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Obsidian Shadows: Thx! I've been having trouble with the intro with this story. I've rewritten it twice. I'm glad you like it! yeah the change was kinda wierd for me too but it made me more comfortable in 1st person. '-.- I'll take yo up on those they sound better than mine. yeah HIM is awesome. Well hope you enjoy this chappie too!!

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Any who here's chapter two! and did I mention this story is inspired by my fat black cat and one of the new kittens. lol yeah anywho just read.

CLAIMER: I own all characters even the hyper active new one that gives ME the heebie jebbies! shiver Yeah well Vampire should be coming soon. I PROMISE!!!

Chapter two: Rude awakening

Have you ever woken up but you never really did? You're like in a half asleep state to where you can't open you eyes, but you can hear and sense everything around you. Well that's what was happening to me. I didn't hear anything though. I felt like there was something in the room.

Then with out warning I was picked up and slung over a shoulder. Yeah I was awake now and I was a seriously pissed off bitch in pjs and with mad kung fu skills. So with that I brought my elbow down hard on his spine and twisted. He dropped me instantly but not on anything soft.

Note to self: Floor is really hard. Even while carpeted. I got up and winced slightly but I got over it quickly when the man turned to me with bleeding red eyes that made me shiver from remembrance. But some how his eyes weren't the same as the ones in my dream. A lot more less malice. He stalked toward me and I shook my head clear of my thoughts and went to the desk that was in the room and grabbed my pocket knife. I opened it and pointed it in the man, or creature's direction.

He stopped in his tracks and laughed. I had no idea why but it seriously hurt my pride. "Bastard," I spat coldly as I threw the dagger at him. He wasn't expecting that and it pierced his skin and heart. I was shocked. I had just killed a man.

I was about to run when I noticed the "man" catch on fire and screech in some foreign language. Then with a thump his burnt body fell to the floor and turned into ashes. I was shocked to say the least, and I just stood there my eyes glued to the ashes of the creature. I then dropped to my knees and gasped for air as I puked up what ever was in my stomach.

'What the hell was that' I thought to myself as I whipped my mouth.

"A vampire" someone replied. My head darted up to look at a woman in her mid twenties. She had her dirty blond hair pulled up into a high ponytail. Her skin was slightly tanned and she wore what looked to be a leather body suit with quiet a few straps and holsters that held guns, daggers and bullets alike. Her gray eyes stared into my hazel ones.

"How did you know what I was thinking?" I asked exhausted and shocked. She smiled as she bent down to my level. Her gray eyes sparkled with happiness.

"It's one of my special gifts as a Defender. I'm Samantha by the way, but you can call me Sam," She replied cheerily as she helped me up. She led me to the bathroom and helped me get cleaned up again. I sighed.

"So what's a Defender? Are you like the police or something?" I asked. She shook her head.

"No. A defender is someone that hunts down the creatures that lurk in the night and want to feast on human flesh. We defend the humans from them. That includes vampires, werewolves, zombies, and the evil warlocks, " she stated passionately and her eyes sparkled. She then looked at me with a shocked expression. "I've said too much.."

I just gave her that look that just said 'I don't care'. Sam just sighed and said, "Well it really doesn't matter does it? You are a magical creature yourself and It re-" she was cut off my laughter.

I didn't know what she was talking about and had no Idea what had happened to me but I guess it all went to my head 'cause I just started laughing hysterically. From stress was what I thought. "You ha ha can't be serious? Ha ha ha!!! I'm not a magical ha ha ha being! Ha ha ha! You're haha on crack! Ha ha!" I practically yelled.

She just gave a serious look and stated, "Yes you are. A half angel to be more exact. You take after your father and look just like you mother."

I stopped laughing then. "How do you know my father and my mother?" I said, suddenly soberly.

She sighed and announced, "I've said too much again. Oh well," she shrugged, "Your mother was in the Defenders before she met your dad. She helped him out since he wasn't exactly the fighting type of angel."

"Wait was? As in past tense? What happened to her?" I asked curiously.

"Well your mother was the best until she quit the Defenders without an explanation. Later I found out why she quit. She was pregnant with you and didn't want you to get hurt while she was hunting. I was so happy for her but when I found out who the father was I was slightly horrified. Your father was an angel, Lily. And you were to be born an nephilim. A half angel that can judge right from wrong but only if you choose to."

I just gave her a blank stare. Dad's an angel. Mom a defender of humans. She's my god mother. And me, a nephilim that can be good or bad. Again my mind went blank.

Yep I have officially lost my mind. I'm dreaming and when I wake up, none of this would have happened. The ashes on the floor won't be here and Sam would be back in my imagination where she most likely came from. Yeah that's is exactly what's happening.

I sighed and just threw that Idea out the window. Who am I kidding. This whole damn thing is real rather I like it or not. The almost laughing woman in front of me is my god mother and I'm a nephilie... Oh what ever!

I looked over so Sam, only to see her trying to hold in laughter. "And what's so funny, huh?" I spat. She slammed both of her her hands over her mouth and her face turned a bright red.

I gave her the meanest look I could muster but it seemed to make the situation worse. She couldn't hold it in anymore so she burst open and laughed so loud I moved out of the bathroom.

"Your... thoughts are.. sooo funnnnnyy!!!!!" she yelled between giggles. I just rolled my eyes.

"At least I know how to control my thoughts and separate what is real and what is not," I whispered. I turned around to yell but instead I jumped like five feet up in the air. Sam was standing right in front of me with a serious expression. 'Jeeze! She's like bipolar or something!'

She said nothing but looked at me with her sober expression and was giving me the heebie jeebies. I turned away and took a seat in the very stiff red couch.

"And what are you staring at?" I asked in my smart ass tone. When she said nothing I threw my head back and looked at the blank white ceiling trying to find little pictures in it.

"Well I was thinking that I could take you too the organization. You would be very helpful to us and everybody would love you! That and you seem to have some talent," she said making me jump, yet again. I was starting to get sick of her abruptness.

When her words sunk in I was shocked. "And why do you think I have talent?" I asked rudely. I hated being flattered but I wanted to see what she said also.

Looking me straight in the eyes she replied, "You killed that level three vampire didn't you?"

It was more of a statement than a question. It kinda made me defensive for some odd reason. "Yeah I did but it was luck! He laughed I got mad I threw my knife and it hit his heart on ACCIDENT!" I replied right back trying to talk her out of it. I didn't want to kill. It wasn't in me to.

Sam sighed and just stared out the window. "What if I told you that your mother and father were killed by werewolves? And that the vampires are after you? Would you join then? For revenge?" she asked and turned back to look at me. I was majorly stunned to say the least.

I numbly shook my head. "No, but it would give me motivation to protect others. I wouldn't do it for my revenge, though. That's just wrong," I whispered just as numbly as I shook my head.

"Alrightly then! You have officially become a member of the Defenders," she stated like it was nothing.

Okay, numb state gone now. "I already told you. I don't want to join. Killing is just not me. Okay?"

"Okay but you're gonna be forced to join anyway. You know a little too much about us and yourself for us to just let you walk around," she said nonchalantly.

I glared at her. "So you told me all of this info just to make me join the defenders? That's just low. Even for a woman," I pouted. She laughed. God I hate her right now. Why does she have to be so bipolar?

She then turned serious yet again. Jesus, not another mood swing!! She gave me a slight glare and then announced, "You need to come with me. We need to get you all the way accepted."

"No," was all I said in return. She didn't waver though so I decided to repeat it. "No. N-O. No!"

Still she stared at me, begging me with her eyes. I looked away, but I looked right back to see her getting closer to me. I darted my eyes away again. I was not going to join. Not even if she killed and dragged me there and then brought me back to life. I glanced at her again. Big mistake.

I 'eeped' when I saw how close she had gotten. To close for comfort. "Ehhhh. Personal space please," I said nervously. Still with those damned eyes.

I started to get fidgety under her persistent gaze. I felt myself cracking, but I tried taping myself together. I was not going to kill. No matter what. Yeah they killed my parents and who wouldn't be angry and upset but I just don't see anything right with killing. It won't bring my parents back so what's the point. God I'm rambling again!

"If I say yes will you leave me the hell alone?!" I growled, clearly frustrated. She squealed and grabbed me and hugged me, while suffocating me. "I'd gladly die from lack of oxygen if it means not going," I choked out.

She let go of me making me drop to the hard floor. "I'm soooo sorry!" she appologized. I just waved it off. I stood up and glared at her.

"Okay but how are we gonna get there?" I asked lamely. She smiled broadly and it instantly turned into a frown.

"Good question," she said stumped. "Well I flew here and you look to young to drive..." she said some other things but I didn't listen.

'look... too... young?!' I screeched in my mind. I felt my temper rage and fire come to my eyes. I hated it when people made fun of how short I was.

She stopped rambling when she noticed how tense I was. She poked me on the shoulder and said, "Heeeyyyyy. Are you there?"

"I. Am. Not. Short. I am sixteen for your information!!!!!! I have a yellow mustang and am very proud of my 5'2 height!" I yelled while I grabbed her by the front of her leather suit. She gulped in fear.

"Okay... So we'll take your car then? Eh he he he.." she whispered sheepishly. I took in a deep breath as I felt my temper cool down.

"Sorry about that. I'm sensitive when people make fun of my height," I said. I rubbed to back of my head and sat back down on the couch.

"Its okay. And I'm driving since I know the way," she replied changing the subject in a flash.

I grumbled but I couldn't complain so I just changed out of my pjs and into some baggy pants with suspenders and a tank top with a silver a black butterfly with shredded wings on the back.

When I was done I carried my junk to the door but was intercepted my my blond god mother holding out her hand. I gulped as my hand flew toward my pocket, where my keys rested.

I was really reluctant to give them up. I mean I was giving them to my hyper active god mother that was totally bipolar and I just met her! See why I'm reluctant to give them to her? She coughed into her free hand and looked at me expectantly.

I sighed as I slowly got my keys out of my pocket. It was like slow motion from there on. My hand eased out of my pocket and into the air as I gently put the keys into her hand. I whined when she snatched then from my view and skipped from my view out the door. I reluctantly followed.

'Dammit! I really hate her now! First, she pisses me off. Second, she tricks me into joining the Defenders. And last but not least, she practically steals my car. My baby!' I whined over and over inside my head. I threw my bag in the back but kept my laptop. I jumped into my car and opened the portable computer. I didn't notice the radio start and the car start up as I typed in W.W.H.S. A couple of answers came up but none of them were foster societies. Just a bunch of high schools and clubs that didn't sound right.

I sighed as I typed in Nephilim. A few useful answers came up. All of them saying that The sons of god thought the daughters of men were beautiful so they married who they liked. And so the nephilim was born. They were giants and blah blah blah. Or something around those line. I didn't care.

What I did figure out though is that I was bored out of my mind and that the trip was taking waaay too long. "Are we there yet?" I groaned.

"No" I waited another ten minutes.

"Are we there yet?" I was being so evil and I didn't care. Muwahahaha!

"No" Dang it! Not on her nerves yet.

Hehehe. "Are we there yet?"

Sigh, "No" Ooooo! A sigh! Good sign.

Waiting... "Are we there YET?"

"God no! Now would you shut up!" she yelled while keeping her eyes on the rode.

Lily did it. Okay just one more time. "Are we there yet?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"No."

"Damn you," I pouted. She ruined it. Damn you!!!! Damn you to hell!!!!

Then when we got off the high way I started to get sleepy. I looked up to see that we where driving through a dense forest. When I looked over at Sam I noticed that she was just fine. I growled, "What the hell are you doing to me?" To bad it sounded more of a whine from

a person that just woke up.

"I'm sorry. I really am, but it's procedure that we put new comers to sleep before we enter. This spell won't effect you once you're a member. For now just sleep," she whispered, truly apologetic. I nodded in understanding. I would kick her ass once I woke up.

I let my eyes droop closed as blackness overwhelmed me.

She did it again! I finally got the second chapter done!!! I'm really excited. I made a new record!! in my book hehehe. Hope you all like it!! and review more please I'm very grateful for allllll the reviews you gave me!!! hugz