I stepped through the rows of trees and blinding light that I knew would lead to him. There was no way I could exactly describe this place that I was in. it was a beautiful meadow, and anyone would be able to see that, but as I stepped in I could only describe it as my fantasy.

The sky above me was a deep purple mixed with blue, and the grass below sparkled like it was made of emeralds and diamonds. The glowing grass had lilac tulips scattered all around that gave the meadow a surreal feeling.

As always, he was there waiting for me. The bronze haired angel stood in the middle of the meadow. His emerald eyes looking straight into my brown ones, so deep that I knew he could see into my soul.

"Bella" his velvety voice said.

I walked into his open arms and he held me tight against his chest. His chin rested on my shoulder and I could feel him breathing in the lilac scent of my hair.

His hands ghosted down my back until he reached my hips and he held his hands there. He lifted his head and focused his gaze on my lips. He brought his emerald gaze to my eyes as if he was asking for permission and all I could do was nod my head.

I closed my eyes as he leaned forward, and felt soft pressure of his lips as he pressed them against mine. Our lips moved passionately together in a slow embrace, and I could feel the love radiating from this gorgeous bronzed hair angel.

He broke the kiss, and took my face gently between his hands, looked deep into my eyes and said

"Bella, I'm here. I'm real, and I'm here waiting for you. Come find me."

beep beep beep beep

I lifted my hand and searched blindly on my bedside table to turn off the alarm.

I laid face up and stared at the ceiling as I tried to will my heart to slow down, and brought my hand up to my face to try to remove my matted hair drenched in sweat that I always woke with after my dream.

Every night I had the same dream. The same dream with my gorgeous bronzed haired angel. I walked into this fantasy meadow which looked like something out of the movies, then he would always be there waiting for me and would kiss me. And always, before the alarm rang and woke me from my dream, he would tell me that he was real and to go find him.

Even though I've been having the same dream every night, I always had a feeling that his words were true.

I got out of bed and walked across the hall to the bathroom to take a shower. The warm water soothed my muscles and relaxed me as I tried again to decipher this repetitive dream.

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a white towel around my body before I headed down the hallway back to my room to get dressed.

I wore dark ripped jeans with a white tank top, and a blue cropped jacket which I thought would be warm enough since the sun appeared to be coming out today more than usual. I put on a little bit of mascara, and some lip gloss before I threw on my grey converse, grabbed my red jansport backpack, and bounded down the stairs towards the kitchen before I left for my first day of school.

"Morning Bells" Charlie said as he looked up from the newspaper.

Charlie-my dad- was the chief of police of forks and I had recently moved in with him. I used to live with my mom Renee and stepfather Phil in Phoenix, but I moved in with Charlie for my senior year so my mom could travel with Phil since he was a baseball player. I moved in during the middle of July so I could get used to living in Forks before school began in August. Not that there was much to get used to since it was remotely smaller than Phoenix, and the major thing that occupied this town were trees.

My first night here in Forks was when it all began. I was exhausted from my flight, so the first thing I did was head to my room-which looked mostly the same since when I was a kid- and fall asleep. That was the first night I dreamt of him. That night I woke with my heart beating erratically in my chest, and the tingling sensation of his smooth soft lips as they pressed against mine.

I spent the rest of the night lying awake, and the only thing I could think of was his emerald green eyes, his velvety voice as it told me to go find him, and the beautiful meadow. I shrugged the dream off the next day, thinking it was a one time thing, but night after night he kept invading my unconscious mind.

Although the definition of a dream was: "ambitious imaginative thought where you indulge in a fantasy", I had a strong feeling that this wasn't imaginative. I know that dreams aren't real, but I felt like I was destined to be here in forks to find him. Although I had no idea who this man was that invaded my dreams constantly every night, I knew he was my destiny.

"Morning dad" I said in a rushed tone grabbing a pop tart. Not the healthiest breakfast, but the easiest to take since I was in a rush.

"Listen Bella, I'll be home late today from the office" Charlie said.

"Oh…don't worry about it dad. I'm gonna be late for school, so I better go". I said in a rushed tone.

It really wasn't a big deal that he wasn't home most nights. I was used to taking care of myself since Renee was always more like a child than a mom.

"Alright. Have a good first day of school Bells" Charlie said as he sipped on his coffee.

"Bye" I screamed out as I headed out the door towards my red truck.

The truck was a "welcome home" present from my dad. He got it from his friend Billy and Jacob who lived in La Push. I was good friends with Jake, but it was mostly really awkward since he flirts with me the whole time we hang out.

I sat in my truck, turned the key, and heard the loud rumble as my truck turned on. I backed out of the driveway and was on my way to school, with emerald green eyes and his velvety voice invading my thoughts the whole ride there.

Hey guys. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long time…I was just trying to sort out my thoughts of how I want this story to turn out, but I should probably update twice more this week (hopefully).

I'm sorry to say that after this week I won't be able to update for a whole month because I'm going on a trip, but as soon as I get back I will update regularly.

Don't forget I have a picture of what the meadow kind of looks like on my profile, and I also have the outfits for each chapter on my profile too.

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