I cannot believe this is happening. I mean, I have dreamt about it numerous times. I have even masturbated and came to Jane's name, but it actually happening. Her touching me, me of all people, I never thought would happen and now that it is… am I ready?

My cheek is pressed up against the stiff wood of Jane's door. She's pinned me up against it and her hands are running up and down my thighs and she presses kisses to the side of my neck. God that feels amazing, don't stop Jane, God please don't.

I turn nervously though because I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can make love to her, like actually make love to her, and I am not a woman who second guesses herself often. "Jane…p-p-please…ssstop."

I feel Jane pull her hands away from my body and the pressure is relieved. I turn and see a face that I wish I had never seen. Jane, she's hurt, she's pissed, she's even angry. "Maura… I asked you-" she says breathlessly. "…And, and you made all those promises…"

I try to put my hand on her shoulder to comfort her, but she jerks away. "Jane Angela, I made those promises and I mean them. I just… I won't admit when I can't do something often, but I don't know, I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can make love to you because I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say, to touch, to kiss, to be. It has nothing to do with you, absolutely nothing. I mean I want you. I mean I really, really, really want you. But I just don't know how!" I almost yell at her, ugh- I reaaaaally don't like not being able to do something and even worse, I don't like admitting it.

Jane is tossed into a fit of giggles. She's laughing at me. I could literally smack her right now. Ooooh she pisses me off sometimes. "Are you being serious, Maur?"

I knit my eyebrows together and grit my teeth. "No. I'm just telling you this so that you'll find me repulsive. So that I can drive myself home and go to bed alone yet again dreaming of you. Of course I'm being serious, Jane!"

The giggling ceased. "You dream about me?"

"In the most erotic fashion." I say honestly.

Jane produced the sultriest grin I had ever seen on her face. It took my breath away just thinking about the possibility of things she was thinking of. "Is that so? And what do we do in these little day dreams of yours?"

I feel a blush creep across my cheeks. Did I really want to answer this? There had been so many. Some romantic, some not as romantic but very hot, and some that just made me look like a, what's the laymen's term? Freak? Yep. I did not want to answer that question. "Uh, uh. Nope, no way."

"Maura Isles? Please tell me you're not into like S&M. I mean, sometimes it's hot-" She lowers her voice into a soft whisper as she gradually gets closer to my ear. She places a small kiss on my neck just below my ear. "But I want to take my time on you. I want to familiarize myself with every inch of your body. I want to make you beg me for a release, and believe me I'll give it to you. I'll give it to you so hard that you won't be able to walk for a week."

Standing there, I press my thighs tighter together and moan as she says that last sentence. I unbutton the first, second, and third buttons on my shirt and pull it over my head. I fold it and place it on the back of the couch and begin to walk away. "Are you going to make good on those promises or not?"

I quickly hear footsteps behind me. I turn to see her Jane has already removed her pants and flung them half way across the living room where they landed on her fern that she got for her birthday from her mom. I couldn't help but laugh at the display, oh how Momma Rizzoli would love how her birthday gift is being used.

As soon as we enter the bedroom I feel her arms wrap around my waist. I push my ass into her center and grind, eliciting a moan from her. I might not know how to do this, but I've got her turned on to a certain degree, don't I? I know what I would like her to do if the positions were reversed. I've dreamt about this, I'll just take that and run with it. I reach behind my head and run my hands through her hair as she bites down on my neck. "Jane, fuck me please?"

She turns me around so fast that if my head wasn't spinning before, it sure as hell is now. Her hands are on my ass as she gives it a squeeze, through my skirt, in both of her hands. She runs her fingers the length of my thigh pulling my shirt up as she does and lifts me up and I wrap both of my legs around her waist, connecting at the ankles. She kisses me hard, so hard that it makes my lips throb with pain. I pull back and our lips "pop" with reluctant release. I look down into her beautiful, big, brown eyes they are half-lidded with passion and want. I can't help the next words that come out of my mouth, "I love you, Jane Angela Rizzoli."

She pulls her head back and with a look of confusion says, "How can you possibly know that?"

I shake my head and smile lopsidedly. "Jane, how could I not know that? I may not know if I love you as a lover, but I sure as hell know I love you as you, as a person. As my friend. I love everything about you. The way you move, the way you talk, the way you take care of me, and if I don't love you as a lover now- I'm sure I will in about a half-an-hour." I say with a wink.

"Oh so you think it's going to take me a whole half-an-hour to get you to an orgasm?" Jane walked toward the wall and slammed my back into it, a little too hard but I liked it. She plants her hands on the wall and pushes into me.

I can feel her hips bucking into me pushing me flat on my back against the wall. I move my hands from her neck to her back where I pull up on the hem of her shirt. She pulls her hands away from the wall and picks up from where I've been pulling and helps me pull her shirt free from her body. I look down at her, she's so beautiful. I lick my lips as I look down at her in her black bra where her breast. It is starting to poke out of the holster. I smile as I reach behind against and unsnap it releasing the beauties. I wrap my hands in her hair and pull slightly making her head lean to the right as a start to suck on the sensitive flesh. I hear her moan. "Mmmm, baby. I want you so much."

She pulls me off the wall and lays me down gently to her bed, a huge contrast from the wall beating from before. She unbuttons my skirt and shimmies it down my legs. Then she reaches up and unsnaps my bra. She places small, butterfly-like kisses all over my body. "Maur, are you sure?"

I smile, she's so sweet. "Jane, there really is no turning back now and even if there was, I've never been so sure of anything in my life." With that she smiles and pulls at my panties.

She smiles at a job well done when she sees that I've actually creamed my panties. "Maura, I can't promise that I'm going to be any good at this, I can't promise I'll get you there. But I promise that I will do my best."

"Jane you've got me so turned on right now there's isn't a thing you could do wrong. Remember, I love you." I say. I lay my head back down and close my eyes bracing myself for the sensations she's about to create.

Her tongue makes contact with my center and I hadn't braced myself for what was about to happen. I can't help but to bolt upright as she does. "Oh God." I moan out. Her tongue is doing things to me I've never experienced before.

She pulls my engorged clit into her mouth and begins sucking on it. My body is thrashing uncontrollably. I bite down on my lip trying to hide the moan that could probably break eardrums. I can hear her mouth working on my body. My toes curl as I feel a release working its way through my body. I bolt upright again but this time I stay there as my release breaks through my body and I scream out her name. "F-ffffuuuuuck JANE!"

After a few more moments she slides back up my body where I lay limp. "How was that?"

"Mmmm." I moan. It's the only thing I can get out.

"I'm taking it was good?" She giggles. God, I love that giggle.

I nod my head slightly. "Mmm."

She pulls the covers over my body. "Sleep. We can pick up where we left off later. We have all night and day. I love you, Maura." She kisses my temple.

I turn my head and smile so broad that it makes me cheeks hurt. "You do?"

"I do. I love you. I love you. I love you in every way possible. As a person, as a friend, as a lover, as everything. You are my everything."

I feel a small tear go rogue on me. "Aw, Jane. I love you too. As my lover, as my best friend, as everything."