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I'm going to have like "Song of the chapter" , a song for every chapter that I think fits. The song will be in the end of every chapter.

Here's chapter 2. This chapter is a bittersweet chapter mostly about Rory/Lorelai Rory/Luke . I promise I will write more Java junkie in next chapter, I just needed to get this whole goodbye issue sort out. And here's my way of doing it:

Chapter 2: Big girls don't cry:

Beep, beep, beep.

"Oh shut up"Lorelai Gilmore cried and pulled up the blanket so it covered her head.

Beep, beep, beep.

"Fine, I give up!" She said and turned the furry alarm off.

She walked over to the bathroom to take a quick shower before she was going to take Rory to the airport, so she could take an airplane to Iowa to support Obama. Or well more like report. And of course Lorelai was proud of her daughter, this was a real job. A good job.

But still she felt like something that had been attached to her for so many years would be ripped away.

She took off her pyjamas and stepped into the shower.

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After about 10 minutes later she stepped out of the bathroom, wearing only a towel.

She looked in the mirror and saw the diamond necklace around her neck, a smile spread across her face when she remembered last night, first they kissed. He gave her the necklace, then she and Sookie talked. It was a good talk. It made her realize that she really did love Luke. And then it was the dance, followed by kisses, sweet caring kisses.

Nothing else happend that night, of course. Lorelai wanted to spend the last night with her one and only daugther who soon would leave her alone. Not really alone. Luke was there.

She walked down the stairs clad in a dark blue t-shirt and those tight jeans she knew Luke liked. When she saw Rory sitting on the couch, like a child who just lost its blanket her heart jumped.

"Honey, what's wrong?" she asked and walked over to sit beside her daugther.

"What's wrong? Mom I'm going to leave you, I'm going to leave this house, this town. I'm going to leave everything I love and everyone I love for something that I don't…Love."

"Wow Anne Shirley, you're doing it again." Lorelai answered, trying to lighten the mood, though she didn't succeed.(A/N: For those who haven't read Anne of the green gables it might be hard to understand)

"Mom…"

She took a deep breath "I'm sorry hon, I'm just being me. And sometimes it's really hard to be me, especially in moments like this."

"I'm just going to miss you so much."

"Oh you have no idea how much I'm going to miss you." Lorelai said as Rory flew her arms around her "You have no idea kid."

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Rory and Lorelai sat at their favourite table by the window in Luke's diner.

Lorelai chewed the bites of the blueberry pancakes slowly, so slowly. She wanted to stop the time, but she knew that it was impossible, so instead of eating her pancakes she dropped the fork and looked up at Rory.

"I guess we should be leaving soon."

"Yeah, I suppose so." Rory answered looking down at her plate. When Lorelai noticed the tears in her daugthers eyes she said "Hey, it's going to be okay. It's not like one of us is dying. Just remember when you were in Washington four years ago, we survived that and we will survive this too."

"But it's not the same, when I was in Washington I knew that it was only temporary. But now, who knows what's going to happen. I may be away for years and I will only see you in hollidays. And you will probaly settle down, have kids, a volvo and a Golden Retriever. And you will tell your children that you have a daugther who is now somewhere else, and that she once was your best friend but not anymore…"

"No!" Lorelai interupped "I will not let you be away for that long, and even if I'm going to get the whole package I will never forget about you. Rory look at me." Lorelai said and Rory looked up at her " You will always be my best friend and my first daugther. Maybe I will finally get this whole happy family, but that will not change our realationship by any chance. And I promise to send you pictures of me and Luke if I get him to wear matching jogging suits. " Lorelai wrinkled her eyebrow at Rory when she said the last thing.

"You better." Rory answered with a smile.

Both of the girls giggled when Luke walked over to their table.

"What's so funny?" He asked, slightly confused.

"You will find out in time, honey." Lorelai grinned and took his hand in hers.

Luke decided to ignore Lorelais comment and instead he turned to Rory "So, how do you feel about leaving?"

"Well, you know…Not so well I guess." Rorys smile faded when she answered.

"Yeah, it's always hard to leave something that you love." Luke said and patted her shoulder.

"Since when did you became such a softy?" Lorelai asked him.

"Stop it" Luke snorted.

"What? I'm just wondering when Luke the macho man became a softy, that's all."

"So,talking about leaving. We should probaly go mom." Rory said to change the subject.

"Yeah, wow the time just fly away when you have fun, huh?" Lorelai smiled faintly.

Luke saw how Rory looked at her mom, painfully. He didn't want Rory to leave, the girl who had been like a daugther to him for so long. The smart, funny girl who became more and more like her mother with every day that went by.

"So, Luke thank you for the wonderful party and the amazing breakfast." Rory smiled at him.

He nodded "Well, you deserve that. You really do."

When Lorelai looked at her daugther and the love of her life standing there, saying their goodbyes she felt a big lump in her throat and decided to go out and load the Jeep to leave them alone for a while.

"Hey Rory, you'll be out soon? I'm just heading out to the car to load some of your things." And then she turned to Luke and said "And I will see you later today, right?"

"Of course you will." He answered and gave her a quick peck on the lips.

Lorelai walked out and shut the door behind them, so it was only Luke and Rory left in the diner.

"So…" Rory said, looking around.

"So…" Luke repeated.

"Luke, I just want you to know that you mean so much to me. Without you, I wouldn't be the girl I am. And mom wouldn't be that strong independent woman that she is…"

"That's very sweet of you Rory, but I think both of you are just who you are, and I'm sure you would be exactly this smart and great even if I hadn't been here."

Rory shook her head and continued "No, you've been more like a dad to me than my real dad ever was. And I've seen you with my mom, and she's always so strong when you're with her. When you two were apart I saw how that sparkle in her eyes was gone. And you have no idea how I hated that. I know most kids want their real parents to be together and they're suppose to hate their stepfather or stepmother. But ever since my mother met you my wishes that my parents would be together changed immediately. I knew for so long that you guys were perfect for each other even if you didn't realize it. And the thing I'm trying to say is that I love you both like parents and I'm so happy for you. I just want you to know that you've given me everything I need Luke, and everything I want."

"I love you too Rory, and you will always be like a daugther to me, always." Luke hugged her and when they seperated Rory looked him in the eyes.

"Goodbye Luke. Promise me you take good care of my mom."

"I promise. Goodbye Rory, you're going to make a great reporter and a great journalist. Just take care."

"I will, bye."

And with that Rory Gilmore left the diner, like she had done so many times before. Just this time it was different, because she didn't know when she would be back again.

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Go to Gate 7. I repeat go to gate 7!

"That's me." Rory said when she heard the speakers voice.

When Lorelai didn't answer she said "Mom? It's my gate."

Lorelai was interupped in her own thoughts and answered "I don't want you to go."

"I have to"

"I thought I would be okay with this, I told myself to not cry, to be strong. But I can't and now your picture of me as superwoman will be totally destroyed…" Lorelai said and burst into tears "And now look at me, I'm the mother, I'm not supposed to be crying. Damn it I'm suppose to support you in whatever you do. I'm a bad mother!"

"Your not a bad mother! Your the best mother on earth! I just hate you for making me cry, it would be so much easier if you wouldn't be so damn perfect!" Rory also burst into crying.

And both of the Gilmores stood there, sobbing into each others arms.

After a moment which felt like eternity Rory broke away and looked at her mother.

"So I guess this is goodbye." She said

Lorelai nodded "I guess it is."

"Just don't forget me." Lorelai continued, tears burning in her eyes.

"I will never forget you. You wont forget me, wont you?"

"Never."

"Good"

"Now go and make the world a better place"

"I love you mom!" Rory said and hugged Lorelai tight.

"I love you too kiddo, so much."

And with that Rory walked away from her mom, and Lorelai couldn't do anything but stand there, crying and wishing the best for her daugther who now disappered through the gate. Now she was gone, and nothing could change it.

Lorelai walked out to the parking lot, searching for her car. When she found it she opened the door and when she was about to start the engine she spotted Rorys "World's greatest reporter" cap and she started to cry again, she leaned her head against the steering wheel, sobbing hard.

She reached for her cell phone and dialed a number, still crying hard.

"Hi Luke, it's me. I need you to come and get me."

"Lorelai? What happend? Where are you?"

SONG OF THE CHAPTER:

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry...

Sorry I left you with a cliffhanger, I have ideas for next chapter but I haven't put them down on paper yet. Did you like this chapter? Did you hate this chapter? Well doesn't matter, I want to hear whatever you have to say in a review!