Hott for teacher

A/N : I'm so super sorry for the long wait for an update writers block truly sucks. My oter stories are taking a toll also. Good news I GOT MARRIED . so happy living married life right now. Truly in love. An avid reader of my writing so you my lovely fans arent the only ones upset at my writers block he's the voice in my ears pissed at my cliffhangers, twists and turns, even the long period of writters block. Although he has the advantage of being the very first reader. So im going to give a shout out to a few of those who light my day when I see your comments. Despicable-Angel, all my guests, degrassiluver15 and everyone else.. thank you so much I really do love that you guys love my work. A small surprise to a reviewer who I seriously smile and laugh at it. So chapter is dedicated to you. You know who u r! oh and reviews are fantastic..

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True love waits.

ELI POV

She threw her ring at me. Clare really threw her fucking purity ring at me then ran out my classroom. Last night clearly was mutual. She didn't bleed. How was it possible she was a virgin. How did shit go from unbelievably perfect to completely screwed to all hell so fast. Last night replayed in his head, then the hurtful look in her eyes.

Last night was a mistake. Wasn't it?

Me being her teacher clearly changed everything. Did it?

That can never happen again. Can it?

Shit just got real

Eli POV

True Love Waits.

Purity ring.

Generally given at a young age after a vow to abstantance until marriage to your true down at the ring resting perfectly on my pinky finger. Like it belonged there. A massive migraine was brewing in my temples as I tried to figure what had truly taken place in the past twenty four hours. I met an amazing girl. Had what was without a doubt the best sex of my life with said girl. To turn around said girl is my fucking student probably underage. Oh yeah and almost forgot… is… well was a virgin. W.T.F.? this cannot be happening. That's it this is a dream.

"Ouch."

Looking around for the asshole who just wacked up upside the back of my head. Adam.

"Doctor Doom, why so gloom?" He teased. "Teaching really that bad? Maybe you need to see theatre girl again. She sure as hell plastered a hug smile on your face this morning."

"I already saw her…" All I could say.

"What and you look like that? Did she regret it? When did you see her?"

"About twenty minutes ago."

"what in the middle of your class? " he puzzled. "Did you tell her you were a teacher here."

"No." I sighed and lowered my head fiddling with the ring again. "She was IN the class…."

I held my breath and waited for it to sink into Adam's head.

And waited.

And wa…

"WHAT?!" He shouted. "She…how… but… WHAT? SHE'S YOUR BLOODY STUDENT?"

"shhhh… " I hissed covering his mouth. "I don't want everyone to know…"

We both sat there in silence for a few minutes. Adam still having the shock riddance on his face.

"Wow. So what now?" Adam asked.

"Man I really don't know. I don't know,"

"Can we talk?"

Both our heads snapped over to the door, To the last face I thought id ever see again,

Clare.

Adam mumbled a few jumbled words and with one last look between the both of us before walking out the door in rather a hurry.

Clare POV

Why was I even here? How did I even get here? Why was he staring at me? I don't know all I did know is what I was feeling. It was like a pull towards Eli. Not my new English teacher but the man I met last night. The man I was with last night.

"Can we talk?" I asked again.

Honestly I wasn't expecting any type of reply. God, he must be repulsed by me. Even hate me. After all he was my teacher and I his sixteen year old student. This was a mistake. The tears were coming again. I turned away from him prepared to make everything right. Walk out of his life forever. No matter how hard it hurt.

"Not here." He finally said.

"What?" I chocked.

"Not. Here." Eli said walking up beside me.

He had his bag with him. Looking into my eyes for a moment or two before handing me a piece of scrap paper. Then he turned and walked out the door.

Wait five minutes and then leave

1447 Rosetta Drive

Apt 4

We'll talk there.

The world's longest five minutes later I was on route to the address on the paper. Heart was racing as I knocked on the door to apartment four. Eli answered moments later, his face expressionless.

"Come in."

This must be where he lives. The apartment was a good size for one person. Walls were filled with video games and books. For a man living here it was very tidy and even slightly decorated. Even the black leather couch had throw pillows on it. Eli sat away from me on it, averting his everywhere but my direction.

"This was a bad idea." I finally said after the few awkward minutes of pure silence.

"Don't go. Please." He finally spoke.

Eli swore and ran his hands through his hair. Clearly whatever this was it was difficult for him also. What was this?

"Look Clare…" He stammered out.

"Oh god…"

He was regretting it. My first time with any one will be from a man who regrets being with me. Like it wasn't bad enough that he turned out to be my very hot English teacher. Now I get to add that he will regret it for the rest of his life.

"Clare…" He repeated.

"Don't. just don't." anger i didn't even know that I had was festering up. "I didn't come here to get the 'last night was a mistake I'm your teacher it's wrong' speech."

"It IS wrong! What did you come here for anyways?" Eli got up and paced. "I'm your teacher for fucks sake! Your sixteen and were a virgin! I'm not that type of a guy! I don't act like this, Ever! Clare we had sex last night and I didn't even know your last name! Im your teacher and I took something that was apparently precious to you."

"Last night was mutual."

"No it was not! You're sixteen. I am the adult, im the one responsible for all this.."

"Elijah!" I screamed louder then I meant to, causing him to jump. "It was mutual! If anything it was more me then you! I am not a fucking child. You did not force me to do anything that I didn't want to do last night. You did not tell me to go into that room last night with a man I knew was older than me. you weren't the one who put those feelings in my head last night or even right now! Don't you dare stand there and say this is your entire god damn fault!"

Somehow without noticing I must have gotten up and gotten in Eli's face because I was finding myself plopping back on to the couch holding my head in my hands. Tears threatening. Eli stood there in pure shock at my outburst. Speechless and confused.

"Do you regret it?" I whispered out loud, at least I think.

"No."

He came and sat on the coffee table in front of me. I couldn't look at him. If I looked into his emerald eyes I know the tears will come. He cupped his hands under my chin gently forcing me to look at him. He looked like he was hurting. Wiping away the tears that betrayed my command to not fall.

"Clare…" Eli started.

I crashed my lips to his cutting his words off. he hesitated for a moment and then kissed me back deepening the kiss. Bringing back everything I felt for him last night. Just as soon as I thought last night was going to happen again he pulled away.

"Clare. We can't do this… I'm your teacher. This wrong." He said.

"Bullshit!" I said standing up. "Tell me the truth Elijah! You and I both know this is far from that. Tell me how you feel about us."

"There is no 'us.'"

"You're lying."

"there cant be an us!"

"Elijah look me in the face and tell me you don't feel anything for me. Tell me!"

Eli POV

Looking into her eyes I tried like hell to just lie to her. Tell her I feel nothing. Do the right thing. Lie but no words came out. I just couldn't do it. Not to my Clare. Not to the girl I couldn't get out of my head. My student or no she was all I cared about right now. I wanted to do nothing more than to take her back into my room and show her just how much she means to me.

POW!

Normal girls smack a man when their hurting. My Clare's no ordinary girl she full on decked me in the face. Breaking skin on my cheek and knocking me on my ass.

"You are a lying bastard and a coward Elijah Goldsworthy."

The look of tears and heartbroken hurt on her face hurt worse than her right hook. She all but ran out my door leaving it wide open. I wanted so badly to run after her; kiss every tear away. This was the right thing to do. She get over this and move on.

This is for the best

This is for the best for both of us.

This is for the bes…. Ah shit who the fuck am I kidding? I got up and ran out the door after her. Please be in the parking lot, please, please… please. But she wasn't. Clare had left. Gone away from me.

"Fuck!" I screamed falling to my knees on the grass.

What did I do? Why do I keep messing things up? i'm so stupid so very stupid. Pulling myself up I went back into my apartment. I Grabbed frozen peas for my face and a tall glass of scotch for my heart. Down half of it in one gulp as there was a knock on the door. Clare? Almost dropping the glass as I put it on my table and ran for the door throwing it open.

"Clare?"

"I forgot my jacket."

My face fell and so did the peas.

A/N: things are not what they seem. Little bit shorter then before but I wanted to leave off in a cliffy. Hope you like it. Might not be as good as the last chapter but theirs more to come soon hopefully. Reviews really really are bloody fantastic…

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