Because

Open hearts , bloody scars

Continue to ignore I can not hug you, to feel safe

Melancholy is the music of my heart

What have I done to you, to hate me so

You left me You promise me ..Rage overwhelms me

Many say to just ignore and forgive

How can I forgive when you continue to not change

I have asked many nights

Asked the stars, the sky, the wind

Why must you treat me like shit.. Is it because you are afraid to look in the mirror?

Is it because you know you fucked up and can not admit it?

I will tell you this making mistakes is apart of life

I suffer because I continue to love you.

I speak my mind, your family hates me (like I care)

Hypocrites is what they are,

I suffer because I show them is not making you smarter

There will be one day that you will look for me and I shall not be there.

I shall no longer suffer

Be the person of irresponsibility, you are closing those doors,

The light shall start to grow dim as you end your days on earth

The doors close one by one, and slowly begin to lock..

May the spirits give me the wisdom to over look that I only have one good memory of you.

I pray I am still human

I pray I am still connected to this machine called life support

I pray I am over this illness.

Just Because.

DenAsia

(TxRose)

(fc_11-24-2011)