FANG POV
It took most of the night to drive home, when I did get home it was about 3 am, I laid my max down in her dorm room, pulling the covers up to her chin and kissing her temple. She mumbled a few things and I smiled, she was talking in her sleep. I sat on the bed next to her and stroked her hair, I smiled and pulled my cell from my pocket as it rang, briskly walking outside so she wouldn't awaken. "hullo?" I answered the phone "hey man, how's max? is the uhm… baby ok?" iggy asked, breathing heavily into the receiver. "hey iggs, yeah they're both fine" I said, closing max's door and standing outside of it.
"good, look, mom is really mad" I laughed dryly. "oh yeah, so?" I replied sourly. "well… she knows about the baby fang" iggy whispered "how?" I asked "she found the tests" he said, apologizing and quickly hanging up as ella was calling for him.
I walked back into max's dorm room. She was out of bed and changing into a large t shirt "hey my love" she greeted me, smiling and running to me, kissing my cheek and running her hands down my arms. She looked into my eyes and her smile wavered. "what's wrong dear?" I asked, setting my hand on her tiny stomach and worrying about her slightly. She looked away, and sighed, her smile finally fading fully "fang I have to leave you" she whispered. I stood there, barley breathing, barley smiling, scared.
This had to be unreal "no" I said, bewildered, not wanting this to be the truth. "im so sorry fang, I love you so much, you mean so much to me… you have no idea how much I love you… fang this is the hardest thing ive ever had to do" she whispered, tears running down her cheeks. I brushed them off of her cheeks and let my tears fall as well "you cant do this max, what about the baby?" I whispered, trying to choke back the tears.
"we weren't ready for him anyways, what were we thinking? I'll uhm… I don't know what ill do but the choice is mine… im so sorry fang I have to go… we cant be together" max cried softly, hugging me so fast I had no time to wrap my arms around her and then she ran out of the room, I just fell to the ground crying… my max is gone… what did I do? Where did I go wrong? What about our baby? I think I laid there and died, before my eyes slowly drifted shut, from exhaustion…
MAX POV
I heard my phone ringing, it was Ellen, I opened it and held back my sobs. "did you do it?"she barked. "yes, you bitch" I cried, sobbing at the loss of my one love, and the father of my kids. "HOW DARE YOU!" she screamed. "look, I did it ok! Just leave us alone!" I screeched, crying, as I walked past the gas station to the small motel near the university. "fine, we had a deal. Stay away from my boy." She whispered.
5 months later
FANG POV
As max's stomach got bigger, I grew more depressed, five months along and the love of my life… my fiancé… she left me. She agreed to talk to me, I could tell my baby was depressed as well, I kept telling her the stress and sadness wasn't good for our baby…. She ignored me ever time I said that. She barley spoke to me, and always ignored me… it was painful. It was so very painful I could barley take it… the cuts helped, but they were hard to hide… they helped the pain go away though… it made me feel some type of physical something… in my new found world of darkness…
