"In this episode, Ryan was just doing to Marissa what he felt she did to him and he only did it for a day. Strip poker is a harmless game and to be honest, it's not even really sexual (trust me)"

I'm inspired by this statement from Ryan fans.

When Ryan is in coma, Volchok pees and spits on his face.

"It can make him look more pitiful." Volchok zips up, "We are helping him. That's great."

"Kevin, why do you help him? Don't you hate him?"

"I used to hate him. When I realize he treats me well, I go soft on him."

"He treats you well?"

"Yeah." Volchok takes a cigar, "He urged me to look after you. If he didn't trust in me he wouldn't do that. He catched me cheating on you, he didn't tell you. He protected me from being known as a thief. He loves me."

"Well," Marissa frowns, "Why he didn't tell me about your cheating? "

"You two have communication issues don't you?"

"But he has no difficulty voicing his own issues like Theresa and the baby to me. It didn't seem he had communication issues when he need other's understand and help. He had communication issues only when others need his help."

"How cute huh?" Volchok shrugs.

"Hmm. I think he didn't even treat Eddie that well. Eddie is his childhood friend. When Eddie had some problems with Theresa, he didn't even try to talk with Eddie to help Eddie reform. He treated Eddie like crap. " Marissa nods, "He loves you. He's such a good boy."

Volchok laughs, "Marissa you are insensitive sometimes."

"That's why I lost him to Sadie." Marissa says, feeling ashamed.

"Sure. Sadie is smarter. I know her well. I bet they started their relationship with strip poker game."

"Strip poker?"

"Trust me strip poker is not really sexual. Sadie used to play it with her dad and uncle together. "

"Oh my god. I should have learned more about Johnny and his whole family." Marissa feels sad when Johnny's mentioned.

"It's not your fault."

"It's my fault." Marissa looks at Ryan, there's some urine on his twisted face. "First Ryan admitted it's his fault Johnny getting hit by a car. He insisted he should raise money for Johnny's knee surgery to make amends for his fault. Then he talked like he's doing a favor for Johnny. I turned to Johnny because he's pitiful. But I was wrong. Ryan can do no wrong, so it's my fault."

"That's called growing." Volchok gives Ryan a glance admiringly. "Ryan's growing. All of a sudden, He could go from making amends for his fault, to acting like he's doing a favor and he's a saint. He's great! Watch and Learn."

"Yeah he's growing. I'm not. How stupid I''m!" Marissa regrets, "I should have learned that last year. Ryan wanted to kill Trey, yeah, he told him to leave but he still punched Trey violently. But when I almost killed Trey he suddenly wanted his brother could be alive. This is called growing. It's all my fault. I should let them fight. Ryan FTW."

"He treated his brother not that well, too. His brother told him not to fight, but he insisted. " Volchok sighs, "He always treated strangers better. This is the human spirit of humanity! He's hard on friends and family. Cool guy."

"But I saved his life at least." Marissa says in a less confident tone."Well I know it's not big deal."

"you saved Heather from being . But you deserved to be treat wrong. Saving people is not honourable. "

"Yeah when Alex and Seth saved Lindsay's life from being drown in the sea, Ryan just yelled at them. He didn't even say thanks. Saving people is not honourable. Blaming people on the right palce is. Ryan's right. Always. "

"Who's Lindsay?"

"Another story. She's Ryan's then-girlfriend. I got her drunk that night. She ask for alcohol, then Ryan left her on the beach... In danger. But it's all my fault. I shouldn't offer alcohol to her. Just like I asked you for cocaine, you offered it. You have to take the responsibility. too. "

"Wait, why she go out for drink with you?"

"Ryan expected me to hand out with Lindsay so that Lindsay can be not alone. And he allowed Lindsay to have fun with me at a pub. "

"But it's still all your fault. He know you couldn't have fun without alcohol at a pub, he urged his girlfriend to stay with you at a pub, he still expect his girlfriend not to drink. " Volchok laughs, "What a great guy! Yes it's def all your fault! He can do no wrong! I want to pee again!"