A/N: Hay every one i wan to say sorry for messing up Jake's name. I hope you like this chapter. I promise that the next chapter will have more Jacob and Nessie. Please review! Love ya guys!

Chapter 4

"Nessie you saw Jacob, now its time to go make you beautiful." Alice looked frustrated. I think she was going a little over board.

"She always looks beautiful. Go ahead Ness I will be here when you're done." I looked at Jake's wonderful smile and my smile fell a little. I didn't want to leave his side. Ever. Here they were acting like it wasn't a big deal. I hadn't seen him all day!

From behind me I heard a deep sigh. I looked behind me to find my father walking into the kitchen with two vases full of flowers. Damn I slipped. My dad had heard every thought I just had. I blushed and looked back towards Jake. I would have to talk to my parents sooner or later anyway right?

"Oh, ok. You promise?" I asked Jake. I knew he would but I still felt the need to ask to be perfectly certain.

He looked at me with narrowed eyes for a second and then shook his head. "You really still have to ask? All right then, I promise Nessie. Plus I was going to ask short stuff if she needed some help." He leaned down and kissed the top of my head.

It was an amazing feeling, Jacob's soft warm lips on my skin. It was almost like he had venom. When he touched me it would burn, but the burn was so wonderful. It would always leave me wanting more. My stomach filled with butterflies and my heart started to race. I shouldn't let him have this affect on me, but I loved it. "See you later, ok?" Jake said smiling. I started to wonder what it would feel like if Jake kissed my lips. That really didn't help with the butterflies.

"Renesmee, you should probably go get ready." My dad said coming out the kitchen. I looked down, away from Jake embarrassed. I had done it again.

" Ok dad," I looked back at Jake. " See ya."

"Ok come on, come on! Lets go I can't wait for you to see your dress. You are going to just scream." Aunt Alice said laughing. She started to pull me by my hand almost running to the stairs. When I didn't go as fast as she wanted, she picked me up, ran with inhuman speed up the stares, and down the hall to her and uncle Jasper's room on the second floor.

When she sat me down I was a winded, but it was a little fun. When I looked around her bathroom I saw make-up, nail polish, and other lotions. I didn't know why she got the moisturizers; I had never had one pimple. I loved my skin; it was the only thing that made me feel like apart of the family in the looks department.

I looked at the wall and there was a black garment bag on a hook. When I started to walk towards it aunt Alice was instantly in front of the bag blocking me.

"You said that I could see it whe-"

"When you were in it, Nessie." She said cutting me off. My eyes narrowed at her. "Bella." She called in an even voice. In a couple of seconds my mother was standing in the bathroom door.

"Yes?"

"Can you start on her hair? I think I need to go hide these till its time." Aunt Alice took the bag

"Of course." She walked in as Alice walked out. I stared at the door after she left with my mouth hanging open a little. Ok, it was official now; aunt Alice was so losing it. My mother pulled a chair from the corner of the bathroom and pushed me into the seat.

"Its better to just not fight her sweetheart." My mother said laughing. " That way when she still gets her way, it doesn't feel so bad. So how is your day going so far?" she asked.

"Really good, now. Jake just got here. I was sort of worried he wouldn't show up." Once again it felt stupid to think he would let me down. I really did feel better now that my Jacob was here. It was like I wasn't complete without him.

"Yes, I know. I saw him down stairs."

"Oh. What is he doing?" I listened down stairs for the sound of his heartbeat or voice. I couldn't hear it down stairs; he must be doing something for Alice.

" He's outside putting up lanterns" She giggled, "Alice is making a more grand version of my birthday party. The birthday party I didn't want might I add."

I laughed. "I don't really mind the party. It might be fun. Its just people staring at me that I have a problem with."

She was putting my hair in spiral curls, and was almost done now. Maybe this was a good time to talk to my mother.

"Well your beautiful sweet heart, and beautiful people get started at sometimes." I smiled at her.

"Mom, can I talk to you about something?" I needed to tell someone how I was feeling, and not just part of my feelings; the whole truth. My mother was the perfect person, and the only person I could talk to about Jacob. I couldn't very well talk to Jake about feelings I had for Jake.

My dad would probably back hand Jacob across the river for making me fall in love with him. I rolled my eyes at the thought of Jake making me fall for him. He was perfect who wouldn't want to love him.

" Of course honey. You know you can talk to me about anything." She said softly. I lowed my voice hoping that everyone was to busy to listen, and hoping daddy wasn't close.

"I was feeling a little down. Well more than a little down. I thought Jacob wouldn't show up. I got really sad that he had talked to you today and I hadn't seen him not once." I took a deep breath to steady my self. " I care for Jake a lot mommy. More than I think I should."

She sighed deeply. " Well Nessie, Jacob cares for you very much. You two are always together. I could understand you feeling that way." I started to shake my head. She wasn't getting it.

"No mommy I think it's more than just that. I-I…" I didn't know how to tell her I loved our best friend. She finished the last curl and came to kneel in front of me and looked into my eyes.

"What is it Renesmee?" She asked softly. Well here it goes.

"I think I – No, I know. I'm in love with Jacob, mom. I love him. It has to be love; I don't ever want to be away from him, not even while I sleep. I dream about him. He is all I can think about almost all the time. I feel… incomplete with out him mommy." Once I said the words out loud to someone else I was sure of my love for him. I couldn't believe I just told anyone how I felt about Jake. She closed her eyes and sighed. I hoped she wasn't mad.

" Have you talked to him about your feelings?" She opened her eyes for my response. I just shook my head. I couldn't talk right now. My voice had left with my once hidden truth.

"Well then, you should. When you love someone you should let him know, about your feelings. Love is a very strong and wonderful emotion."

" Mom what if he doesn't feel the same? What if he still just sees me as a child? What if he likes someone el-" She stopped me, putting a finger to my lips.

" You're a wonderful young woman Renesmee. You are a dream come true, and if Jacob doesn't see that than he does not disserve an angel like you in the first place." I smiled at her. " But Nessie you are still young sweet heart. I want you to take your time. You have a whole eternity in front of you; don't rush anything. Is that ok?" I nodded. " Good" Mother than kissed my cheek.

" So are you done? Ok, good I need to start on her make-up." Alice said charging through the door. "I can finish up here. Can you go help esme?" Alice asked my mom.

" Sure thing." She turned back to me. " It will all work out ness. I will see you in a while." She got up and walked out the door. I really hope she was right.

"Nessie you are going to be dazzling. You're going to love me so much more after tonight. I don't need to see the future to know that."

I giggled. " I already love you to much, aunt Alice" She rolled her eyes and stated to apply my make-up.

I sat there and tried not to think of Jake, and failed horribly. I hoped Alice made me look like a woman. It would make it easier to talk to Jacob if I felt more like a woman talking to a man. A wonderful man.

" All done." She declared after a couple of minutes later.

"Ok, now can I see my dress?" I asked. I was starting to get very anxious. If I didn't like the dress than I couldn't cancel. It was already to late with the amazons here.

"Patience is a virtue, Nessie. Plus you can't see it till it's on. I want you to get the full affect." I giggled. Aunt Alice needed a vacation or something; she needed some time to just have fun. She was overdoing little things.

"Ok, stay here. I need to see how everything is going. Can you be patient for a little while longer?"

"Umm." I thought about that for a second, just to mess with Alice.

"Nessie." She called frustrated again.

I laughed "Go ahead Aunt Alice I'm fine. Take your time."

She left out and I went to sit on a couch in her room. I pulled my legs up and laid my head on my knees. After a couple of minutes later there was a knock on the door.

" Can I come in?" My father asked. Daddy! I hadn't talked to him all day. Well not really talked. Dad laughed and opened the door. He came and sat next to me putting his arm around my shoulders. I sighed laying my head on him. I'm such a daddy's girl.

He chuckled. "That's not such a bad thing is it?"

"Nope" I said totally content. I wonder if he heard me and mommy's talk earlier.

"Yes, I did. Not much though."

I blushed. " Why didn't you hear much?" I was hoping that I was developing more of my mother's powers for blocking.

"Sorry honey, still clear as a bell." He said laughing. "I had just come back from hunting with Jasper." I shrunk into his side a little. This was going to be awkward.

"How much did you hear?"

"Well, I came in on about 'No, I know. I'm in love with Jacob, mom. I love him'." He quoted me in a dead tone. Was this what they called the calm before the storm? I really hope he didn't kill Jake; it would be like killing me.

"Oh." I didn't know what to say. So what happens now?

"I'm not mad Nessie. Well not at you." He said with a little more life to his voice. What did that mean? It wasn't right for him to be mad a Jake. He hadn't done anything. Well except be total irresistible. My dad looked at me with a raised eyebrow. I started to blush. Damn.

"Watch your mouth young lady." He said with a smile playing around his lips.

" I didn't say anything daddy." I said giggling. "Dad, why are you mad at Jacob? He didn't do anything." I really wanted to know why he got mad at Jake.

" I'm not mad at Jacob. I'm mad at time. It has reclaimed my time with you before I'm ready. And I'm not ready. Can you begrudge me that?" He said smiling and closing his eyes. " You're my only daughter. I wanted more time being your daddy. It seemed like it was just yesterday that you sat in my lap while I played your mother's song. I love you more than you know. I just still want you to be my baby girl." He said softly.

"You wont, I love you to much. You'll always be my daddy. The best dad any girl could ask for." I said and hugged him. Aw, how sweet. My dad was jealous of Jake.

He laughed. "Jacob is a good person. He has a good soul. Although I wouldn't mind you giving me five more years?" He asked with a hopeful expression.

I looked at him with narrowed eyes. He couldn't be serous could he?

"Ahh, you are your mother's child. Can I really deny you anything?" he said shaking his head.

"Nope," I said pointing to myself. "Daddy's little girl remember?" I said laughing.

"That you are princess." He said kissing my forehead. Well I guess that meant that all I had to do was tell Jake. For some reason this did not make me feel better.

"Dad, does Jake like me?" My dad would know if he did. It would really help if he told me.

" I'm sorry Nessie. You are going to have to talk to him about that."

Well that didn't help. I didn't know how to tell my best friend I was in love with him. My father sighed deeply. I don't think he liked the idea of his six year old being in love.

" I don't, but I want you to be happy. Nessie you say what comes from the heart. You say what you mean darling." He said softly.

My feelings were in the open now, to my parents at least. I hoped if Jake didn't feel the same way, that we could still be friends. This is going to be embarrassing. Daddy laughed. This was so not funny.

"Don't worry Ness. Things have a funny way of working out sometimes"

Did that mean Jake did like me? Daddy just looked back towards the door and started to hum my mother's lullaby to me. When he said that it reminded me of how esme and momma said how much Jacob cared for me. I felt like everyone knew something I didn't. My father smiled and held me.