I have so many ideas for this… I wish I could write it more often.

Disclaimer:

Bookgirl39: Ian! I found it!

Ian: YES! Now… how will we get to her without falling in the lava?

Bookgirl39: Umm…

Ian: We have to hurry before she…

Natalie: AHHHHHHH! What is this? Ian! HELP!

Ian: Comes to…

Bookgirl39: There's a button to close the pit. But…

Ian: Let me guess, you lost it.

Bookgirl39: You catch on fast!

I don't own the 39 Clues or Lifehouse

Ian's POV

What Amy said hurt in multiple ways. A) She compared me to Isabel! Ouch… B) She actually thought I was that evil. It killed me that I hurt her that badly… C) She thought I was joking. She didn't believe that I actually loved her…

When I saw Amy pick up the book I figured I'd better read it too.

The first few chapters went by in a blur. I wasn't until I saw my name that I actually started reading.

Despite herself Amy's stomach did a flip, because Ian Kabra was very good looking.

So Amy thought I was good looking? Well that's nothing. Most girls do.

I had to know more about Amy's thoughts. I kept reading.

Amy's POV

As soon as I saw those words I knew Ian would never let me hear the end of this. True I still thought he was good looking but I don't like him anymore. Not that I did before.

*After they finish the book*

Ian's POV

When I finished the book I understood why I was being forced to read this. Voice wanted me to see how hard the hunt was for Amy and Dan compared to how easy it was for me and Natalie with all our money and connections. But why Amy? Wasn't it enough to make her live through it once? Now a second time?

Amy had finished too and was sitting there. Probably thinking about the hunt. Then Voice spoke again.

"What did you think of the book?"

Amy didn't say anything.

"Why did you make us read that?" I yelled at Voice

"What? Did you not like it?"

"Isn't it bad enough Amy had to live through that once? Why would you make her relive it?"

"I-Ian... really... it's o-okay" Amy said in a way that indicated that it wasn't.

"I'm sorry. I really just wanted you to read the third book but it isn't right to read ahead is it?"

"What is so important about this third book?"

"Let's just say it could change your life"

I decided to drop it.

"Well since you finished your books, I suggest you go through your supplies. I'll play some music for you guys."

I'm sure it wasn't a coincidence when Whatever it takes by Lifehouse started playing, which just so happens to be number one on my list of songs that remind me of Amy. Not that I have one…

A strangled smile fell from your face

If I only could get even a strangled smile

It kills me that I hurt you this way

You have no idea

The worst part is that I didn't even know

I didn't know that I would fall for you

There's a million reasons for you to go

More like a sextillion

But if you can find a reason to say

Any reason at all

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

Belive that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

The song went on for another verse before I realized that I was quietly, singing along.

"I see you like this song Ian."

I blushed. "You know that. That's why you're playing it."

"Yep"

"How did you find my list? I have that under the highest security I could get."

"I have my ways of getting information."

"Why do have a list of your favorite songs under security?" Amy asked.

I wasn't about to tell her that I kept a list of songs that reminded me of her. Or about the pictures. Or the list of things I love about her. Or the list of things I regret doing to her. I like lists.

"Umm… I…" I was saved by Voice.

" It's ten oclock! Lights out!"

You can guess what happened next.

Yeah I love the song but I didn't feel like typing it all. And a list of songs that fit Ian and Amy does exist because I made one for them and Whatever it takes is number one.