Heres chapter 1

Chapter 1

As Spike disapeared into the Darkness he knew he had cheered Dawn up for god sake she hugged him and smiled.

Dawn slumpped back down the stairs to get a drink, "What'cha up to Dawnie" Xander said as she walked over to the cabnet and pulled out a glass, she turned her head and glared at him ghostly then continued to pour a glass of water, "Im senceing a little tension Dawn" Xander said nodding his head a bit, "No Shit sherlock" Dawn left the room, "Ok she's using the S word now too" He said as Willow walked in looking at Dawn pushing past her.

"God they carry on like nothing happened, for fuck sake" She said as she threw her teddy across the room, "I know they talk about me I've heard them, fucking assholes"

She slowly slipped into the bathroom silently, turning the taps on the bath she yelled "I HATE YOU" she stood in front of the mirror watching her image slowly disapear behind the steam, "I wish I could just disapear" she climbed into the hot bath attempting to relax all her musles no use she was as tense as ever.

Spike paced around his crypt, kicking over tables throwing bottles on the wall, having one of his bloody fits, "bloody hell im the bloody walking dead, heartless how can she do this to me" he pulled on his duster and stormed out the door, "I need a sodd'n drink"

Dawn slipped under her blankets staring at a spot on her roof watching it fade out of focus as she sunk into dreamland,

"Buffy don't" Dawn cried as her sister jumped

Slowmotion kicked in her sister falling from the tower to the ground, to her friends screaming for her not to

Dawn caught a look in buffys eye before she hit the ground

A look saying "They're going to hate you, you selfish bitch"

Dawn jolted up eyes wide "It's just a dream" She repeated in her head but all she saw was buffy's face "They're going to hate you, you selfish bitch" she jumped out of bed sweat beading down her face, "Spike doesn't hate me" She said opening the window it was suddenly unbreathable in her room, she turned and looked to her door, "They won't miss me if I go out tonight" She said as she climbed out her window, she had done this a few times but still didn't get the landing part right, 'THUD' she hit the ground loudly and very hard this time she needed to lie their well she caught her breath.

Spike sat in the corner of the bronze watching all the happymeals on legs dance around he slowly sipping at a bottle of whisky feeling the erge to just grab one of the and drain it, but this thought only cause the chip to go off, "Bloodly hell" He sneered.

As he was about to leave someone caught his eye, a young girl dancing in her what looked like saturn PJ's "What the hell" he mouthed as he watched the men around her grouping and grinding agaists her, "They've all gone insane" still intruged by the display he watched a little longer, to see if he knew this woman, "He mister" Someone called from behind him, "That's my seat now move" Some teenage boy with some tarts attached to his hips comanded, "Fuck off" Spike said turning back to the the dancing girl, "Hey asshole I said move" the boy jabed Spike in the shoulder

Spike flashed his vamp face to the boy before turning back to the girl, "Sorry man" they guy said practially dragging the to tarts behind him.

She felt free, free as a bird no stress no responsiblities, Dawn slowly swayed side to side her head thrown back lost in the beat of the music she could feel someone watching her but she really couldn't be fucked finding out who.

"So babe wanna come back to my place" someone whispered in her ear, it snapped her out of the music she hadn't even noticed the guys dancing with her, "Fuck off" She said pushing the guy away and trying to find her way out of the maze of people, when she finally got to the bar she slumpped down on the stool, "What'cha won't" the man from behind the counter said, she smiled realising he was talking to her he haddn't realised she was only 16, "Umm I think I'll have ahh" she tried to think off a drink, "Oh shit I can't I didn't bring my purse" She said remembering she just left without anything but her self, "Its all good doll face it's on the house" he reached behind the counter and handed her a shot of vodka.

Spike stood up making his way to the bar like she was a magnet pulling him in,

"Hey" he said in a husky voice

Dawn jumped "Shit" she thought, "uhh hi Spike" She said nervousily turning to face him

"Bloody hell" Spike said suddenly embarrased he had just tried to pick her up,

"I can totally explain," she said putting the shot glass down trying to hide it,

"Its almost midnight Pet what the hell are you doing, and in your PJ's" he said eyeing her up and down trying to erase the dirty thoughts he was having about her,

"I uh had to get out" Dawn said a little embarrassed,

"Well let's get you out off this place" he said grabbing her hand, "we can talk out in the ally", "Yeah Spike cause that's where all normal people talk, in dark allyways" she sarcastically said walking behind him.

"Dawn it dangerous to go out on your own, and get drunk anything could happen" Spike started, "Please Spike don't give the third degree, im sick of it just let me be" she said as she walked away, "Nibblet" he called as her ran after her, "Im not giving you the bloody third degree, I care, I don't want anything to happen to you I'd have to kill any bastard that touches you" he said, "Fine Spike but next time just watch me don't stop me, be there for me to fall back on" she said slowing down her pace to walk beside the vampire, "I'll always be there Luv never leave ya".

Okay that's this chapter done im having a git of writers block so if you have ideas for the next chapter just tell me and I will try to put them in

 skitly