Hey guys,

thank you so much for the reviews of the first chapter. It took me some time to sort this chapter out, because normally I'm really a huge Addek fan, but one the one hand it simply didn't feel right to end this story with an Addek-ending, but on the other hand I really have a thing for Addek and I still think that they are a strong couple (I like them sooo much better than Meredith and Derek as a couple), but to find out what I finally decided, you have to read the second and final chapter of this story.

Hope you will enjoy it.

I still own nothing except the storyline.

Love Mariella

Supernova – Chapter 2

"Addison, tell me that this isn't happening!" A really mad Derek Shepherd told his wife.

Addison was torn between her husband and the man, who was still holding her so close. "Derek, it's not …" but she couldn't go on speaking, because it was exactly what it looked liked and they all knew it. When she looked at her husband she noticed that she didn't care too much, that it was exactly what it looked like. "You know Derek, actually, it is exactly what it looks like." She stated and looked at him.
Derek was shocked. "You don't even try to deny it?"
"Why would I?"
"We are married Addison."
"Really? Because I haven't seen you in days, to me it seems more like you are married to your work than to me." Addison told him calmly, when she got dressed. Jake also got dressed, that was when Derek noticed that he was still there. He glared at Jake. "YOU should go!"
But Jake didn't look at Derek, but at Addison. "Stay." She simply told him.

"Addison, seriously?!" Derek was near to his breaking point, he never experienced Addison acting foolish like that.

"Seriously, Derek. You know what Derek, I loved you, I loved you so much, but you … work is now more important to you and you don't care to come home, you don't care about having breakfast, lunch or dinner with me, you don't care about Christmas, birthdays and anniversaries, you don't care to listen to what I have to say and most of all you don't care about me. I am so sick of trying to get your attention. I am so sick of giving excuses, why you wouldn't make it. I am your wife Derek, not your burden. I am not someone you can push away I'm surgeon and god I'm a great surgeon, but you don't see it, because the whole world turns around you, but you know what, I'm so sick of that. You can go on doing that, but then I really don't want to be in your life anymore. I don't know you anymore. You're not the man I married anymore. Now it is my turn to not care. You can send me divorce papers with the lawyer." She told him and then took Jake's hand and before Derek could reply anything they left.

Derek was shocked. He didn't know his longer working hours had that affect on her, on his marriage. He thought they could survive anything, they were Addison-and-Derek. He was mad at her. She had kissed another man and he found her half naked in his arms, but he couldn't deny that he was jealous. Gosh, he was jealous like hell and simply wanted to hit Jake for touching his wife in that way.

Addison only stopped when Jake and she were outside the hospital. She didn't say anything. Jake touched her shoulder carefully. "You ok?" He asked her in a low voice.

"I think I just left my husband, haven't I?" She asked him.

"It sounded like it, your speech was kinda impressive." He told her smiling slightly.

"I should care about his feelings, about him, because we are married for 11 years, but the last 1,5 years he became a stranger to me. He isn't the guy I fell in love with or the guy I married. He's … I don't love him anymore and it hurts to admit it, but it's the truth." Addison smiled sadly at him. "I'm sorry Jake."
"For what?"
"That I made you part of this."
"I wouldn't want it another way Addison. I don't know Derek or you a very long time, but how he treated you the last year was not right. No husband should treat his wife in that way. You deserve better than this."
"Why do you always say the perfect thing?"

"Because I care, because I want to hear what you have to say, because I want to be there to celebrate Christmas, birthdays and anniversaries with you, I want to have breakfast, lunch and dinner with you, because I want to come home early in the evening when I knew you are there, because work would never be more important to me than you. I shouldn't feel that way, because you are married, but I have fallen for you Addison head over heels since the first day we met. When you back talked me I loved it. You are strong, independent and so beautiful outside and inside. I love you."

Addison stared at him in shock. He was perfect. He was saying all the things she wanted to hear from Derek a long time ago, but now she noticed it was so much better to hear them from Jake and when she was honest to herself she knew she had a thing for him for some time. "I like you Jake, really like you, but I'm so messed up right now and you're a good guy, I want to make it right. Let's take it slow."

Jake smiled brightly. "Slow sounds good, but does slow involve some little kissing?"

Addison laughed. "Maybe a bit kissing."
Jake leaned in and gave her a small sweet kiss. "That's good. So, do you wanna go home? Or somewhere else?"
"Somewhere else sounds great. Maybe somewhere with a beach and warm weather?"
"Holidays then?! Hm, have you ever been to Fiji?"

"No."
"I heard it is great there, they have long beaches, warm weather and we could talk."
"Then what are we waiting for?" She asked him before getting a cab and looking back at Jake. "Are you coming?"
He smiled, because she was smiling and he hadn't seen her smile in a while. "Sure." He knew it wasn't perfect and that she was still married, but he also knew that she didn't love her husband anymore and that this was his and her chance to be happy. He remembered that he should call Angela, before they took off, to explain everything, but when he sat down next to Addison and the taxi was taking them to the airport, Addison was the only thing that mattered to him right now. He loved her and he would do anything to make her happy, because if she ever agreed to get married to him, he would care. He would make sure that she was happy, every day. He kissed her temple and she cuddled closer to him. Everything was brighten up.

Pretty please leave a review, because this is the first Jaddison-fic I wrote alone (I wrote something with my friend Antoni, check it out on her profile) and I would love to hear what you think about it. With all my love.