said in annoyed voice.

"Well that's for me to know and you to wait and see,"he said with a grin on his face.

I really hate when he does that. But at the same time I melt every time he has that grin on his face.

We walked out side without another word. Lucky for me he didn't bring he's bike it's a pretty cold night. Instead he brought a nice 67' Chevy immpola.

"I'm guessing you won this in another poker game."I said.

"Actually it was pool this time. He had already lost all his money to me in the first game so he bet his car to try to get his money back. He was not to happy when he had to give up his keys."

"I like it."

"Me to, this is my best win so far ."

I still had no idea where we were going and it's making me a little nervous. I wish I didn't over think things so much. Patch and I walk to the car and get in. he starts the car and turns up the heater to full blast.

We have been driving for what seems like hours but has only been 30 minutes. Not knowing where we are going makes me nervous but not talking on the ride there is making it that much worse. It looks like we are in the middle of nowhere. The only thing I can see is the road in front of us and the stars which look so beautiful tonight. I just want to get out of the car , lay in the middle of the road with Patch and look at the stars but it's way to cold to do that..

All of a sudden he turned right into this small road you would miss if you didn't know it was there. The road looks like it goes down pretty deep into the woods which scares me a little bit. Where is Patch taking me? Then all of a sudden we reach a clearing which looks like there is a house towards the back of it.

Could this be Patch's house? I never knew where Patch lived and I really never bothered to ask since Patch always came to my house, plus it wouldn't matter if I did because I know he wouldn't tell me.

As we get closer I could see the house more clearly. It's a one story house and white with black shutters and a big red door. There are two big windows in the front of the house and a huge dark brown wooden porch. This is not what I would have imagined Patch's house would look like but it's nice.

"Where are we," I asked.

"This is the house I grew up in when I was human." he whispered looking at the house.

I looked at Patch with shock.

Patch pulled the car into the driveway and turned off the engine. We just sat there for a while before Patch finally said something.

"You want to go in?" he asked.

"Lead the way." Why would he even ask a question like that. of course I want to go in. I can only imagine what the inside must look like.

We walked up the steps and stopped right in front of the door. We looked at each other for a second then Patch opened the door and we both walked in.