When I woke up I looked around and I saw Sam sitting on the little couch-table. With Amanda. I sat up, looked at them and mumbled a simple „Good Morning". They looked at me and Amanda stood up. She opened her mouth, as if she'd be about to say something, but then she closed it again. Suddenly she started laughing.
„Oh my god, Dean, I'm so sorry." she said, hard to understand, because her words were drowning in her laughter.
„Hard to take you serious when you're laughing." I said and I knit my brows.
„No, I really am. It's just, see, this was so embarassing. I wasn't expecting anybody coming into the room or something, and suddenly you stood there." She put on a poker face.
„Dude, I guess for you it was less awkward then for me, believe me." I stood up to put a shirt on. „So, are we okay?" I asked her. She nodded, and then she hugged me.
For whatever this hug was. Sam was watching the whole show while sitting on the sofa. Amanda air-kissed him and then she flattered out of the room.
„Like a fairy." Sam gushed.
Did he just say LIKE A FAIRY? I looked at him, and, I couldn't help it, I started laughing. This time it was Sam death-glaring at me.
„Dude, I'm sorry. But that sounded end-gay." I told him, and he also started laughing.
We went to have some breakfast at the Diner, and we talked about Amanda. But I wasn't expecting what Sam was going to say.
„Okay, Dean, I've got a problem with her." he started. „I REALLY enjoyed having sex with her, okay? But, oh my god, she starts up with a relationship, and I just feel like telling her 'Duh, hop off my dick'. I don't love her Dean. The sex was good, but she doesn't get that I don't want anything more from her." As he stopped, I waited a few seconds to be sure he was finished.
„Sam, are you trying to tell me you just wanted SEX?" I asked him.
„Not even this. I didn't want anything, she was just so tempting." He looked at me with a desperate face.
„She's a monster."
„Dean!"
„Dude, all the bitches you had sex with were monsters. Madisson, Ruby..." I started explaining.
„Not that sexy doc, though. And before you ripped me out of Stanford I had Jess, remember?" He stopped me.
„Doesn't matter, I BET she is a monster. I bet my ass on it." I rolled my eyes.
„How do you want to check that?"
„What?"
„I guess you could be right, okay? So, how to check it?"
„What about getting some facts about her. So, she has sex..." I looked at him and nodded so he knew he's next.
„She sings. Own songs.
„What's she singing about?
„Mainly sex and nature."
„Hm... Anything else?"
„She owns a little boat. It's nothing big, but maybe... We can't know."
„Okay... You go out, doing some researches. I'll surf the world wide web."
Sam agreed, so we finished ur breakfast, and then we mad our ways.
I was searching the internet like crazy. For hours. And I couldn't find anything. Maybe I chose the wrong tags. Sometimes I wished I had Sam's brain. What made my work even harder, was that the entire time I was drifting away from the main theme, tinking about Sam. It was too much of his near today, even it was just 2 hours. I was getting in some trouble, falling for him, deeper and deeper. But whatever, I was close to become desperate as Sam finally came in. He smiled, which always was a good sign.
„It kinda turns me off, but I found out what she is." He said, proud of his work.
„Well, then tell me" I summonded him.
„She, wait, no he... Fuck off. AMANDA is the Freyr." As he saw that I couldn't start up anything with this information, he continued. „A nordic god. The god of fertility. In the meaning of vegetation and sunshine, but also in the meaning of sexual fertility. His followers express their 'fandom' with dancing, singing and cultic sex. And guess what? The Freyr has a ship, that has the attribute that it can be folded so small that it can fit into a trouser pocket." He took a deep breath after he stopped talking.
„AMAZING! And how to kill that stupid son of a bitch?" I was fascinated. He's always done the better work. But I'd never admit that.
„Burn the ship down."
„Wow, that's easier as I thought. So, let's do this shit tonight."
„Not that easy, Dean. I wish it was, but it's not." He said and pulled a face.
„What?"
„The ship needs to burn down in the night of full moon, which is in 3 days." He explained.
„You are kidding!"
„Nope. And as long as this ship isn't burned, the victims of the Freyr can't leave the town. AND the victims are always coming back to the god to give him their fertility."
„Does that mean this Son of a Bitch wants you to make him pregnant?"
„Probably"
„Dude, that won't happen, because I'll be around you 24/7, okay?" With this I quit the conversation.
I know, it wasn't quite the best idea, being around him all the time, because I was in the middle of falling in love with my brother. But I promised him to always keep care of him. And that's what I do.
In the evening we ordered some pizza, and we watched one of those movies on the motion picture channel. An we drank. We drank a lot. Sam was drunk as fuck, he couldn't count to 5 anymore, and I was everthing else than sober. But atleast I was just squiffy.
But it happened. And oh my god. I wish I could return it. Sam accidentally touched my thigh, and I swear by god, this was the fasted reaction of my Penis in my entire life. Boner. Shocked I stared at Sam, and he stared back. And then he kissed me. I don't know why, maybe it was because he was so drunk, but this kiss was so full of passion. I rejoined the kiss and he pulled my shirt off. So did I. Then I pulled him into the pillow and kissed his neck. „Fuck me, Dean", he whispered in my ear. Fighting with myself, but losing the contrl over my body, I started taking his pants of, and he had some hard work on my belt, so I let my pants down by myself. We were sitting there, the fuck, naked. And Sam kind of raped me. He started kissing my neck, and he kissed his way down to my hard-as-hell-penis. He put a little peck on my boner. At first I thought he was serious about giving me a blow job. But then he looked up at me. „I seriously want you in me Dean. Really." and he looked like a little boy that really wanted to have a mountain bike. Oh, and he got me in him. I couldn't resist. I pushed my penis in his anus, like a boss. His moaning was so clear, and how he always said my name. I guess that was the best part. How he was MOANING my name. I pushed my hands in his back, and when we both came, we looked at eachother just for a few seconds before I pulled my penis out of his ass. Then we lay down. A few minutes none of us said a word.
„I wish I wasn't drunk." Sam said then.
„Why?" I replied.
„Because then you would believe me if I told you that I loved you." And then he fell asleep.
I didn't want Sam to wake up naked, not knowing what he did the day before. Barely happened, but if he'd ask me 'Dude, what happened yesterday?' I could impossible answer with 'Oh nothing, I just jizzed in your butt'. So I dressed him up. Boxers and a Tee. That'd be enough.
I sat down at the table then, drinking some more, 'til I fell asleep, my head pressed on the table.