That was one of the many thoughts running through Yuugis head at the time. So many of them, so many feelings, and the more he thought about everything, the worse it got. He was so utterly in love with Yami, but he doubted Yami would ever feel the same about him. If he did, they could forget it all, Yugi would forgive him in a heartbeat, just to know he loved him back, as he once did. Yet, deep down in his heart, Yuugi knew that was not the case.
What could he do with his newfound knowledge? Should he abandon Yami, as much as it would kill him inside, and try to move on? Possibly do the same as Yami, and cheat on him...not that it would really matter if Yami didnt love him anymore. But maybe it would still hurt him. Or perhaps he should tell of Yami and Seto, Yuugi was sure the press would find it most interesting that the young billionaire was gay. But the problem was...none of those things seemed to be something Yuugi could do.
Pulling a pillow over his face he let out a deep breath, letting the pillow lay cool against his head. What was he going to do? But before he could repeat his options again, he heard the door open downstairs. Yugi smiled to himself, speak of the devil.
"Yugi, you here?"
"Yea ai, upstairs."
Yami showed up shortly in the bedroom, he smiled at Yuugi, stripping down to his boxers and walking over to him.
"Hey hun, what have you been up to?"
Yugi smiled and reached up to pull him into the bed. Yami smiled and layed down with him.
"Oh nothing, just worked on homework and hung out with Ryou"
Yuugi replied, Wrapping his arms around the older boys waist, resting his head on his chest. He loved the feeling of lying there with him, there bodies pressed together. It was almost perfect. He was lying however, he hadnt been doing anything all day but lying around trying to think of what to do. But Yami didnt need to know that.
"Um...do you have any plans tomorrow...?"
Of course the main question was if he was going to be with Seto or 'study group' all day again or not.
Yami smiled and kissed the younger boys hair.
"I have work in the morning for a few hours then I should be free...I think we got everything under control for our biology test."
Yugi smiled weakly to himself, anatomy was more likely, but who was he to say anything.
"Cool, maybe we can hang out in the afternoon then...?
"Yep, hopefully so. We can just hang out and play Rock Band or go out or whatever you want to do hun."
Yugi grinned, tilting his head up and giving his lover a kiss.
"Sounds awesome...night, love you."
Yuugi said, reaching over to turn off the light and closing his eyes.
"Night."
Yuugi opened his eyes.
Why didnt he say 'I love you' anymore?
Thank you for reading! If you liked and would like for me to counitiue please review, that inspires me greatly. I will try to update weekly. Sorry my chapters are short,
just getting back into the hang of writing. I'm not too sure which way I'm going to take this, so if anyone has any ideas let me know, other wise I'll just see where the wind takes me lol.
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